The weirdest thing happened to me last night. I was sitting down feeding Lexi her cereal bottle that she gets before she goes to bed and was talking with Micky about how I need to lose some weight. Before I got pregnant I was 145lbs and a size 3-5, now mind you that I am 5'10". The day I delivered Lexi I was 183..LOL! I lost all of the weight plus 10 lbs a few weeks after I had her and now I am back up to 163. BLAH! For some reason I have no self-control when it comes to food, I am also wearing a size 10 pants. It's like you KNOW you shouldn't eat it but it is like it taunts you till you give in. You know what is sad? I could make a box of Velveeta Shells and Cheese and eat it all myself. Talk about over-load in carbs.
Anyways, Micky was going on about how I should get back into dance. Yea, like he is ever home long enought to watch Lexi for an hour or two. Anyways, so I go down to the basement for something and I see this gib black thing in the corner. I turn on the light and you know what it is? A treadmill. I know WE did not buy that. So I yell for Micky to come down. He comes down and says, "What's up?" So I said, "You tell me, where did this treadmill come from?" He then looks at me like I am nuts and tells me that he brought it home from work one day before X-mas. He said he told me about it. Ummm, NO! If I would have know it was down there, doesn't he think that I would have used it. I have been going on now for weeks that I need to lose weight and he has never mentioned it. OMG! I couldn't believe it. I am going to try it out tonight. I wanted to start a diet today but the chocolate candy dish at work called my name this morning already. DAMN CANDY DISH!
Lexi slept in her car-seat till 7:00pm last night. I guess she didn't nap yesterday at my moms. So she was in there from 4-7...LOL! She usually hates that thing, but she was exhausted I guess.
Well, I am sure I will be back later. Today is the truck race at Dover Downs, plus qualifing I think! I can't wait till Sunday!
Having a pretty good day so far. I just keep thinking it is Friday! YEAH!
Micky called, since he is getting off early, he is going to pick up the baby. DOUBLE YEAH! I get an hour to myself....LOL! Well, it will be spent driving. I HATE DRIVING. See my list of things that I hate..LOL! Oh Well, I am not going to complain this time.
Micky brought up the house again in South Carolina. I am not so sure anymore, since we just got a new Jeep Liberty, that makes 3 car payments thats over a $1,000 a month in just car payments. I am not so sure we can offord it anymore. With our primary home and the condo we own down the road that we use a rental property, I think we are biting off more than we can chew. I'll have to see how much I can borrow first. *sigh* I really want this house though. Keep your fingers crossed for us. I should know something on Monday. I wish I could get the rest of my annuity money now instead of in 2007 & 2012. If I had those 2 checks now, I could put half of it down and get a $600-$700 mortgage payment. That would be nice.
Water (to drink)
spiders and insects
**Bumping to get off page 2. Will be back later! I had a pretty good weekend!**
Ok, I now have some spare time to write/type. LOL!
My weekend went pretty well. It was probably the best weekend I have had in awhile.
Friday night: crashed on the couch. Woke up at 10pm and relized that I had slept through dinner. I look over on the other couch and there is Micky dead asleep and Lexi is sleeping in her swing. I couldn't believe it. I felt like the laziest family...LOL!
Saturday: Slept for alittle while. Brought Lexi in bed with me at 10am and she fell back asleep with me till 12:30 or so. I was very surprised that I had slept that long more so that Lexi had let me sleep that long. Usually she is up and ready to roll at 6 or so. I got up and did some laundry then I took her to Wal-Mart with me so I could do some grocery shopping. She was very well behaved. As usual...LOL! I have such a good girl. So I brought her home and she was exhausted so I put her in her swing and when I went to strap her in, I pinched a small part of the thigh in the snap and then she screamed. I felt horrible. She was probably wondering what she did wrong so that I had to hurt her. I cried with her. That was the 2nd time that I pinched her. Micky did it once too!
When Micky got home from work, we went to Ruby Tuesday's for dinner. I ordered the New Orleans seafood and Micky got some stupid baked potato thing, it looked nasty.
Ok, going to get lunch. Be back in a few!
OK, back! Anyways we were out to dinner and we have Lexi with us and you know how it is, everyone gushing over your little. I love it. So we are just getting ready to eat when the bartender comes over to us and starts talking to us about Lexi and then she says well she is so cute that that gentleman at the bar wants to buy you dinner. At first I wasn't going to accept and I took Lexi over there with me and he explained that he loved babies and it would be his pleasure to buy our dinner, she said price didn't matter. I still wasn't going to accept but in the end I did. I tought that was the nicest thing. I still can't get over it. It just goes to show that there are still good people left in this world. I will probably never see him again. But it would be nice for him to be able to see Lexi. She took to him very well.
Sunday: RACE DAY! It was raining, cloudy and COLD! I wanted to come home once 250 laps were done. My face is wind burned and hurts like hell. My legs are soooo sore, we probably walked 5 miles total. It was pure hell. We had to walk uphill several times and that is what killed me.
All in all it was ok. I spent way to much money at the Dale Jr. trailer. $103.00 at one and $28.00 at the other one. Micky spend $25.00 at the Dale Jarrett trailer. I bought Lexi a #8 bib and onsie. I can't wait to see if on her. She behaved well yesterday at A.J's graduation party from what I hear and her cousins Gannon and Molly we there. Gannon was born on 1/22/03 at 11:12pm and Molly was born 3/10/03 at 5:13pm. They are so close in age. MIL said she took many pictures. You should have seen the 3 of us preggos at X-Mas dinner, it was soooo funny. They kept joking around that they were going to set up a buffett just for us 3. There would have been 4 of us but Hilary had a m/c, she was due in April. Crazy! January, February, March and April.
Lexi has a cold now. I think it was from when I put her to bed in just her diaper and left the ceiling fan on the other night. It's weird. She sweats to death at night when I have her clothed and then when I strip her down, she gets sick. Hopefully this won't last long. I called her baby-sitter today and Deana says she seems to be doing fine. No fussing or anything, so that is good.
Micky works a 24 hour shift today so I won't see him until tomorrow unless I take Lexi to see when I get off, which I probably will. I hope I sleep better tonight then I did last night. Micky is the biggest bed hog. Steals the covers, pillows and the BED! It drives me nuts. The whole bed to myself tonight, I am not going to know how to act. I can't wait. :) I love having the big bed all to myself.
FIL took our dog to the sale the other night cuz' she is spoiled and wanted to go for a ride so he took her to the auction. He has taken her before but this time he had to bring her back to us. She attacked 2 dogs. 1 of them was 3 times the size of her. She is a chocolate lab but not a full grown one yet. She attacked a big ole' Chesapeake and another lab. She started to gnaw on one of the labs ears. I couldn't believe she had done that. She has never attacked anything except these baby bunnies that we had under one of our sheds. I put a stop to that right quick. I am going to keep an eye out on her. I am not having that. She has been good as gold since we brought her home and this is not going to start. Especially with an infant at home, no way!
Well, I got some stuff to get done. I might be on later to post some more!
Well, my diet is starting off real good! NOT! I was doing fine this morning then it got real busy and I forgot about it and ate some chocolate. Oh Well, I can always start next week. This sucks. I want to be back in a 2-piece this summer and I don't think that is going to happen. Maybe I should rub a lamp.
Selena - the movie
Had a good night last night. I went to Food Lion before I went to take Lexi to see Micky and got some things for dinner. As always, Lexi is the Belle of the ball. Everyone loves her, she already has a great personality.
Came home, gave Lexi a bottle and gave her a quick bath. Let her play for awhile on her mat and I prepared dinner. I called FIL to have him come over, MIL was working and I know he doesn't cook when she is at work. I made pork chops, broccoli, chedder noodles and mashed taters. It was good and FIL ate it all up. Of course, he kept feeding the pork to the darn dog. That is why she won't eat her dog food anymore, everyone gives her table food. FIL will give her ice cream when he comes over and everything. It makes me so mad. After he left I loaded the dishwasher and played with Lexi for awhile before giving her her cereal bottle. Once she ate that, we were ready for bed. It was only 9:30! I was exhausted. She slept till 5 and wanted a bottle. Back to sleep till 6:30. It was nice having the bed all to myself but I missed Micky when I woke up this morning.
Lexi seems to be felling better, she wasn't congested like she has been but now instead of having a crusty nose, it is like a faucet. It's hard to keep clean. You can't tell a 4 month old to blow...LOL! Every time she sneezes, it flies out of her nose...LOL! Poor thing. At least she is in good spirits.
This is going to sound pretty stupid but I wonder what an all yogurt diet would be like? I am really digging to Yoplait Whips. Escpecially the Strawberry Mist ones. I could eat them all day. I just wonder....LOL!
Micky locked his keys in his truck so I have to go unlock it for him. I'll make him a wait a few. Wanted to get this down before I forgot...LOL! It will never hurt him to wait. It builds character anyways. :)
What the hell. Why not, Everyone else is! I HATE THAT PROPEL AD! It was gone for awhile and I was in heaven, now it is back full force, invading everything I try to do on this site. I usually don't like to complain about this site b/c money is coming from a certain person's pocket, but does anyone ever click on it? It is so frusterating. Ok, I am done with that now.
Micky really pissed me off this morning. As if that is not normal. He called in sick from work today. That doesn't bother me, what bothers me is the Lexi is at daycare. Does he offer to keep her with him? No! That would be too much of a bother I am sure. Yea, we have to pay weather she goes or not but still. The only thing he does with her is what I HAVE to ask him to do. It is so sad. Since he was stayin home today I thought for sure he would get up with her to give her her morning bottle so I could sleep a little while longer, did that happen? Once again, NO! So I wanted to go get a shower. I asked him if he wanted her on the bed or if he wanted me to put her in swing. I wanted him to spend some time with her since he hardly ever sees her. His reply, "It doesn't matter." TRANSLATION: "Put her in her swing." I was beyond pissed at this time. So I didn't say anything else to him, I got her ready and myself ready and left without saying so much as a good-bye, I heard him mumble, "I love you too." As I shut the BR door. Ignorant ***. So I had to take Lexi 10 miles out of the way to take her to the sitters. Then it is an hour drive back home. You know how many miles I drive a day just about. 96.2; 48.1 miles each way. That is a mess of miles. He is only concerned with himself and it is going to stop right now. I am so sick of this **** it isn't even funny. He wanted her just as much as I did and now he acts like she is only my responsibility. BS! I don't f'ing think so. As I said b4, I didn't roll on top of myself and get pregnant. He gets an all bent out of shape if I ask him to change a diaper or get her dressed. Heaven forbid I interupt your precious Playstation 2 time. GD kid! What in the hell do I have to do to get some damn help? What more do I have to do? He has no idea how pissed I am right now. But believe me, he will tonight. I am sure I will have a long post tomorrow about this. I am going to get everthing off my chest this time, no more holding back. He needs to change or that's it. She is not just mine. She is his also. I can't believe he is acting like this. He was wonderful while I was still preggo, always rubbing my belly and reading her stories at night and now he hardly wants to play with her. WTF?
OK, I need to get some work done. I will be on to vent more later I am sure, he will be calling soon anyways I know!
Just had a conversation with Micky. It went something like this:
Me: You called?
Him: Yea, did you get a Wave this morning? (Meaning our weekly newspaper)
Me: No, I forgot
Him: Oh Ok, can you get one on your lunch?
Me: Yea, I gotta get gas anyway.
Him: Ok, Are you mad at me?
Me: I am very aggravated yes, but I don't want to get into it at work.
Him: Your not thinking of leaving are you?
Me: Do you want me to leave?
***I don't think that was answer he was looking for.***
Him: Kym, come one now, of course I don't want you to leave.
Me: We will talk tonight. Some things need to change.
Him: Yea, we can talk.
Me: Well, I would have this morning but I wasn't in any mood to talk.
Him: Yea I could tell.
Me: Well I gotta run
Him: Ok, I'll call ya later
Him: Love you
Me: Me too
I wanted to lay into him so bad but I am a professional and work is not the place to do that.
I will talk to him when I get home tonight. Hopefully it won't be a screaming match, but I am sure I will get into it. We will see.
I can't wait for our board chat today at 3. It is so much fun. I missed last weeks due to that damn doc. appt. I love Wednsdays!