Thread: It's Only Temporary!

So, Mikey's first day was great!!! He was so comfortable that after less than an hour he told me, "Bye Mom, I will sit in your chair now"!! What a monkey!!! He loved it & naturally the teachers and thereapsits were very impressed with his function. Was there ever any doubt? Nope, That' Mikey!!!

I am now on Provera 30mg, twice a day for 1 week, then 10mg twice a day for 3 weeks. ugg. Side effects don't sound fun, but neither is this bleeding. Gross.

I am seriously hoping {sometimes} that we could just do a hyst and get it over with. It's not fun anymore

The boys have measles. Sucks. Poor Liam is getting the worse of it. Mikey only had the spots & a bit whiney. Liam though, has had fever since Monday night & it will only break with medicine. I need to take him in today, because I think this is going on for too long.

6 days until BeBe's due date. It still hurts so much. I don't think I obsess about it, but man, the pain hurts soooo bad. Espeically in light of the fact that I am sure this is the end of my chances of having another baby again. I can't TTC this month, because I don't want to take the chances being on Provera.

I see the OB in October & will talk to him about the whole tubes in my uterus thing & all the problems I have been having since the last surgery. I relaly think it is time for a hyst.

my BeBe & original journal is now up and running again with the private boards! If you asked me for access, you should have it. If you'd like access, PM me!!

tomorrow...

I miss you BeBe

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I have my interview today! I can't wait! So excited!

1 year anniversary since we lost my Gramma

And this:

Frig I hate cancer. Why does it have to be so evil & affect anyone, let alone children? 2 PT's only 12. One died. Ovarian. It's not "supposed" to affect those that young. It is an "older" woman disease. I hate this. So unfair

My heart & wishes are with their families.

Thinking of all my Angels in Heaven today. Watch for the candle tonight. Your brothers & I will be thinking of you.

xoxo

Weel, it is hard seeing all the new BFP. I thought I was ok thinking that I was done, but it still hurts that I may not get those excited feelings over POAS or prenatal appt's. It is not in my hands any longer. Now that I am on the Tranexamic Acid, I hope it works, but I hate that I have to have meds to stop bleeding. Oh well. I see OB on monday. I am not going into work again today, that means 2.5 days this week that I have missed due to this bleeding.