Hi all, I am back! I missed having my journal. For some reason this place helps me go through the emotions of infertility, our relationship and the pressures from outside our relationship. So I guess for thoose who do not know I am Jodie, I used to be loveablebubbles81. But things have changed that. So after 2+ years I am forging a new identity.
So a little background, I am 26 this year and DH is 27 this week I suffer from PCOS (with insuline resistance), two types of arthritis including Osteoarthritis of the hips, a clotting disorder as well as a few other problems. Dh is leagally blind and we fear the long term effects of his medication (steriods) may have effected his fertility. Most people with DH sight problems are past there child bearing days so there is no reaserch out there.
So where am I at now:
I am not sure if I should be happy or sad. I seem to be emotionalless this time around. I think it is becuase I had so much radium exposure this cycle and a good deal of time in hospital. But I do feel sad as this was the last cycle of clomid for a long while. I am now looking into to natral alternatives. But I am strggerling to find the alternatives I need to find. I went to a health food store today only to be pressured into seeing the naturopath. I walked out of the store feeling lost, but I will forge on. I will also look at doing the Napro programe with one of the Gp's at our Dr srgery. We will have to make an afternoon appointment where we can do the course with this Dr. I am not giving up my dream of having a baby, it will happen, when it does it will be the biggest moment of my life so far.