I like these new boards. Lastnight I was lost and felt like crying, I had finally gotten used to the old ones and it was a major change for me but I have been playing around on them this morning and I am getting a hang of them.
So lastnight sucked, dh had to go into work for 4 hours, the longest 4 hours of my life. He teased Ethan before he left by asking Ethan if he wanted to go to work with daddy, so when Mike left Ethan was all upset and then proceeded to be a brat while Mike was at work. I am also used to him being gone in the day but not at night. He's so much help when it comes to cleaning up dinner,picking up toys, getting the kids ready for bed and I had to do it all by myself, god, what am I going to do when he goes on a deployment??
So more bad news..... I am going to copy and paste it from a navy baord I go to.
So he was wanting to cross rate. We had to have our orders cancelled to Norfolk since we weren't allowed to be under orders to put in for this MA stuff and it took a month to find out and we finally got the news this morning and he's really upset, he was denied. Things are getting hard for us financially because of him being an ET and the rate is too full and he can't move up so he thought maybe with MA he could and he knows his police stuff, he was on a PD before he joined the Navy.
I'm not looking forward to him coming home from work tonight because he's going to be pissy and take it out on us UGH!!!
So we don't know what our future is now. We were told at the beginning when he cancelled our orders that he would be red flagged to deploy or we would go to a base that noone would want to go to! FRIGGIN GREAT!!! I guess we will see if that's true. I don't think he will deploy now that this war is almost over and 2 carriers are on their way home and a 3rd might be on it's way soon.
Dh is so wishy washy when it comes to staying in the navy, we have cheked out the STA-21 program (officer program), and then he decides he just wants to go back home when he gets out and lately he has thought about going into the ARMY and going officer in there to fly helicopters. We will see, personally I would like to be by my family, but I wouldn't mind him staying in either and if he wants to go officer that's fine and dandy, yummmmyy a hot hubby in an officer uniform yummmmmy!!
Anyways, I have 4 loads of laundry to do today. I feel like crap, my head feels like a damn balloon, I hate being sick!!
I am proud of myself, I told my self friday that I am going to start cleaning once a week, besides your normal pick up, straighten up kind of stuff and I haven't cleaned since friday, lets see if I can make it till this friday. I am finding more relax time, more time with the kids and more time for us to get out and do something :0)
Well I guess I should go for now, Elizabeth wants to watch a Blue's Clue's movie.