I have been meaning to start a journal and as i am always on the computer i figured why not here. so first ill introduce myself, i am amanda i am 22 years old and i live in mustang, oklahoma (right outside oklahoma city). i live with my boyfriend justin our almost 8 month old son michael and our two dogs harvey and gizmo. i am a part time sahm, a part time worker at gymboree and a full time student majoring in history.
the reason ive wanted to start a journal is because i feel like i sometimes have no one to talk to and if i do no one listens so at least this way i can get out my thoughts. ive been having a lot of emotional issues i guess you can say lately. justin works 54 hours a week and is never home and when he is hes not if that makes sense. hed rather watch tv then talk to me or even interact with me. and when he does it seems like he always wants something. i love him but it seems like he doesnt feel the same, at least not always. i only have a few close friends so i feel very lonely at times.
well now dinner time calls i guess ill finish later