Thread: It's Only Temporary!

Yeah, I miss you all being able to view my journal & even though my other one has been made private, you won't be able to view it until the move & from what I understand, at this point, we are not 100% sure when the move will be.

I am ok. Mikey has surgery again on Tuesday. He will be fine. We have to stay over though. The first time for any of his OR's. Liam, well there are still some issues, but we are working on them. He tries so hard to be so grown up & I hate that he takes the world on his shoulders. He will be done grade 1 real soon!!

Medically, I have to see my OB again on the 11th. Not sure what is going on. All I do know, is that with the Hysterscopy & D&C on April 30th, there was no fetal tissue present. So BeBe got lost. I can't beleive that someone was so careless & just forgot where she is. SO much for my health & future was riding on the results. Now I am upset over that on top of the loss as well.

I am taking the boys out today. It is supposed to be a gorgeous day & I just want to be with my boys.

Till later...

Diane

3 years since baby Jay. I miss you sweet Angel

Liam's appt is this afternoon. I sure hope we can finally figure out something that will help. I hate seeing him suffer. His ADHD is def. harder than M's physical disabilites. Mikey goes in tomorrow. I can't find out when until after 130pm. I find it so funny that this surgery bothers him because he won't get a scar from it! Such a boy!!!

I am dreading this surgery too, out of all of them. I don't want to see him throwing up blood. During the RSV was bad enough. I don't want him to be in any pain. Poor little monkey. I hope he feels well enough by the weekend to go see Bob The Builder at the mall. He is looking forward to that!

We need to be there by 1015 am. OR is scheduled for 1230pm. Def. spending the night. Why is this one bothering me so much??? Please think of Mikey for me, if you can. It would mean the world to me.

20 minutes until departure time!

TY so much everyone for taking the time out to think of Mikey! It means so much!!!

God, please watch over little Mikey & take him through this with flying aces!!!

Mikey, you are Mommy's strong little man! You are the bravest boy I know!!! I love you more than words can say. I love you to the moon and back, forever & ever & one more day!!!

Like 2 minutes after he got back to his room {05Jun07} and yes, all he wanted to do was talk!



Taken about supper time {first popsicle!} {5Jun07} He is on oxygen here because his O2 kept dropping {they changed it to forced room air during the night}



Good Morning! {when can we go home?!!} {06Jun07}



Breakfast! Fruit Loops & Waffles! 17 hours post op! {06Jun07}




And from today seeing Bob The Builder!!

Waiting for Bob!



Silly Liam!!



One of the Treehouse channels hosts {I guess an award winning Canadian host } Markus!



Bob walking down the hall {and yes, he had like 3 or 4 security guards surrounding him & watching up above in the balconies!!}



Finally on stage!



Markus & Bob singing and dancing!



All in all, today was a great day & Mikey is home & finally seeming to do better, so all is good!!!

Hey - I can view this one!!!!

I'm glad to see that Mikey is doing better, and hope you had a wonderful weekend. I was thinking about you today and yesterday.

Thank goodness he got to see Bob! It would have been just awful for him to miss that! Sounds like a good weekend for all.

Not doing good. Had a huge break down this week. BeBe did get "lost" That kills me. I had to instead got for a whole wack of bloodwork to see if there are any problems with me {obviously there are}. It hurts so much & I feel so lost without here still. I am not sure why this one is still hitting me so hard

Gotta go pick up up my boys now. They are what give me strength.

*****BIG HUG*****