I am SOOOO scared. I start school tomorrow night and I am a nervous wreck. Why did I decide to do this when I already have full plate? I can't even juggle what I have right now and here I am adding something else. Someone, PLEASE tell me that I can do this and that it will better our lifestyle. Not that there is anything wrong with the way we live but I am just FREAKING right now. 1 More Day! :spooked: *sigh*
The weekend was crazy! M was at the firehouse all weekend since it snowed. He left for a fire call yesterday at 1pm and didn't get home till 11pm. :roll: I shouldn't get mad since I knew this is how my life was going be married to a fireman but sometimes I feel like we get put on the back burner b/c of it. Oh well.
Honey is staying with us tonight. M works his shift at Millville so we are going to make dinner and chill. I might even go to bed early since she will be there. She is amazing. I don't know what I would do without her. She has Lex today too since Lexi's daycare is closed.
Jamie ~ It vary's day to day with how I feel regarding custody of Tristan. Some days I feel like I want her there. I am a better mother to her than her own mother is but then there are some days when I don't have a grasp on life and think what am I really going to do with 3 children? Granted, she is 10 and pretty much cares for herself. She is a HUGE help to me when she is there. She loves being a big sister. I will have to post the story that she wrote about J's birth since she was there when I went in to labor. She typed up a story about it and I gave her a polariod to take to class for her show and tell the next day. The story was wonderful. We have it in a frame at home. How is Miss Emma? Post some more pics!
Robin ~ Hope you are ok! Haven't seen you post in a bit! Hang in there!
Tara ~ Amber ~ Cindy ~ How the hell are ya?
My positive for the day ~ I got my hair done Saturday, had them add MORE blonde up top and it looks great! I LOVE it! (the bad thing is once I added 2 bottles of styling product, my total was $126.00) :shock:
Well, my classes have been cancelled for this week due to the snow. Looks like I start next Tuesday now. Oh well.
Lexi's daycare was cancelled again today. Lucky for me, I don't have to pay for snow days!
J's been in a great mood lately too. Lexi was playing around him yesterday and kinda fell on him. Boy was he pissed! He slept from about 8pm to 6am this morning.
Ugh, I know M is going to want sex tonight and I am just not in the mood to give it up. :roll: I don't know what my problem is. I want my drive back. Maybe I will have a couple drinks. :shrug: I am out of Vic's so that is out of the question, they were a sure thing. They always put me in the mood.
I really hate some of my clients. People with money can be so phucking ignorant. I got smart with one of them yesterday. My boss is going to be happy about that when she finds out. :roll: I don't give a shit anymore. TAKE THIS JOB AND SHOVE IT!
Lexi is back to daycare today. I think she was really excited to be back. She didn't cry when I left, which she usually does.
You know what pisses me off? People who moan and groan that Bush was re-elected. GET THE PHUCK OVER IT ALREADY! The economy is going to be bad no matter WHO is in office and if you don't like the way something is done, FIGURE OUT A WAY TO DO SOMETHING ABOUT IT AND SHUT THE PHUCK UP. Damn, this really pisses me off the way they complain all the time. JEEZUS! They are the ones that complain about anything usually. :banghead:
Well, I gave in last night, it didn't take much coaxing at all and let me just say, DAYUM! :oops: That is all I am going to say!
Another Wal-Mart trip tonight. :roll: We've already spent $350.00 there this month. What's another 100 bucks.
1:55 P.M. ~ *sigh* I have been staring at this screen for a few minutes and *gasp* I can't think of anything to write/type about. I guess I will just leave this up and write/type down things as I think of them.
2:10 P.M. ~ Just got off the phone with Micky. I guess we are going over to RC & Nicky's tonight. Nicky has off and they have Noah tonight. (RC's son from a previous relationship.) I think he is a year or so older than Lexi. Then they have Colby who turned 1 in October. So we are going to let the kids play for awhile. This should be.....interesting?
I am wearing a bra that I haven't broke in yet and it is bothering the fuck out of me. :banghead: I wish I could go home and change it.
I need to get my nails redone. I still haven't gotten my thumb repaired. It has grown out fast so when I go tomorrow night to have the redone, they can do it then. It hurt like an SOB!
2:33 P.M. ~ :shrug:
2:42 P.M. ~ I love nice clients. Just had Mr. B in here and he spoke to me like I was his long-lost daughter. Why can't they all be like that?
I had a call from an agent at ANOTHER Insurance Agency today. She proceeded to tell me that a phone call that I made to one of *MY* insured's was "out of line" "unappreciated" and "none of my business". Um, HELLO! She was *MY* client.
My boss got on the phone and asked for the owner of the agency. She told him that the woman that was talking to me was rude and shouldn't be in the insurance business. She told the owner that "My girl does an exceptional job and doesn't deserve to be talked to like that. She was doing her job as any good insurance agent would do." He apologized and said the woman was working for him for 20 years and she has never done anything like that before. :roll: She was such a bitch!
2:55 P.M. ~ I am working! Really, I am! This is making the time fly! :shock:
I have razor burn on my bikini area and it is bothering the shit out of me. Not sure what is worse, the bra or the burn. I used Neosporin this morning, it only worked till I put underwear and pants on. :roll: I shouldn't have worn underwear today.
3:24 P.M. ~ Submit! My computer is acting up and I am afraid it is going to freeze!
Have a good Evening!
I walk into the kitchen last night when I got home from work and what do I see on my stove? FLOWERS! Yes, that's right! FLOWERS! I had 3 BEAUTIFUL red roses and about 4 dozen daises (my fav) :shock: I thought it was so sweet! He said I deserve them and a whole lot more.
Jamie ~ I am worried about you! M is working his shift tonight so I will call you on your cell phone tonight.
I just had to go pick Lex up from daycare. She threw up twice. As soon as I got her home and she was seated with Honey, she did it again! How come everytime M works overnight, she gets sick. She is very clingy when she is and how in the hell am I going to handle her and J at the same time? Oh well, the joys of being a parent. :roll:
Robin ~ Daisies are my favorite too! I would rather have a vase full of them than roses.
Where are you today?
I've been waiting around for ya, too....I really want to know how school goes tonight so update us ASAP! I know your going to do wonderful, your a strong woman. Believe me, It will be SO damn relaxing to have disscusions with actual adults in an adult setting At times school is the only thing that keeps me sane!!! (((HUGS))) Your going to do great!
:wavehello: I'm around. I am swamped at work. I have pics to post and everything. Will update soon!
As far as class, I got another email this morning. No class AGAIN this week. :banghead: I just want to start so I can get it over with. The email was short and sweet. She will let me know when they are going to begin. She did say it would be sometime this month.
:jawdrop: JAMIE JAMIE JAMIE! THE EAGLES! :nono:
Damn this shit! I have typed out 2 HUGE posts on this damn thing but it won't let me post it so FUCK IT! I am DONE!
:roll: But it would let me post that. WTF?
I don't have time to title these now, I am uploading them from another computer. I am having MAJOR issues with mine right now. Will title them when my puter is fixed. Enjoy!
The last one is Lexi and her half sister Tristan!
I can't see them!!!!!
DAMNIT! :annoyed: I give up!
Sorry Robin! I don't know how to fix em'.
email them to me...........
Sent you a PM!
I would like to see your pictures too!
This is some BULLSHIT!
you need the hmtp code and not the img code hon...unless you put the image in your gallery!
I SEE THEM NOW!!!
evidently (according to the preg.org Goddess that fixed it) shutterfly won't allow them to link with the img code.....to fix later problems you can use the code in that post....you can always check it out!
hey, it isn't WHAT ya know, it is who you know that can fix it for ya! :bigarmhug:
SILLY GIRL has her YIM off and I couldn't tell her! :doh:
Kick Ass! Thanks to whoever did that and thanks for the info Cindy. I have no idea what the black and white bars are though. It was like that on shutterfly. :dontknow:
YAY!!! They are very nice!
Will post a good update later. I need to go do some filing. The boss is out of the office today so I will have time to do a nice long post.
Since I haven't done a 'Positive for the day' lately ~ My kids made me so happy this weekend. They were Angels all weekend. I am such a proud Momma!
Let's see, where to start.......
I am doing well. I found a bottle of vic's that I had last year and they are still good! YAY ME! Now I am in a super mood except my face/nose itches. One of the things I get after taking them. We had mind blowing sex last night. :oops: At least I 'think' it was mind blowing. The sex always seems better when I am taking them though. It sucks. I wish you could buy them over the counter, that would be wonderful.
Lexi is doing great. M and I took her out Saturday, just the 3 of us. We took her to Salisbury and had her hair trimmed at the Regis Salon. She did so well, she sat there all by herself and let the lady do her thing. It looks great, her hair isn't hanging in her eyes anymore. Then we took her to Sear's to have her 2 year bday photos done. I can't believe that in 3 days, she will be 2. We then took her to lunch at the Olive Garden. She behaved so well. I was/am so proud of her. She ate salad and had her own little pizza.
I didn't do much that night since M had to work. He got off Sunday morning and made breakfast. We had french toast, srapple and bacon. It was really good. Lexi wanted pretzels with ketchup. :roll:
I went to my mom's yesterday and stayed there for a few hours then I went to Food Lion and got stuff for dinner. We had New York strips on the grill. I made baked potatoes and fresh brocolli & cheese. As soon as M put some brocolli in his mouth, he went, "Damn!" I took that as my compliment. The dinner was really good.
We are having Lexi's party this Saturday. It's going to be a mad house.
My sister gets married on the 14th. Valentine's Day, very last minute. M and I already had plans bt now we have to break them. I shouldn't complain since it is my sister but couldn't she have given us more notice?
We are having her baby shower on March 6th. There is WAY TOO MUCH going on right now.
I start school NOW on the 15th of this month. I just want it to hurry the hell up so I can get out of this shit hole. I hate this job. What made me go into Insurance anyway? No one likes it or understands it. :banghead:
I can't wait for RAW tonight. I am such a freak I know.
I got my order from Current today. The personalized Easter baskets are adorable. I got some other odds and ends as well. I only spent 80 some dollars so that was good. I also got them personalized pumpkins too that they can use when they go Trick or Treating. M is going to flip when I go into the house with the big old box. I only told him about the pumpkins....:oops: I'm in trouble.
Well, I really don't know what else to say so I guess I will go get back to work now.
OMG, Kym you're a woman with my own heart. I love RAW. I grew up watching WWF w/ my dad. He was really good friends w/ the Body and Andre the giant. I stopped watching it for a while but when I met Chris he got me back into it. LOL. Did you watch the Royal Rumble a couple of weeks ago? My favorite is HBK...he is soooo hot!!!!! :oops:
LMAO! We get ALL the Pay-Per-Views but I fell asleep during the Royal Rumble Match. M FINALLY woke me up when it was just John Cena and Batista left. :annoyed: I think I fell asleep after Chris Jerhico came out. He was what, the 5 or 6th person to come out?
HBK is a hottie but I would have to say Randy Orton is my favorite. I would fuck him through a brick wall.....:ROFL: John Cena from Smackdown would be my 2nd favorite. He is yummy!
M got me into wrestling about a year and a half ago, I HAVE to be home to watch it. You don't see that many females into (as far as fans) from what I can see at least.
I can't wait for Wrestle Mania 21!
I can't make any plans for February 20th! IT'S THE DAYTONA 500! GO DALE JR.!
Not much to report.
I went home last night with a splitting headache. :banghead: So I layed down from about quarter to 6 till about 7pm when M had to leave to go to the firehouse for his officers meeting. I gave Lexi dinner which consisted of an apple, a few cheese curls and some applesauce.
J didn't want to sleep and he fought it till about 8:30 so him and Lex went down at the same time. YAY! I made myself some dinner and curled up on the couch with my coupon sheets (I only found 1 that I could use BTW) and watched RAW. I felt so bad for Randy Orton. I HATE Christian and Tyson Tompko. What assholes! It was :HS: (Thanks Robin!)
M got home around 9:30 or so, so we watched the rest together. We were in bed around 11:15 or so and J was up again at 12:15 so I made M get up with him since he didn't work yesterday or again today. He is going to Dagsboro to fill in for someone at 1pm and stay till 6 or so.
I get my taxes done tomorrow night at H&R Block. I should get back at least 7K. I am hoping anyways. I paid over 4K in day care alone but you aren't allowed more the 3K back in daycare from what they told me last year so who knows?
Well, the boss is back today so I guess I better get bak to work.
Amber ~ Glad to see you update! I was wondering about you.
My headache is back. Woe is me.
why have you been getting these headaches?
:dontknow: I think a lot of it is stress and the fact that I have cut back on caffine. I don't drink any sodas anymore and I think I am going through withdraw...LMAO! I still have it too! I just took a Motrin so hopefully that will help.
WOW cutting caffeine is hard to do. I tried it for a while, and it is just better for the world if I am caffeninated! LOL! Good luck with that!
Thanks! I thought I have been doing really well with it. I don't know how long I can put up with the headaches though. I think I will go home and take a Vic and chill.
Oh my gosh, I just took one cuz C is on his way home! I just love my chill pills!
LMFAO! Aren't they the best? I LOVE LOVE LOVE the way they make me feel. It's funny, I know when they start to work cuz I will start talking to M and then I won't shut-up. I start talking about something and then as quick as can be, I will start talking about something different. I love those pills.
It's 10 after 10 in the morning and I am eating Ravioli. :roll: No wonder I complain about my weight all the time. I just hate breakfast foods most of the time. I only like to eat breakfast on the weekends. Not sure why.
M got a new pager. As is he needed something else to go on his belt. :roll: The fire dept. paid for this one. So this morning around 4am, his little pager goes off. I didn't think anything of it, he looked at it and got up to go to the bathroom. Well, he comes back and the fucker goes off again. As soon as that went off, his fire pager goes off and that fucker is LOUD. Then he has his portable radio that is cattering away. Needless to say I was pissed and he was going to die if that woke the kids up. Surprisingly, they slept right through it. I'm not sure how since the neighbors can hear it when it goes off. How many things does he need? He has is cell phone, his fire pager, his portable fire radio and now this stupid little regular pager that sends the calls info right to it. UMMM, isn't that was the portable radio is for? :roll: Just something else costing the fire dept. money. Rediculous if you ask me. It was a house fire anyways. He was home at 5:30 or 6. I don't remember.
*knock on wood* I think my headache is gone. YAYA!
I made a nie dinner salad and breadsticks for dinner last night. M said he really enjoyed it.
We watched AI and then went to bed. I am glad that one girl decided to go home. She was pissing me off with all her moaning and groaning and don't get me started on that WAY-TOO-CONFIDENT 16 year old. WTF was her deal?
My little girl will be 2 tomorrow! She is growing up way too fast.
Happy Birthday Lexie!!!!!!!!! :happybday:
"Emma MC Mommy" wrote:
Thanks Jamie! I wish we could stop time every now and then.
How are you doing BTW?
Kym, I'll go make an update for ya.
:happybday: to you! :happybday: to you! :happybday: Dear Alexis, :happybday: to you!
Mommy, Daddy & Bubbies love you so much Hookie Pooh!
WTF happened to my post count? I am missing like 500 posts. :banghead: With this happening, I may never get my posting addict thingy. The same thing happened a year or so ago. I should be close to 10,000 by now. :annoyed:
I went to H&R Block last night to get my taxes done and I am getting a little over 6K back. Not as much as I though but no bad either. We have a few things that we want to get and we want to plan a weekend away just the 2 of us to Lancaster County, PA soon. It cost me $220.00 last night though which I thought was outrageous. Last year I paid $111.00. The only thing that has changed since last year was Jacob. :shrug: Oh Well, I paid it. I should have my money in my account in 8-14 days. I think M is going to have to owe again. :roll:
We gave Lex one of her presents this morning which was the baby doll stroller and I attached a HUGE Barbie balloon to it. I think she like the "boon" more, lol. That is what she called it, it was so cute. I sang her Happy Birthday and all she was worried was "Where binkie at?" She doesn't even know...lol.
This time 2 years ago (10:30 am) I was just starting to feel the contractions that were being induced due to Pitocin. I am trying to find a copy of my birth story........
My Quirks! I saw this on a couple other boards. I'm bored so I thought I would post them here.
1. I am obsessed with Q-tips. I use about 20 a day. I hate the thought of ear wax.
2. If I drink water, the glass has to be filled to the top with ice before I will touch it.
3. When I go to bed, I have to have 4 pillows. 2 behind my head, 1 between my legs and 1 to cuddle up to.
4. I have to shower the exact way everytime or it will throw off my day/routine. Wash face, clean with bar soap, shampoo hair and rinse, apply conditioner, wash using any kind of body wash, wash face again, rinse conditioner.
5. Toliet Paper goes over the TOP! I'll change it if it is underneath.
6. I cannot stand mushrooms. If we go out and there is something mushroom on my plate, I will return the whole thing.
7. I am PETRIFIED of spiders to the point that I cry when I see them, even tiny ones.
8. Same goes for birds. They scare the hell out of me too.
9. I will never go camping again in my life. The Blair Witch Project has ruined that for me.
10. I will never take my kids to the circus since I am petrified of clowns. I watched the movie "It" once and I put towels in the drains for months.
11. I am a horrible housekeeper when it comes to our bedroom. It looks like 2 teenagers live in there. It's almost unlivable.
12. I have an obsession with Dale Jr.
13. I still have feelings for my ex but it's not unhealthy in my relationship with M.
I am sure there are more but I have come to a brain fart. If I think of more, I'll post em'.
Where is everyone? I have no one to PM back and forth with. Don't you know that if I didn't have that to do, then I would actually have to.....*gasp*...WORK! :shock:
Someone come talk to me...:(
Kym~ Your quirks had me rolling I thought they were great! I can't imagine using 20 q-tips a day!