Finally, #2 is here!

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Finally, #2 is here!

Well, here I am in my first month of TTC#2. I really can't believe we're gonna go for it. Its been so stinkin' long that I've been wanting to be pregnant again, but the timing just wasn't right.

I have yet to O this month, but we've been doing it every day anyways. LOL! Hopefully I'll get a BFP right away. I'm an impatient person.

I'm scared of having a miscarriage. The last one was painful.

I'm tired. Good night.

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BFN on the OPK again this morning.

Nothing else to report. I suppose we'll DTD again tonight.

The Shettles Method. Here we go.

I kinda want another boy. I'm afraid of girls. DH wants a girl badly though. So, I'll try the SM for him.

I'm always tired. It'll be nice when its June and I only have one job LOL!

I'm thinking that I don't want a BFP until April. I don't want to jinx myself for this month, but I don't know how I'll survive being newly preg. and working two jobs. I'll probably die. LOL! Of, course, I could have second time infertility and these thoughts are all just non-sense.

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I just ate Carl's Jr. and I want to barf. I rarely eat fast food, but I forgot to bring dinner with me to the college tonight. Teaching makes me hungry.

I was evaluated tonight. I hope the students said nice things! I'll be bummed if they hate me.

Ron is taking things so seriously, it makes me laugh. He's taking all kinds of baths to kill the boy sperms. I told him that he's going to make himself infertile all together. My husband is hillarious.

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James Blunt. I like James Blunt.

Wine. I like wine. Cheap Arbor Mist wine. No more wine once I O.

I wonder if Hulk Hogan has a big penis. No I don't. I don't want to know. Where did that thought come from? It came from the Arbor Mist.

I hate teaching high school. I love love love my students, but I hate the administrator pricks.

Pon De Replay? WTF does that mean? I don't know but I'm singing it. Isn't that strange?

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Ok, I thought lots of TTC sex would be fun. Today it seemed like a chore. I'm glad we have a TV on our dresser that I can see from the bed ROFL DH had to squash that though. I was watching CSPAN and he asked me to turn it off because it was distracting him.

I once knew a girl who insisted that CSPAN was the Spanish language channel. :confused:

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Oh where Oh where has my little egg gone. Oh where Oh where can it beeeeeeeeeeeee?

tsk. tsk.

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I need to go get some more OPK's tonight. I used up my whole box already. I really hated the cheapy kind that I bought. They were those kind where you always have two line and you have to compare the darkness of the lines blah blah blah.

I want the ones where there are two lines if its positive and only one if its negative. Its worth the extra $3.

Its raining her today YAY!!!!!!

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Ok, what on earth is going on. CD 18 and no O yet. Maybe its all the stress of working all the hours that I have been. :dontknow:

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I have heartburn. Where's my Zantac?

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Well, I'm a certified dumbass. I've been using my OPK's with my FMU. I guess you aren't supposed to do that now. I'm supposed to test between 10am and 8pm. A lot changes in 4 years. The last type I used, you were supposed to test FMU.

So, I don't know WTF is going on this cycle. DH and I have done it for like 10 days straight. LMAO. This is getting tiring, but the Shettles book says to do it every day for a girl. So, chaffed I'll be I guess.

Today I got the darkest line on my OPK that I've ever gotten with these tests, but it still wasn't quite as dark as the reference line. I don't know what to think. :dontknow:

How can it be almost 2pm. I swear I just got out of bed!

How does a family of 3 create 10 loads of laundry per week?

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YAY!!!!!!!!!! + OPK today. I'm still wondering WTF took it so long though. Now I'm scared that my eggie isn't good anymore. Maybe it was late because I was so excited to TTC again. Oh well, off to tackle DH!

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Ok, I need to go get a battery for my BBT thermometer. I don't trust this regular one I've been using.

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No more sex! Please no more sex! I'm walking funny.

Ok, sex today and then I give up for the rest of the month.

I overslept today and had to call a sub. The radio station that my alarm is tuned to was somehow not tuned in right and I guess I slept through the static noise LOL! Oh well, surprise day off!

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I'm dying to buy this cute swim suit!!!! I need to get pregnant so I can buy it LOL!!!

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I hate the 2ww.

I feel all blah and bloated right now. I wonder if I'm pregnant. I want to know NOW, NOW, NOOOOW!!! ROFL

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I just wanted to say that y'all are nosey! ROFL That's ok, that's why I made this journal public. I hope you are entertained....but not for long Wink

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I feel terrible today. I'm getting a cold, I'm tired, and and and and...whine, whine, whine....and this 2ww is TORTURE!!!!!

I'm gonna get off of work today, pour a glass of wine, and sit in the bathtub. UG, I feel terrible.

Let me add terrible heartburn to the list. I want to go home soooooooo bad!!!! Whaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa!!!! Two hours to go Sad

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Has anyone ever died of heartburn pain? LOL! ARG! My tummy is upset today!!!!

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I have a bad cold and Ron is gone with a friend for the weekend. UG! I feel like shit.

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I don't feel pregnant. When I got preg. with Nate, I just knew I was pregnant. We shall see I suppose.

Today while I tried to lay in bed in my flu agony, Nate emptied a whole box of Ron's CoCo Puffs onto the floor, emptied my makeup bag onto the floor, and took every one of his toys out of his toybox in the living room. Then, he barfed on the floor and took 4 huge nasty poops. ACK! I changed the diapers and that was it. DH came home from his weekend away and was like AAAAAAAAAAHHH!!!

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Well, I'm still sick. Go away sickness, go away. Whine, whine, whine. I am nauseous, my head hurts, and I've had to suck down my asthma medicine, which I don't like to do because it usually makes me wired, but not today. I'm too exhausted LOL!

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Ok, so as of tonight my head cold has almost cleared up but the nausea has stayed. I think I'll go into the walk-in clinic tomorrow and ask for a blood HCG test. I'm only 8 DPO, so the home tests won't pick up squat, but I need to know if I'm preg or not so I can get some Zofran. I can't deal with hyperemesis again. Apparently, it gets worse with each pregnancy :roll: It really irritates the shit out of me that almost no one understand HE.

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Oh thank heavens I'm feeling better today! The cold/flu is letting up and I have no nausea today. I don't know if no nausea is a good or bad thing, but I think I can live without seeing the doctor now. I'll wait a while to test, but I'm not getting my hopes up. I hate to sound pessimistic, but if I'm optimistic with things and then they don't work out, then I'm let down. This way I don't feel such a let down LOL!

I have to go sign my contract for my new job today. I can't wait to be full time there! :woohoo: This is my dream job!

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I had a bit of cramping this afternoon. Maybe I'm gonna start AF.

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I have strep throat. Ug!

10DPO. I'm making myself wait 'til Saturday to test because I don't think I'm pregnant.

Back to bed with me.

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11 DPO. I took a digital test this morning and BFN. What's weird is that I'm ok with it. I've been so terribly sick that the thought of being sick again so soon is frightening LOL. DH said, "Well, at least it was fun trying." ....and yeah, it was.

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OOOOOOOOO wicked cramps today. OUCH!!!!

These anti-biotics have totally kicked in. I feel A LOT better today. YAY...well, except for the cramps. Sheesh I've always got something to whine about lately LOL!

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Holy crap I was bitchy at work today.

Slow ride, take it easy. Slow ride.

I want to fall asleeeeeeeeeep. I'm tired.

I can't wait for June. I want to start my new job. :woohoo:

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Big Hairy Stinky Armpits!!!!

Just kidding

Nothing to report on the TTC front

CD 9

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Coming To American is like one of my favorite cheesy movies.

I LMAO at "Sexual Chocolate" and "The Royal Penis is clean your highness" ROFL

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So I seem to have ovulated a whole lot earlier this month than last month. Day 15 instead of day 20 like last month. Last month I was sick as a dog though.

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Hallelujiah its Friday!

FF gave me some crosshairs this morning. My chart is soooooooo different from last month. Thank goodness I got a battery for my BBT. I don't have to use that regular thermometer anymore.

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I'm tired. Tired, tired, tired.

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If we conceived this cycle, I would be due on Christmas day. Way cool!

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I had crazy cramps out of the blue today. Other than that, no symptoms.

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OMG! I'm so bloated! Its so my fault. I've been eating like a cow lately. My pants are sooooooooo tight. Ok, I need to start a diet ASAP.

7 DPO. No symptoms really. DH said that I'm moody, but he always says I'm moody. Men!

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OMG! I'm STILL bloated today. My belly hurts. I tried to start a diet today. I did fabulous until dinner time. Tonight was a college night. I got sooooooooooo hungry that I ran over to the grill and ordered up a hamburger and fries. I just had this overwhelming urge for fries. I couldn't stop myself. Damnit. I am one of THOSE people with no self-control LOL! I hope I'm pregnant and have something to blame this on. I don't want to admit to myself that I lack willpower ROFL

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I took a HPT at 9DPO and it was negative. Maybe its too early, but I think we just didn't make it happen this month. I feel good. No cramps, no moodiness, no bloating, nothing. I feel too good to be pregnant LOL!!! We'll see. I'll test again later...unless AF shows up. I had a temp drop of .2 degrees, so maybe I'm coming to the end of this cycle.

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I took another HPT today and it was BFN. I started spotting too. ARG! Oh well, on to month 3.

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Well ok then, cycle 3 here I am. I conceived Nate in cycle 3, so I hope the 3rd time is a charm for this go around too.

I'm on spring break from the high school this week. Its soooooooo nice. I wish it was two weeks long though.

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Nothing to report. I thought I was O'ing a few days ago. I had really good EWCM and then my temp didn't go up. So, who knows.

This week I self waxed my kooter for DH's birthday. TMI? Then get the hell out of my journal you nosey Ho! Biggrin

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Well, well, well, just as I was thinking that I have become infertile as I near my 30th birthday, I get a +OPK. DH laughed at me. I get so worried that I'll never see a +HPT again. I need to remind myself that this is only our third cycle of TTC.

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Well, I got another +OPK this morning. I was all excited to take my temp this morning and see if it went up. My alarm didn't go off. I woke up at 9:30am. BAH! Well, my temp was up, but I don't know if that was from sleeping in or if it really went up. ARG! Of all the days for that to happen LOL!

Well, at least the sex was good last night. I'm starting to have to bust out the lingerie to keep TTC interesting and not so much of a chore.

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Ok, -OPK this morning, so hopefully I ovulated yesterday. Now for the 2ww. Oh joy :roll:

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I'm feeling a bit crampy today. My period should arrive just in time to go camping this weekend. Oh yay! LOL!

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Crampy yesterday and today. I'll probably test Friday morning if AF doesn't show. BTW, It's Monday today.

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Ug, I started my period while we were camping this weekend. YUUUUUUUUUUUUUUCK!!!

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No, I'm not pregnant yet. I suck. Blah!

Bev is pregnant. I'm so happy for her!!! She called and told me today. OMG! I can't wait to see her all big and preggo!!

I had an hour and a half massage today. OMG, that is heaven! AAAAAAAAAAHHHHHH!!!!

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What a lovely relaxing weekend. AAAAAAAAAAHHH!!!!! Biggrin

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Just hanging out waiting to O.

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Well, I had a dark OPK this morning. Not quite as dark as the control line, but darker than any of the faint lines I've been getting. I know it says not to test with FMU, but that is the only time I can remember, so that's when I do it.

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