Well after I posted my lasy entry dh walked through the door with roses lol
So I have decided to go on a diet one of the Sept. 01 moms is on, I am going to get healthy stuff at the grocery store tomorrow and lots and lots of bottled water and I am also going to get the Windsor Pilates video and do that once a day. Yup, time to get into shape and lose this flab, maybe I can be as skinny as I was before I had Ethan WAHHHOOOOO that would be fun. Watch me lose weight and then get pregnant again lol that would be my luck.
Good luck testing Rebecca! Dh and I had 3 slip ups while I was ovulating (he had no idea I was ovulating because he's a guy) and I am due for AF on the 7th ACK!!! So we will see. I don't know ahy he slips up like that if he doesn't want to have another lil one.
So anyways, I am feeling SO lazy today, I have 2 comforters I need to get into the wash and I need to go fix the kids their lunches and gets showers and all that fun stuff, we have to go to the grocery store when dh gets home from work.
Wow....it's been awhile since I have written in my journal, on the bottom of page 2!
Not too much of anything going on around here.
Dh, the kids, a friend of his and his cousin and I went to Applebee's to eat on saturday because it's was dh's birthday and we ALL got so sick! Elizabeth was the last one that got hit but we all had the pukes and the BIG D saturday night and it hit Elizabeth late late lastnight/early this morning. So that makes 2 places I refuse to eat here ever again.
Rebecca,congrats on the pregnancy, I guess. I don't know what you are feeling or what I should say, but a baby is always a blessing :0) Let me know, you know I am here for you girl! I am still waiting to see what happens here by the 7th. I woke up with a lot of boob pain this morning, but I don't know if that could be PMS or what.
ACK!! Elizabeth is a mess, you should see her. She is eating chocolate covered raisins with her lunch hehe. Yes I am a bad mom, she gets chocolate covered raisins lol
So who wants to come here and finish this laundry? Just when I was almost done Elizabeth took her chocolate covered self to their room and jumped all over Ethan's bed, so I had to throw his comforter in the wash.
Well I'm going to run....catch up on other posts anc change over the laundry AGAIN!
Well back on page 2 lol....
Anyways, after a crazy day yesterday with a pukey 3 year old today is so nice and quiet and the kids are getting along. It amazes how much an almost 4 year old and a 19 month old can fight!! It's NUTS! Now I know how my parents felt when my sister and I were little, we are 26 months apart and my kids are 27 1/2 months apart.
These avatar/siggy fights are about to get on my nerves, I am so glad people are so mature
I am done with the Sept. board for awhile again. I get upset everytime I go there I think. It might sound stupid to all of you, but I posted an adorable picture of Elizabeth there and I got 2 comments on it and other people posted pics and got 15 and 17 so whatever Because of something that happened months ago people still have something against me. But that's ok, I know who my friends are. You won't get the priveledge of seeing pics of my babies again and they will. So done, I tell ya!!
Well I am going to go and catch up on some other posts not at the sept. board and then go iron my clothes, after dh gets home from work today him, the kids and I are going to go out and have some fun.
WOW!! I haven't written in awhile again. I always come in here and think about it, and then get to lazy.
Not too much has been going on. Just cleaning, my parents are coming down in about 3 weeks so I have been trying to get SOME cleaning done.
On the 4th was mine and dh's 5 year anniversary of being together, 5 years ago we started dating and I totally forgot, so he came home from work sunday night with roses and I asked what those were for and he told me I forgot.
I have a new tattoo picked out so hopefully I will be getting that within the next week. I really want to get it before my parents to come, and if I get it I have to wait for 2 weeks to swim, and when my parents come down they are going to want to swim.
Well I'm going to go, I am busy talking to a navy wife friend of mine in Yahoo mess.
Well I am so pissed at dh (and d doesn't mean dear). I am wondering what his problem is lately. At one moment he's sweet and at the other he has a problem with common since and ignorance!
For Mother's day I got 6 clay pots, for 3 grandma's and each of the kids gets to make their own for them. Well we ran out of white paint saturday night and dh kept sitting on getting more even tho he was out saturday, sun, and he could have picked some up monday while he was at the NEX on his lunch break but no, that's too damn easy. He did pick up some yesterday after I begged and pleaded him to and he STILL didn't bring home soda or laundry detergent like I had asked him to, he didn't want to do a full run, WTF?!?! So anyways he didn't even spray paint the pots until 10 lastnight....and we still need to get the kids handprints on them with acrylic paint and the pots still need touch ups...GRRR!! This stuff is never going to make it to our moms for Mother's day and that really bothers me!
So yesterday I had an awful day with Ethan, his attitude has got to go, so I made him laydown and take a nap. While he was laying down I jumped into the shower and dh comes home, well when I get out of the shower Ethan is no longer laying down, dh decided to take him to the pool. No why would you take the child to the pool after I had told him what kind of day I had with him and cried on the phone because I was so stressed out?!?
So over these things we ended up fighting lastnight and I was called every word in the book, I was also every word in the book last thursday because we were in wal mart too long, after we had gotten into the car Ethan was kicking the back of the driver's seat and Mike turned around, grabbed his foot and called him a lil ****er!! I was appauled! I was so upset!!
But never would I ever call my husband any kind of name, or my children!!!
I honostly don't know how much more I can take!! Today AF is due and she hasn't gotten here yet, there is a big possibiliy of me being pregnant, or maybe it could be stress......hopefully just stress, I can't be pregnant, dh will kill me, he would just lose it!
Well when dh got home we went to the grocery store to get a few things and I picked up a pregnancy test and took it tonight and it was negative. So why do my boobs feel and look like they are going to burst and why am I pukey and why have I had a headache for 2 days?!?! AAHHHHH!!!! This makes me crazy! If this is PMS then why do I have it so bad, I have never gone through this at PMS time!!
AF is still a no show, and dh won't let me test again. He swears I'm not pregnant. My boobs still hurt, my headaches keep coming and going, I have been nauseous since lunch time today. UGH this really sux royally. And it would really be our luck that I am now that we have made that HUGE decision to get my tubes tied. Took lots of talking and tears but it's for the best.
So dh called me today (from work) and asked me what I want for Mother's Day, and I told him I am NOT going to give him ideas again this year, I gave him some last year and I got a whole 3 roses that lasted a whole 4 days. So he got mad but I told him he knows me and knows what kind of things I like, everywhere I go I see something I like, I am TOTALLY into Angels, fairies and butterflies. He did take ds with him tonight and got me something and he slipped and said he got me something at Hallmark, so I hope it's one of those angel figurines that I have been dying to have.
Dh fell asleep on the couch even tho he told me he wouldn't so we could watch a movie, oh well, maybe tomorrow night.
Baby when I think about (about, about)
The day that we first met (the day that we first met)
Wasn't lookin' for what I found
But I found you
And I'm bound to
Find happiness in bein' around you
When I'm makin' love to you
I'm glad for the way you make me feel
I love it cause you seem to blow my mind
When you walk you hold my hand
I'm happy that you know how to be a man
I'm glad that you came into my life
I'm so glad
I dig the way that you get down (you get down thugged out!)
And you still know how to hold me (and you still know how to hold me)
Perfect blend, masculine (can't get enough now)
I think I'm in love
Turned out to be
That certain someone special
Who makes this life
Just loving me...
So say that you won't leave
'Cause since the day you came
I' been glad
My Mother's Day was AWESOME!! Dh got me a basket from Bath and Body works with a candle,bottle of lotion,bottle of body spray,bottle of shower gel and a loofah scrubby thing in the scent of Sweet Pea OMG it smells so good, When I opened it Elizabeth saw that body spray and she went nuts, my lil girly girl, so I sprayed a lil teeny bit on one of her wrists and rubbed them together and she was all about it.
Dh also got me a lil bowl that is shaped like a rose and it has a fairy on the side of it (I collect angels and fairies)it's gorgeous, I put all of my dried up roses in there that I had in a crystal bowl on my fireplace. He did so awesome this year, now he says he's going to have to top next year off better than he did this years LOL...so I told him next year I want a pair of diamond studs from Kay Jewelers, I have been dying for a pair from there since I borrowed my sisters at my wedding.
So we didn't do anything but chill here today, we wanted to go swimming but the weather kept fluctuating on us.
I wanted to re paint my toe nails so I grabbed a paper towel and my polish and sat on the living room floor and Elizabeth came running up to me and plopped down and put her feet on the paper towel and said "I pretty piggies to" so I painted hers for her LOL....she was soooooo girly today, normally she's a lil tom boy hanging out with Ethan playing trucks and spiderman LOL....today she was all about being pretty and hanging out with mommy, oh well, it made my day even better!!!
Tomorrow we have a lil playgroup/birthday party to go to, a friend of mine has a lil girl turning 2! I can't believe how big these kiddos are getting, it makes me sooooo sad :0( And after that I have to pick dh up from work and then we have to go to the hospital, I have a doctor's appt. because I am still late and I also need to talk to her about some personal things and also get a referral to see my OBGYN about a consult to get my tubes tied. And after that we have a couple errands we have to run.
Well I'm going to go and see some other posts and then off to bed, gotta get up early!