Artist ~ Jimmy Wayne
Song ~ I Love You This Much
He can't remember the times that he thought
Does my daddy love me?
But that didn't stop him from wishing that he did
Didn't keep from wanting or worshiping him
He guesses he saw him about once a year
He could still feel the way he felt
Standing in tears
Stretching his arms out as far as they'd go
Wispering daddy, I wan't you to know
I love you this much and I'm waiting on you
To make up your mind, do you love me to?
However long it takes
I'm never giving up
No matter what, I love you this much
He grew to hate him for what he had done
'Cause what kind of a father, could do that to his son
He said 'damn you daddy', the day that he died
The man didn't blink, but the little boy cried
Half way through the service
While the choir sand a hymn
He looked up above the preacher
And he sat and stared at him
He said "Forgive me father"
When he realized
That he hadn't been unloved or alone all his life
His arms were stretched out as far as they'd go
Nailed to the cross, for the whole world to know
How old am I? 23? I thought so...........I found a ****in' hickie on me just now. Luckily my shirt covers most of it. How did I NOT notice it? I have been up for over 6 hours and just noticed it. I haven't had a hickie in years, well, atleast not where it is noticable. I really hope my boss hasn't noticed it and won't for the rest of the day. I can hear her now...............
Well, J is still sick. The doctor had to call in another script' for a decongestant. I have a feeling he will be in the doctor office before his 10 day check up for his ears. The poor thing is so miserable. It makes me want to cry. We are trying so hard to get him to sleep in the crib but all he wants is his swing. He is getting too big for it now. At 6 months, he is 19 pounds, 3 ounces. He is a haus!
Lexi ate a GREAT dinner last night. She ate a WHOLE hot dog with ketchup and a huge helping of applesauce. She ate the whole thing. I gave her a juice box too. She was in heaven.
I have class tonight. I am fighting to stay awake by 8:30pm, it sucks!
Well, my sister is due Sunday! She went to the doctor yesterday and she is 2-3 cm's dialated. If she hasn't had Caleb by Tuesday, then they are going to start talking induction. She is swelling REALLY bad and not just at night like the norm. It would be nice to have an Easter baby!
Please keep her in your thoughts if you can, this is her 1st and she is really scared!
No baby yet! I was really hoping that she would have him on Easter. Well, she is now 1 day past her due date, she is starting to get miserable she said. Man I can't wait to meet him!
M and I went out with Sean and Julie Saturday night. We had a blast. We went to dinner at the Roadhouse. I had a YUMMY Raspberry daquiri and a New York Strip steak. Then we went to The Rudder and had some more drinks. I drank 4 Sex on the Beach's. I was tuned in when we left. I needed to get out so bad. Wednesday night I am going to Irish Eyes for Crysti's b-day! It's girls night out, so M is watching the kiddos. He's not to happy but he can kiss my ***!
Easter was good. J was cranky all day. I took him to Wal-Mart with me, he was fine. M took Lex with him to the firehouse, he said she was an angel! I think he is taking her again today. She is out of daycare all week. They are all on vacation for Spring Break.
Well, gott run! I need to go order our plane tickets for Daytona Beach in July! We leave the 1st and come home on the 9th! A whole week in Daytona with no kids We are going to the race on the 2nd. I am so stocked! I have NEVER been to a race at Daytona. I am dieting as well. I HAVE to be in a bikini by July!
Oh yea, Lexi has been walking around the house saying "**** Me!" Man I hope she doesn't say that at daycare. It's run by a church. We can't get her stop saying it.
That is funny Kym! I have a day care girl that says F*CK all the time, all ya can do is say, "we don't say that here." or "sweety, it is DUCK, not F*CK!" LOL!
I just hope that she never says it at daycare since it is run by a church. They can call me and tell me to come pick her up.
OMG, I feel sooooooooooo much better now :rofl: Brian will say OH DIT! when G-ma is around.....Mark's Mom is going to teach him a couple too, which is toooooooo funny, and I am sure he will repeat THOSE for my Mom as well.... is so good to know he isn't the only one!!!
I think it is normal...Paris would say Sh*t all the time when she would drop something or do something wrong. And if it wasn't Sh*t it was damn. LOL.