I like these new boards. Lastnight I was lost and felt like crying, I had finally gotten used to the old ones and it was a major change for me but I have been playing around on them this morning and I am getting a hang of them.
So lastnight sucked, dh had to go into work for 4 hours, the longest 4 hours of my life. He teased Ethan before he left by asking Ethan if he wanted to go to work with daddy, so when Mike left Ethan was all upset and then proceeded to be a brat while Mike was at work. I am also used to him being gone in the day but not at night. He's so much help when it comes to cleaning up dinner,picking up toys, getting the kids ready for bed and I had to do it all by myself, god, what am I going to do when he goes on a deployment??
So more bad news..... I am going to copy and paste it from a navy baord I go to.
So we don't know what our future is now. We were told at the beginning when he cancelled our orders that he would be red flagged to deploy or we would go to a base that noone would want to go to! FRIGGIN GREAT!!! I guess we will see if that's true. I don't think he will deploy now that this war is almost over and 2 carriers are on their way home and a 3rd might be on it's way soon.So he was wanting to cross rate. We had to have our orders cancelled to Norfolk since we weren't allowed to be under orders to put in for this MA stuff and it took a month to find out and we finally got the news this morning and he's really upset, he was denied. Things are getting hard for us financially because of him being an ET and the rate is too full and he can't move up so he thought maybe with MA he could and he knows his police stuff, he was on a PD before he joined the Navy.
I'm not looking forward to him coming home from work tonight because he's going to be pissy and take it out on us UGH!!!
Dh is so wishy washy when it comes to staying in the navy, we have cheked out the STA-21 program (officer program), and then he decides he just wants to go back home when he gets out and lately he has thought about going into the ARMY and going officer in there to fly helicopters. We will see, personally I would like to be by my family, but I wouldn't mind him staying in either and if he wants to go officer that's fine and dandy, yummmmyy a hot hubby in an officer uniform yummmmmy!!
Anyways, I have 4 loads of laundry to do today. I feel like crap, my head feels like a damn balloon, I hate being sick!!
I am proud of myself, I told my self friday that I am going to start cleaning once a week, besides your normal pick up, straighten up kind of stuff and I haven't cleaned since friday, lets see if I can make it till this friday. I am finding more relax time, more time with the kids and more time for us to get out and do something :0)
Well I guess I should go for now, Elizabeth wants to watch a Blue's Clue's movie.
WOW!!! I was at the bottom of page 2!!
So dh called me and told me that his package for MA was kicked back because there were so many packages to go through and basically they were too lazy to look at each and every one of them, so he decided while it was kicked back that he would call the PD he was on and get some recommendations and get his records and he called the college and had them fax over his transcripts and he turned them all in and got a call back the next day to go and meet with the MA Chief and he was sooooo excited!! So he also has her recommendation and has to take a pee pee test to prove he doesn't do anything bad and then we will find out for sure when he leaves to go to school, we are hoping he goes to San Antionio so he can drive home on the weekends.
Wow Brooke, you're on a roll....from what I saw today you had 2 topics locked LOL jeeesssh some people take things so seriously!
OMG people come on!! Not everyone can be made happy. People complain too much about the smallest things. I just got a PM from someone I have never talked to on here and they are offended by my signature because they are against the war!! Oh friggin well!! I'm not changing it!
Ugh.......I know a lot of you are sick of hearing this out of me and so I decided to have my own lil whine fest in my journal. A friend of mine went in today for her induction to have her lil boy and a friend of mine goes in tomorrow for her c-section and I just got news from another friend about 10 minutes ago that she is pregnant and due at the beginning of December. I so wish I could be pregnant again, have a lil newborn to cuddle with, to nurse again, to give my other lil ones another sibling. Ugh......and the ONLY reason I can't is because military doesn't get paid enough and we would have to buy a new vehicle!! That is the only reason why!!! Oh well.......someday I will be over it, and why it's really bugging me is because I am fertile VERY fertile RIGHT now!!
OMG MEN!!!!!!! They get on my nerves SOOOO damn bad sometimes!!
I put a roast in the slow cooker this morning and we had invited a friend of dh's over for dinner, so my dh was talking to me and said his friend will be on his way over, which was cool, so I was like ok! And then dh said if the roast isn't all the way done they are going to work on dh's tat....he has a tat on his arm of a flame and they wanted to shade it in tonight and I said cool, I can talk to him about my new tat.....I want a patriotic butterfly back piece and dh was like oh ok, we will see if he can help draw it out, and so later this evening I mentioned it to his friend and he asked me how big I wanted it etc etc. and I told him pretty much taking up my entire back and my DH flipped, I told dh in front of his friend that we had been discussing this for awhile now and dh said I thought you wanted a butterfly piece and I said I do, I want the back piece, well....apparantly dh thought a back piece was teeny and then he told me no way,so here I am all pissed off and then dh's friend said he wants to do a lady bug on someone, so I said I will do it, and we were talking about where to put it and his friend suggested my ankle and I said no way, me, wanting to be a lawyer some day I don't want a tat where it would be seen like that with panty hose on. I said what about on one of my toes or on my lower back and dh flipped again and said no. On top of that all he won't let me pierce my labret, or my nipples, he hates my tongue piercing and my belly button and he's not too fond of the tat on my lower back that I got when he went to basic training......he thinks since I am a mommy that I don't need things like this but it's ok for him to get a big *** tat on his arm...I don't mind because I love body mods, but why does he think it's alright for him but not me???
So anyways dh went to take the trash out and dh's friend said he will talk to dh about it and then maybe he would cave and let me get it and I said no, he's an asshole, he won't let me, and he said oh yes he will, you are a lil cutie pie, he will cave, and by then I looked like this
So anyways, why is it so slow here tonight?
*SIGH* a lil down today......but I'll be alright. Later after dh gets home I am going to go easter shopping...nothing like waiting last minute, oh well, we have all been sick. And after that I am going to go see the new baby
Well today was pretty quiet here at home. After dh got home I went to Toys R Us to get the kids some stuff for their easter baskets and dh his birthday present and then I went to the hospital to see the new baby, and OMG she's soooo adorable!!! And as I was leaving the hospital I was checking the cell phone and it said there was 2 missed calls, and it was my dh so I called back and he said he didn't fix dinner for the kids and Ethan peed in our bed (he took a nap in their) this kid, if he doesn't potty train soon GRR!! So anyways that was at almost 9 pm, I left the house at 6 and the dishwasher hadn't been emptied either. He was *****ing at me that all hell breaks loose when I leave the house, and if I plan on leaving again I WILL be taking a kid with me. I would have taken one, but I couldn't since #1 I had to get easter stuff for the kids and #2 because I was going to the hospital, they don't allow lil kids up their in the OB ward and I wouldn't want to take one up there even if they did allow it, kids carry too many germies to be around a new born baby. I had to go to the ATM and pull money out and go to McDonald's, yeah real friggin healthy at a lil after 9 at night!! What the hell is so hard about getting the kids some spaghettios out of the pantry?!?!? MEN!!!
Well I need to go and catch up on more posts and then get the toys r us bag out of my car, he will kill me if he sees that HUGE damn bag LOL oh well!!
I need to go clean, I have no motivation, but I did make it to my goal, I haven't cleaned in a week :0) I am proud of myself. When dh gets home I have to go to wal-mart, I didn't make it out there lastnight and then I might drop by the hospital and see my friend and the baby again.
Well....I'm off, gotta get the house cleaned.
My husband's ****ty assed attitude has got to go!!! ARRG!!!!! He's on my last damn nerve!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!