Had a bowl of Campbells Chicken Noodle soup for lunch, it was good. Had some crackers too. They settled my stomach.
Mickys REAL father is coming over this evening when he gets off work. He needs me to program numbers in his new cell phone. :roll: He gets on my nerves.
I pulled out some pork chops to cook for dinner. I have a yummy new seasoning to go on them. Not sure what I am going to make with them though. Micky probably won't like them but Oh well, he can deal with it for one night.
He wants to buy a $1,000 entertainment center. We just got one a year ago. MEN! He also wants surround sound. I can deal with the entertainment center but the surround sound: Come on now!
One year ago today was my due date with Lexi. It was also my last day at work. I am depressed. She isn't a little baby anymore. 5 more days till she is 1! *sigh*
Those pork chops I made last night SUCKED! I didn't even eat half of one. I have NO idea what we are doing for dinner tonight. Something easy I assume since we have to go grocery shopping too.
I got sick again this morning. Same time as yesterday. I so hate this. I would rather shoot bamboo in my fingernails rather than having a stomach ache. UGH! I am sipping Sprite right now and that is helping a little. I need some more lemonheads.
Now I know why I was eating chocolate eclair ice cream bars the last week and half. I would stop every morning at WAWA and get one on my way to work. I don't even like them, I thought I was just being weird. Looks like I will be getting a box tonight at the store. I still feel really bad for Lexi!
Well, I made my 1st appt. It felt weird calling to make a 1st pre-natal. Anyways, I go Wednesday the 11th at 11:00am. Lexi gets her shots about an hour before then so this should be REAL fun. :roll:
I am drinking lemonade and it isn't helping one bit. I just want to go home. I hope this morning sickness doesn't last as long as last time. It was weird that it started the day after I found out that I was pregnant.
Nothing much to post about. Went home last night and did all the dishes from the night before, that was a chore and a half. Made some chicken tenders and fries. I only about 4 tenders and very few fries. I can't eat right now. Micky and I loaded Lexi in the car and went to the grocery store, spent about $90.00. I ended up buying 2 gallons of milk since I have weaned Lexi off the formula! :shock: I love that girl so much it makes me cry sometimes. She is my life, now I have to share that love. I am getting tired of saying that but I can't help it.
CRAP! I'll be back
Watched Survivor last night and almost cried. I can't believe that they voted Rudy off, I know he is 75 but oh well. He never once complaiened about anything. I really liked him. I hate the Jenna J. girl, she gets on my nerves. She voted for him and then cried about it. Rupert is the only one on that tribe that I like. EEERRRR!
Going out with a friend of mine tomorrow. It should be fun, I am getting Honey to watch Lexi. We might try to catch a movie while we are out. I really need to go to the party store and get some stuff for Lexi's party next Sunday.
I hate throwing up! GROSS! I guess I should start a pregnancy journal but I am afraid that I would be too negative and I am still in a bit of denial.
The weekend went pretty well I suppose. I went out with a friend of mine Saturday. We went to the mall and had lunch at Red Lobster! YUM! I love that place. Didn't eat much though, I don't have an appetite here lately. Sunday I stayed home and attempted to get some cleaning done. I did more laying around than anything. Made dinner and puked while I was cooking it. The smell just turned my stomach upside down. I won't be making that again anytime soon.
Tomorrow Lexi will be 1! I can't belive it. Too fast!
Haven't told anyone yet. I am begining to think that I am further along that what I think. I haven't lost much weight in the stomach region but I had to wear a maternity shirt yesterday. UGH! I need to figure it out soon, my boss is going to suspect something soon, I took the whole day off on Wends. since I have a few appts. Plus, my clothes are getting tight, I thought I was just packing on the pounds.
I'm starved but afraid to eat!
Wishing it was Friday already! How pathetic is that..... :roll:
Atleast I have a 4 day week instead of 5!
I wanna go get Lexi and go home! I miss my baby today!
OMG! I just looked at the clock and it is 4:02pm. What the hell am I complaining about, I get off at 4:30! :doh:
I pulled buger out the freezer, I have no idea how I am going to cook it......lol!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU! HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU! HAPPY BIRTHDAY DEAR ALEXIS! HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU!
Man, my little girl is 1 today. I remember this time exactly a year ago, I was asking for some pain medication. They gave me some, oh crap, forgot the name of it but they gave it to me as a shot and it took the edge off but made me feel drunk. I will probably think of it later! Then around 3pm I asked for the epi! She ended up being born by c-section at 11:08pm. She was sunnyside up.
Honey brought over some rice pudding last night , I couldn't eat it. The sight of it made me queasy. I usually gobble the stuff up.
Had to go get some valentines at lunch, I guess Lexi's daycare is having their "party" tomorrow. I took in some cookies for her birthday today but Deana had the same ones there.
I have my 1st appt. tomorrow but won't be able to update till Thursday, I am taking the whole day off. I semi-told MIL today, I told her I would confirm tomorrow afternoon. Her other daughter is preggo and is due in July, I will be right after I think. Maybe I will get an ultrasound tomorrow since there really is no way to calculate how far along I am. They have to know that from the start don't they?
Don't have much time to type everything out but I have a sono scheduled for next Wedns. to determine dates and what they call "fetal well-being" since they can't tell how far along I am and they couldn't hear the heartbeat. Told my mom and MIL and they are both being very supportive!
I just posted a message on Cindy's jounal! I have no idea what possesed me to do that. Was a mistake. :banghead: *sigh* I guess that is what happens when you little monster of a daughter kept you up from 3am till dawn. I am beat!
Fatique has hit me real hard with this pregnancy as well as morning sickness. I wasn't this tired that last time. I have so much to do between now and Sunday it isn't even funny. I haven't even bought V-Day cards yet. :roll:
I am drinking a Coke right now and it is is making me SICK!
What are you talking about? I live in a constant blonde moment!
Bumping to get off page 2!
Well, tomorrow is my ultrasound. I am excited and scared at the same time. I think the reality of it all will hit tomorrow. A few people know and I am just not ready to tell the world. My mom keeps pressuring me to tell my grandfather, etc. But I just don't want to. I know I am going to get so much negativity since I am so young and I just had Lexi. I am not ready for that. My boss is going to flip the fuck out, I was petrified to tell her the 1st time, now what am I going to do.
Aside from that, Lexi's party went great on Sunday. She ate her cake and it was total destruction. She had to go right from the high chair stright to the tub. It was so cute.
I'll write more later.
Don't have much time to update but the U/S went great. I am 8 weeks and 4 days. My EDD is September 26th and the heartrate was 182. Everything looks good she said. I thought I was further along than that since I am really looking pregnant. I guess it is just fat after all.
Sending LOTS of baby dust to Cindy! I need some company. :blowingdustpink: I know you want a girl!
I'm ready for a nap! I am going to a Home Interiors party tonight, I really don't want to go but I need to order some more candles. Need to go grocery shopping when I get off. UGH! I hate that. Honey is coming over to watch Lexi so she can put her to bed at 9 since I don't know what time I am getting home and Micky is going to the fire house after he gets off at 6. I guess it is leftover Dominos for me but I am not complaining.
Damn! This heartburn is really kicking my ass. I didn't have heartburn at all until the 3rd trimester with Lexi. I am talking some serious ass kicking!
I am having major period like cramping. This sucks big time.
Went to Chili's last night with some friends of ours. We had some yummy hot wings and I got the baby back ribs. Talk about melt in your mouth. Micky got shirmp. The service sucked but the food was good. I so wanted a strawberry margarita, they looked so good. Micky downed 3 silver bullets and I had strawberry lemonade.
Lexi was an angel all weekend. She dances now EVERYTIME music comes on. It is sooo cute. She creeps down and shakes her arms back and forth while she is bobbing up and down. We laugh everytime and it encourages her more. I really think she is going to have my passion for dance. I can only hope anyways.
Micky and I had some fun under the sheets last night. It was really good, I mean REALLY good. I LOVE pregnant sex. AAAHHHHHH!
I still really hate my job. Nobody talks in our office, that is how bad it is. No good morning or Have a nice night. There is no communication and isn't that a key to a successful business? I thought so anyways.
We made it home in time to watch the last episode of Sex and the City, I was happy about that but I was a bit disappointed. I am very happy that she ended up with Big but it ended kinda like all the other episodes. I didn't like the Russian anyways, he was an ass. They still had like 15 minutes left but they didn't use it. I wonder why? The out some dumb show called "Curb of enthusiam" on, it was horrible.
I need to do like 5 loads of laundry.
That's it for now I guess.
When are you going to test Cindy? I am on pins and needles!
My MIL just called. Her cousin just died of cancer, he was 55. Her uncle died too. Both funerals are today. I wonder why she didn't call us before? :dontknow: Micky's cousin has been diagnosed with MS. The whole family is a mess. They had him in the hospital but he is home now. They have a 4 year old and a little girl a month younger than Lexi. I can't imagine how they feel. It is so sad. I think he is a few years younger than Micky.
I almost forgot! When I watching Sex and the City last night, they finally showed Big's 1st name! JOHN! I was shocked. It was never mentioned before and I never thought of him as another name. It was really weird.
Ok, I am done babbling now.
I just ate a bowl of veggies and pasta by Bird's Eye and I am FULLLLLLL! :?
I just relized that my previous post had a million typos. I don't feel like editing it though.
I am having the urge to go home and clean and that NEVER happens. I know that once I get home that urge will be gone, so I might as well keep my ass at work.
Had Subway for lunch, their tuna is very salty and watery today. Wonder what's up with that?
Where did everyone go? Did everyone go private? I feel dumb asking for access to journals where the people don't know me from Moses.
I love Micky! He is the best!
Not much to report. Didn't do much last night. Micky was at a 5 alarm fire in Ocean City and Lexi was asleep by 8:30. I went to bed around 10. I watched the last episode of My Big Fat Obnoxious Finace. I haven't watched the show at all but I wanted to see if she won the money. That whole family is nothing but snobs. UGH! It made me so mad.
AI is on tonight. I hope it is better than last weeks. Sheesh!
I'm going to Charlotte in May for the Nascar All-Stars race. I can't wait!
I love my pregnancy.org Mommas so much! I would be lost without you all!
Having company again tonight for dinner. I am making lasagna, a salad and garlic bread. YUMMY! I have to go to the store to get everything still. I hate that.
Damn phone! Be back in a bit.............................
How pathetic is this?
I HATE ordering supplies for our office because our UPS delivery guy is NASTY and he always flirts with me. So we usually run out of everything before I order them, makes me look incompetant. He really is gross. I just saw his truck go by so that is what made me think of this...LOL! I have to place an order tomorrow so I guess I will see him on Friday. :puke:
The Bachlorette was a crock of shit last night, I was beyond pissed! I really dislike Ian. Matthew was so right for her and she blew it. I don't see them last till Easter. I can't wait to see what Matthew is going to ask them tonight on the show when they reunite them.
Lexi didn't sleep good last night, I was up at 4am rocking her and she was up on and off crying. No wonder I haven't been sleeping good lately. I sleep with 1 eye open and listening for her all night. UGH! I need a vacation.
I am going to PA with my mom on Sunday. I can't wait. I just have to find someone to watch Lexi since Micky has to work. It's like a 4 hour ride and I don't think that Lexi will sit that long.
Lasanga took so long to cook last night. We didn't eat till almost 8 and I was ready to gnaw my arm off. I was starved.
I can't wait to get a responce from Cindy! :blowingdustpink:
Damn I'm tired! I haven't been sleeping very well at all. This sucks.
CALGON, TAKE ME AWAY.......for a week!
It is so nice to finally be able to go home on my lunch break. When I lived an hour away, that wasn't even an option. I went home today and started another load of laundry. Alright! I re-washed the load that I washed last night that sat all night. I felt like crap last night and I think M did too. I had a cheese bagel, picked up some laundry in Lex's room and made my way back to work.
I really hope Lex is in a better mood tonight. She was a BEAST last night. I know she doesn't feel good but all I heard the other night was crying and then to come back home to it is kinda unbarable. She slept a little better last night but not much.
Crap! Boss just got back. I need to go look like I am busy!
~Songs About Rain
Well this town has closed down way too early,
And there’s nothing to do,
So I’m driving around in circles,
And I’m thinking about you,
Today I heard you got a new last name,
Sure didn’t know it was gonna hit me this way,
And the radio just keeps on playing all these songs about rain
Now there’s all kind of songs about babies and love that goes right,
But for some unknown reason nobody wants to play them tonight,
Hey I hope it’s sunny wherever you are,
But that’s sure not the picture tonight in my car,
And it sure ain’t easing my pain all these songs like,
Rainy Night In Georgia,
and Kentucky Rain,
Here Comes That Rainy Day Feeling Again,
Blue Eyes Crying In The early morning Rain,
They go on and on,
And there’s no two the same,
Oh it would be easy to blame all these songs about rain,
Well I thought I was over you but I guess maybe I’m not,
Cause when I let you go looks like lonely is all that I got,
Guess I’ll never know what could have been,
Sure ain’t helping this mood that I’m in,
If their gonna keep on playing me songs like,
Oh how I wish I could blame all these songs about rain,
All these songs about rain,
Songs about rain.......
~ Elton John
~ Tiny Dancer
Blue jean baby, l.a. lady, seamstress for the band
Pretty eyed, pirate smile, you'll marry a music man
Ballerina, you must have seen her dancing in the sand
And now she's in me, always with me, tiny dancer in my hand
Jesus freaks out in the street
Handing tickets out for god
Turning back she just laughs
The boulevard is not that bad
Piano man he makes his stand
In the auditorium
Looking on she sings the songs
The words she knows, the tune she hums
But oh how it feels so real
Lying here with no one near
Only you and you can hear me
When i say softly, slowly
Hold me closer tiny dancer
Count the headlights on the highway
Lay me down in sheets of linen
You had a busy day today
Holy Shit! My boss is going to McDonalds to get me a soda since it is just her and I today. I told her that I wouldn't take a lunch since we were so busy. I'll just eat at my desk, no biggie. She offered!
Had a pretty good weekend. Lexi is sick, took her to the doc on Saturday. She has a nasty bug in her and she hasn't slept well in days. Saturday night was the worst, especially since I had to get up at 5 to get ready to go to PA with my mom.
Pennsylvania was nice but NOTHING was open. No restraunts, stores or anything. You must not be able to do anything on Sundays there. It was like a HUGE culture shock since where I am from a touristy area, nothing closes early or opens later on Sundays. Hell even the liquor stores are open, well, just recently that started but still. We didn't get to do any amish shopping done but we did see a million horse and buggies. That was nice, I miss seeing them.
M and I are going to look for a new bed tonight. We need a bigger bed so we are going for a king. I am not sleeping at all and he is the biggest bed hog.
OMG! I shaved my legs for the 1st time in about 3 weeks last night. It took me forever. I was in the shower so long, I used all the hot water...:oops: Atleast M got his shower when he got home. That would have pissed him off. I got some good :sex: out of it so I guess I did a good thing in shaving...LMAO!
We went matress shopping last night to a few places but the prices some of these people wanted were out of this world. Granted we did go to a few places at the beach but still. Almost 3 grand for a king size bed! That is crazy. I guess we will go to Johnny Janosiks this weekend and look around. We should be able to get a whole new bedroom suit for about 1500.00.
I wish Lexi wouldn't be so picky. This child doesn't eat anything. UGH!
WooHoo! Page 14!
I'm taking tomorrow off, my mom has a test and can't drive home from it. I might decide to come in in the afternoon but I am not 100% sure yet. It's been a nice day, my boss has been gone and the weather is great. I am guessing upper 60's.
What is the Bon? The board is really quiet. I have been trying to think of things/little posts to get more people to post. Maybe everyone is busy or just bored with preg.org? I hope not! :dontknow:
I hate people in RL! They really suck. I am going through one of those he said she said shit and I hate it. It is freaking high school stuff and I graduated almost 5 years ago. COMPLETE BULLSHIT! I really hate having RL friends.
My mom is fine. Her test went great, she doesn't have any ulcers but does have a ton of acid in her stomach.
I found out last night that my best friend has cervical cancer. They are doing a surgery to try to get it all if not she is going to have to have a hysterectomy and she is only 25. She wants more children. My heart is breaking for her. No wonder she has been so distant from everyone. I can't even imagine what she is going through!
Oh the Drama of it all! :roll: I really hate my ex best friend M. She makes me so mad. I wrote her a shitty email and told her how horrible it was to tell people that I was having an abortion and that Micky and I were not happy and that Micky is a horrible father. Such BULLSHIT! I knew she wouldn't respond cuz' she is chicken shit. I really could hit her!
Last night's Survivor really pissed me off. I think Sue overreacted too much and leaving the show was not the right thing to do. Then this morning on the early show, they were sitting side by side and she said that she was over it now and that it happened months ago. OMG! She was talking about sueing him for 10 million. DUMB!
I have a roast in the crock pot at home, I am going to run home and lunch to check and make sure that I haven't burnt the house down. LOL! Maybe I will get some dumplings to go with it. Not sure how good the broth will be though. I might get some beef bullion or somthing to add in it. I am really wanting mashed potatoes right about now. Last night it was KFC which I drove 1/2 hour to get...LMAO! Then I wanted strawberries and whipped cream at 9pm but I knew that no one would have any good strawberries right now so I suffered through that craving.
Getting Lexi's 1 year pictures done tomorrow. FINALLY!
:wavehello: Hi Diane! I saw that you started a journal. What is up with that song? Had me confused...LOL!
Have a Wonderful Weekend! 4 minutes till mine starts....LOL!
I'm tired. I hate not being able to sleep or not sleeping well. This sucks ass!
Gotta go to Seaford tonight. Micky is getting yet, another truck. As if that surprises me. Nothing with him does anymore.
Will be back to post more later!
Why is it that whenever I have a client in my office and the phone rings, they don't answer it? I think it is really bad that I have to interrupt my meeting the answer the phone when there is another person in the office who doesn't have a client. That is such BS! Oh well, my boss isn't coming in today so I am in a good mood.
Micky's in a good mood and I love it when he is. He is so sweet, calling just because!
I wonder where we will eat tonight since we won't be home. Maybe Applebee's where I can get some boneless hot wings. YUMMMMM!
Song ~ Lucy in the sky with Diamonds
Artist ~ The Beatles
Picture yourself in a boat on a river,
With tangerine trees and marmalade skies
Somebody calls you, you answer quite slowly,
A girl with kaleidoscope eyes.
Cellophane flowers of yellow and green,
Towering over your head.
Look for the girl with the sun in her eyes,
And she's gone.
Lucy in the sky with diamonds.
Follow her down to a bridge by a fountain
Where rocking horse people eat marshmellow pies,
Everyone smiles as you drift past the flowers,
That grow so incredibly high.
Newspaper taxis appear on the shore,
Waiting to take you away.
Climb in the back with your head in the clouds,
And you're gone.
Lucy in the sky with diamonds,
Picture yourself on a train in a station,
With plasticine porters with looking glass ties,
Suddenly someone is there at the turnstyle,
The girl with the kaleidoscope eyes.
Man I love the Beatles, I wish I grew up with them. I love the songs from the 60's & 70's. I wasn't even born then. Go figure.
I just had a yummy bowl of Maryland Crab Soup! It was ssooo good. I want some more.
I wish I could wear jeans to work. I would be so much more comfortable.
OK! Note to self ~ No more Old Bay for awhile. That soup has given me horrible heartburn....UGH! Figures that I still want hot wings for dinner.
I think this will be my last post for the day. I have been checking the boards like every 10 minutes. GEEZ!
Song ~ Bring me to Life
Artist ~ Evanescence
how can you see into my eyes like open doors
leading you down into my core
where I’ve become so numb without a soul my spirit sleeping somewhere cold
until you find it there and lead it back home
(Wake me up)
Wake me up inside
(I can’t wake up)
Wake me up inside
call my name and save me from the dark
(Wake me up)
bid my blood to run
(I can’t wake up)
before I come undone
save me from the nothing I’ve become
now that I know what I’m without
you can't just leave me
breathe into me and make me real
bring me to life
Bring me to life
(I've been living a lie, there's nothing inside)
Bring me to life
frozen inside without your touch without your love darling only you are the life among the dead
all this time I can't believe I couldn't see
kept in the dark but you were there in front of me
I’ve been sleeping a thousand years it seems
got to open my eyes to everything
without a thought without a voice without a soul
don't let me die here
there must be something more
bring me to life
(Bring me to life)
I’ve been living a lie, there’s nothing inside
(Bring me to life)
I'm tired! I slept ok but I drank some juice really late so I was up every 1/2 - 1 hour going to the bathroom.
It is getting really hard hiding this pregnancy from my boss. The only other people I need to tell is my father and Micky's grandmother, although, she already knows but we actually haven't come out and told her. I am wearing maternity shirts at home and out in public but still not to work. It is really hard as I am not fitting into my regular clothes at all.
I have another appt. tomorrow. Hopefully we will hear a heartbeat!
I eat to much cheese. I have been munching on cheese curls all morning and now I have broccoli and cheese in the microwave. Then tonight I am making shake-n-bake chicken with green beans, shells and cheese and rolls.
Micky has training tonight at the station so I have to get started as soon as I get home so he can leave around 6:30pm. Then he starts his 24 hour shifts tomorrow. I am happy and sad at the same time since he won't be home every 3rd night.