hon, if you need them, and you aren't overdoing them, you AREN'T a pill pusher!! it sucks to have to take em, but if you need them, esp under a dr's orders...you aren't PUSHING them, you are TAKING them!
I sent Mollee a request to make this private.
Robin, Tara, Jamie, Kelly, Amber & Cindy have all been requested to have access.
If anyone else wants access, PM me and I will add you.
I swear, all the cool people are doing it! I just love private!
It might take a day or two for this to be made private so I'll just make a small post.
I went to the library today on my lunch break. I had the librarian check to see how long it has been since I have been there and it was February 5, 2003! :shock: That was 5 days before Lexi was born and the 1st day of my maternity leave. I couldn't believe it has been that long ago. I got 5 books
* I Can Share - a Muppets book for Lexi
* Beyond Tears - Ellen Mitchell
* Baby Laughs - Jenny McCarthy
* A Song I Knew by Heart - Bret Lott
* I'm a Soldier, Too - The Jessica Lynch Story
I probably won't get to read one of them but it felt really good to just get to the library. I want to start taking Lexi to Story Time, maybe I will do that on Saturday. I think she would like that.
Thanks for putting me on! I totally understand the need for a private journal.
Hey Kym, I just checked out Hooway for Wodney Wat for Grace and she LOVES it, you should check it out. DH ended up bying it for her on ebay she loves it so much! It is really fun! HUGS!!
Thanks! I'll look into that! I can't wait to get the books that we ordered off Amazon!
It's going to be a busy busy weekend!
I have a baby shower and a birthday party to go to tomorrow. Plus it's my dad's birthday and I don't know how I am going to squeeze that in as well.
Sunday we are going Kevin's moms house for a pool party. Lexi is going to have a blast. There will be tons of kids there, she will be in her glory!
Have a great weekend! Hopefully this will be made private by Monday!
I see my journal still isn't private. I wonder if I sent the email to Mollee at the correct address. Maybe I will send another one in a few days. I don't want to nag her cuz' I know she is busy.
I am numb due to the fact that Peter Jennings has died.
Thanks again Jamie for your PM!
I am so excited. I finally have pictures to post! I never knew that I could upload pictures from Wal-Mart.com. Look out now, I will be a posting picture momma!
I had a pretty good weekend. Micky had to work but we managed to have some "us" time. It was nice, we really need some time alone. We are taking some time off in Feb. for valentines day since we didn't get to do it this year. Lexi was born 4 days before. We will go to PA like we usually do and spend 3 days in Lancaster Co. and visit all the Amish stores and go to the Green Dragon and wanted to eat at Zinn's Diner but I heard that they sold it to another corporation. I am devested about that.
Micky had a fatal accident this morning so he isn't in a good mood. He is working the ambulance all day and one of his 1st calls was a man that was riding his bike down the highway had a heart attack and all but dropped dead. Micky and he partner did CPR the whole way to the hospital but he was pronounced DOA not even a minute later. I hate it when he has calls like this. It is bad enough that he saw one his best-friends burn to death during a control burn, but this adds fuel to the fire, one of these days he is going to snap. I can feel it!
Well, if I checked my email I would have seen that Mollee is out of her office until the 10th and to send my request to Jules which I did a few minutes ago.
:roll: Everyone that has requested access so far was added to the list. Let me know if anyone else wants access.
Jacob has been wonderful the last 4 or 5 days. He's like a different child. I love that little ham to death. Lexi on the other hand has been a beast...LMAO!
Gotta make a cake tonight as soon as I get home since we are doing cake and ice cream for my Daddy tonight. We were going to do it last night but we didn't get home from Greenwood till almost 10pm. I was exhausted.
M had softball practice in Seaford, they are gearing up for the Fireman's softball tournament the weekend of the 20th. Then he starts his fall season sometime late Sept. He has a golf tournament on Sept. 28 and other golf one the week after that for the firemen's convention. I am thrilled. :roll: I hate golf. It's so boring.
HERE'S SOME BBBIIIGGGGG NEWS:
Micky and I have decided to have the wedding that we have always dreamed about. I am SO excited about this. Here's a little bit of background.
I got pregnant in 2001, we wanted to do the right thing and get married before we had the baby. So we went to Georgetown to the courthouse and got married. 1 friend of ours went as a witness and that was it which was fine. This was 10/21/00! I ended up losing the baby on 11/21/00, exactly 1 month later. I don't talk about it too much since I still blame myself for it but I really don't feel like getting into that. It's in the past and I can't change it. Anyways, that was it. We went on a small honeymoon but nothing extravagent like going to the Carribean or anything. M and I decided that we were going to do it right this time. Get married in a church, a nice wedding reception and a nice honeymoon. This has really cheered me up so much and having Micky so enthused is great!
We have decided on the last Saturday in April which will be 29th. We wanted the 8th but relized that my best friend is getting married that day and I am IN the wedding so that isn't possible.
We have our guest list started and right now it is really close to 200 guests and we aren't finished yet. :? I have talked to my father and he said he will pay for anything that he wants us to pay for. We are going to try to everything ourselves though. Maybe we will just have him pay for our honeymoon which will be when we go to Aruba in July.
I am so excited! I am going to 2 bridal boutiques this weekend to start looking around. I still need to pick my colors since I am not wearing the traditional white, however, I am going to pick a traditional dress but have it dyed which I know will be costly but I want the dress! I do know that I want a strapless dress with no train nor do I want a vail. This is so exciting! I could go on forever.
I need to start losing weight though. Anyone want a weightloss buddy? I need all the help I can get.
:woohoo: Congrats on the Dream wedding. I'll be your weightloss buddy in a few months! Lord knows, I need to loose about 50 lbs after Wyatt is born!
I never thought that planning an *actual* wedding would be this much work. UGH! It stressful but SO much fun at the same time. I have gone to 2 bridal shops in our area and I am NOT impressed...SO.....I am flying into Orlando at the end of the month and staying with Kevin and Mandy for 1 night and Mandy is taking me to the shop where she got her dress for her wedding. When we were in Florida, I went with her to pick the dress up and I fell in love with the shop. We had no intentions on having another wedding at the time but they had so many dresses that were beautiful. The store is 2 stories high. So I fly into Orlando on the 30th early morning and will fly home on the 31st....LMAO! I can't believe M told me to go ahead and do it. The plane ticket only cost me $180.00 round trip. Let's hope that they don't mess them up this time. :roll: So I hope to get the dress and bring it home with me. I can find a seamstress to do the altering and dying for me if needed. I am still working on the wedding party. I am pretty sure I have my party figured out but M is struggling. He has too many to choose from.
Jacob is sleeping alot better now. I think I wasn't feeding him enough during the day. :? We will see how tonight goes. If he does good, I am moving him into his room tomorrow night. Bittersweet! Bittersweet!
dear God I remember doing my wedding......I told Mark next time I am going to insist we elope
but then, that was my idea to begin with....I hope you have fun with yours! just another excuse (and a good one!) to go shopping
Yea, I know! Shopping....all the way to Florida...LMAO!
Oh Kym, if you find it we need to see pictures! How exciting!!!!
I have tons of msgs in my outbox are they just sitting there and not being sent...do you know Kym?
I tried to pm missy j about my journal and both of those pms are in the "outbox" hmmm...this is strange.
Hummm....Not sure! Email Mollee! Her email is listed at the top of the journal board I think.
I found it I found it!
YEA! I'm private now. :woohoo: I don't know why it isn't listed in the drop box menu though. :shrug: Oh well! I'll be back to update in a bit.
I am going to get behind in this also. I got a new job title at work. More pay and everything but I am not going to have as much time on here as I used to. That sucks. I am hoping to get my computer up and running at home soon. I finally got pictures posted, I will try to do that more often.
Until next time................
it's there! how goes the planning?
Pretty good! Trying to get a little done each day. It's hard work but it will be so worth it.
That being said, I just want to go in another room and just cry. SERIOUSLY! I am in dire need of a good cry. My boss totally hurt my feelings today and I am sick of her fuck1ng shit. She is losing her freaking mind and I am sick and tired of putting up with all her bullshit. IMO, if you start to lose your mind, you shouldn't be running a business. Plain and Simple. If I could afford it and just quit today, I would have walked out 2 FUCK1ING hours ago. I don't know how much more of her shit I can handle.
Me quitting smoking has been shot to hell as well. FUCKERS!
:bighug: btdt....I am so sorry you have to deal with it, it isn't nice at all...hope this too passes very quickly!
Still wanna cry.......:(
:bluesad: (((HUGS))) Just kick her girl!
:bighug: Sorry Kym!
For somereason I don't see you int he pull down menu either but Cindy linked me the journal and I book marked it.!
I'm sorry your day sucked. I hope your boss gets sick and can't come in tomorrow, lol!
OMG! I hope for that everyday! It's so funny that you said that. I wan't that lucky this morning.
And Robin ~ I wish I could kick her....LMAO!
I am thinking about quitting anyways. *sigh* Yesterday was the last straw. A 2 weeks paycheck covers the daycare and gas. Why work if it is basically all going to daycare? Doesn't make sense to me but then again, I am not the SAHM kind like Robin.
I went home yesterday with the biggest migraine I think I have ever had. I was in tears by the time I walked in the door. M left to go get pizza in OC, did he take the kids so I could rest a few minutes? NNNOOOO! That would be too hard. Granted he was only gone for about 45 minutes which is the nearest Pizza Hut but Papa Johns could have delivered. :roll: So he left me crying my eyes out and the kids being devils. I was SO pissed and he couldn't figure out why. What a dick! So anyways, he left and Lexi was upset that I was crying and she was rubbing my head and wiping my tears away saying, "It's OK Mommy! Daddy is an asshole." :shock: I have got to STOP doing that. She picks up every little thing that I say. I was still in my chair at this time so J starts fussing so I give him his dinner and then ran to the bathroom and threw up. I have never thrown up from a headache, that is how bad my head hurt. Someone could have hit me with a hammer and it wouldn't have phased me.
By the time M got home, I had put J to bed and was laying on the couch letting Lexi do whatever the hell she wanted, I just didn't give a shit. He fed her her dinner and come bed time, I was asleep on the couch. Next thing I know, blankets and binkies are thrown at me and I hear M say, "Fuck It! You put her ass to bed!" He tryed for 1/2 hour to get her to bed. OMFG! He couldn't handle bedtime for 1 fucking night. I was LIVID at that point, he head started to ease off and then he pulled that shit. FUCKER!
So I get her to bed 5 minutes :roll: later and went and watched the end of SmackDown. M was asleep now so I didn't wake his ass and I went to bed myself. I didn't want him anywhere near me. I don't know what time he came to bed, I really could care less.
Who won HOH last night on BB? I 'heard' when Sarah got evicted but missed everything else. Anyone else watch it?
I need to go grocery shopping really bad. REALLY bad!
I have a baby shower to go to tomorrow and I really don't want to go now. I have been going and going now for the last 3 weekends and I just want to stay home and clean. My house is a disaster, especially now since I didn't do a freaking thing last night. UGH!
Jacob has 4 teeth now, the top 2 just came in and he still isn't crawling, just scooting everywhere. It gets on my nerves but it keeps him busy I guess and not as fussy anymore.
Lexi is doing pretty good with PT! She has pooped twice on the potty but not for me. She is still pissing on MY floors though. :roll: I keep telling myself that she will do it when she is ready. I am sick and tired of changing diapers though.
I am sorry M was a DH last night hon! I get migranes when AF gets ready to come and right when she gets ready to leave. You should call your doc. They can give you something to take before it gets bad! (((HUGS))) I have BTDT! I know your pain!
Last night was good. Lexi was in a better mood and let me give he a bath, the night before, I couldn't even wash her hair and it needed it! She is too cute!
Micky and I had some alone time and it was REAL nice! We need to do that EVERY night!
Awww Kym! That sucks! I suffer from Migraines, try rubbing the temples or putting a pack of ice under the base of your neck and a damp cold rag over your eyes. It must have been really horrible that you threw up! I only get those about once every few months!
BTW, I literally LOL when I read what Lexi said to you. I have a funny story about the same type of thing, But I couldn't post it in my J.
Right before Stephen left, One morning I was going to get the mail and as I walked out I said "Fuck you Steve" and later on that day I got Em ready and we were going to my dads and when he came to ask for a kiss from Emma she looked at him and said "Fuck you Steve". It was SO funny! I couldn't LOL, but it still cracks me up. Thank god she hasn't said it since, but I wish I had a videotape of that
I really think I am going to quit. Not sure if I am going to finish out the day or not. We shall see! I am so close to just walking out.
I laughed too about Lexi.....Paris hasn't said anything ike that yet but I am sure one day she will but prob when she is older and means it. LOL.
On BB, Sarah got evicted and then they told us America's choice. Kaysar went back into the house w/ 82% of th vote. Everyone was happy. Ivette and Maggie hugged him and acted as if theyw ere happy to see him but I dont' think they were. I think they were "faking" it.
I felt bad for James, he was sulking around. His good bye speech to Sarah was actually really sweet. You could tell he was holding back tears.
The HOH competiton was a comp called "Pressure Cooker. They were stuck in a glass octegon type thing. They had to hold buttons until the last person holding their button wins. So of course we didn't get to see the actual winner till tomorrow night's show.
THe point of the pressure cooker is that the doors remain locked until 3 people let go. Once the door opens only those 3 people can leave and then the door remains locked until 3 other people let go.
There were 8 boxes in the middle of the cooker and everytime someone lets go, they have to open a box. The box could contain soemthing good or something bad. Julie opened the first box and it was flies. So now, they had flies flying around and that is the last thing we saw.
I was sooo tempted to order the live feed but I decided it wasn't worth it. But damn I was tempted.
Hope that is a good run down for you.
Sorry about you PIA boss, and even sorrier about how the night went, I can so totally relate!
For whenever you get back Kym,
I am now private!
*SIGH* HEY YALL! I'm at the library right now so I am going to make this short and sweet!
I did quit and right now I am UNemployeed! I can't believe I did it but I feel pretty good about it right now. I am still waiting to hear from the real estate office that I applied to, I will call tomorrow if I don't hear anything today.
My father (God Bless Him) is paying all the bills that my salary was for so I am not stressed about that at the moment.
I went back to the doctor this afternoon and he has, once again, switched my meds to something else. I am now on Lexapro and he has prescribed me Darvocet for the pain for my migraines which are related to the anxiety as well. He hopes that the Lexapro will help me more and that I will not get the migraines anymore. Wish me luck!
I hate to cut this so short but I do wanna visit a few other boards and I am on so fuckin' time limit at the library :roll:
I love you all and will try to pop on again tomorrow!
I am going through serious withdraw!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I am pm'ing ya my cell #....CALL ME!
I'm at the library AGAIN!
Still no word on the job. I am guessing that they didn't have anything for me since none of my calls are being returned. :roll:
I am waiting for the Wendsday paper and will start looking in the want ad's. I like being home and all but I am not the SAHM kind.
The kids are being terrific and they are at day care today, I had some things to take care of. I heard back from the day care that I wanted them to go to. Lexi will start there on Sept. 2nd. Jacob will stay home with me till I get a job. Lexi needs to be around kids and does so much better when she is.
Lexi is doing pretty well with PT'ing. She likes to wear her Dora big girl panties (I HATE that word) I can't believe that she will be 3 in a couple of months.
Jacob is going to bypass crawling all together. He is now starting to stand up and will walk if you hold his hands. He still scoots everywhere though. He is now the happy baby that I wanted...LMAO! I have been giving him some table foods for the last couple of days. He LOVES french fries and ketchup. He ate some Papa Johns cheesy bread last night too! I couldn't take that away from him. I swear it was like he had never eaten before. He still isn't sleeping through the night though. Oh well! Baby steps! He will be 1 in less than 1 month. CRAP! I still have a b-day party to plan. :shock:
Love to all! It was so good talking with you the other night Kelly!
I wrote your cell phone # down Cindy! I will call you later! *MUAH*
Great to hear an update, Kym! KUP!! Give me a call
yeah great to hear from you! Hope all goes well. KUP when you can!
So far I have not seen my new add responsibilities. I guess she is waiting till Monday instead of starting in the middle of the week. That makes sense. Our business has slowed down some which is a good thing. Since the summer is just about over, things are starting to settle. THANK YOU GOD!
I can't wait till all of the tourists go home either! They come here and drive like they have no sense. HELLO! The beach isn't going anywhere. It will STILL be there in 10 minutes. EEEERRR! Out of staters. I guess that was a bash, but not bashing ALL out of staters. Just the ones that have pissed me off......:)
It was great talking to you too, I will call agin when I get a breather!
Hope all is well and the job search is going well.
Updated in another post!
LOVE TO ALL!
GEEZ WOMAN! call me please? I misses you!
Read my other thread that I posted!
Things are going great around here. I just picked the kiddos up from daycare and they had ANOTHER great day! YAY!
M is working so now I have to decide what to feed the kids for dinner. Looks like pizza!
UGH! I am stuffed! I just had a ceasar salad with tuna bites from the Cottage. I feel like a big fat cow. Damn, and I have to clean too!
I am training for a new position and a big fat mother f'ing raise comes with it! YAY! I am working 14 straight days to train for this so it better be worth it. I am tanning in the morning at 9, then I have to be at Verizon at 10 to get our new phones then lunch with Kelly at 12 and from 1-8, I train in the offices. BUSY BUSY BUSY!
I think everyone forgot about me.