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    Default 15 DPO....come on AF!!

    Rachael, thanks for the recipe! I'll have to try it soon!

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    Today is 15 DPO and obviously, I'm not pregnant...to be honest, I'm kind of surprised BUT I'm not upset either...if that makes any sense. I'm just anxious to have another go at it for March. Come on AF, please don't torture me this way!
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    Looks like AF didn't torture you for too long
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    Default Exciting stuff...

    Wow, it's been almost a week since I've updated my journal. I see a pattern here, AF = Lazy Jina.....


    First, I got my package from CBE!! Woohoo!! I'm so stinking excited about it too! Thank you CBE and PG.org!



    Second, I'm armed and very dangerous this cycle. I've decided to not use any ICs this cycle just for the heck of it cuz I'm weird. (oh and I know I said no more FRERs but come on...did you really believe me?)



    So, on Sunday, my hubby and I celebrated our 3rd anniversary a day early. We decided to stay in and make dinner together. I unfortunately didn't take any pics of our dinner but we had a lot of fun cooking together. We made NY strip steaks topped with blue cheese, grilled onion and mushrooms. We also made smashed red potatoes, steamed carrots with garlic-ginger butter and a salad. It was delicious! Oh and for dessert we made caramel apple cake and we ate the entire thing. All 9x13 pan of it....according to hubby, anniversary calories don't count!

    Hubby actually remembered a purse I mentioned in passing and got it for me! Squeee!! Haha....I think I'm more excited about the fact that he remembered than the actual purse!



    He was suppose to get a neat Raymond Weil watch yesterday but when we went to go pick it up it wasn't what we were expecting...it was HUGE, a lot bigger in person than online. It was really disappointing. Ugh! We did however find another Omega watch he liked even better but it was a little out of our price range . I'm thinking that we will be going back for the watch soon....lol...he deserves it!
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    Default Confession time....

    I'm scared.

    I'm scared that my body has changed. After the first miscarriage my body bounced back very quickly. After the second miscarriage my body is still trying to sort itself out and my cycles are just not the same anymore. What if something has changed permanently for the worst? What if I can't conceive anymore? I HATE doubting myself. I try to be positive but sometimes it's just darn hard.

    The thing that kills me the most about this is that I'm hurting for my hubby more than myself. I want to give him a child above all else. He is such an amazing man and I love him so much. I want to give him a child so badly that it hurts to think about it.

    I feel like a failure sometimes....I feel like a loser for not being able to do what billions of women have done. I try not to think about these things but sometimes the bad thoughts just creep in.
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    Default ~SIGH~

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    Default Project TTC-D

    11. Start a blog

    Done
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    Jina, give your body time, okay? Your charts are looking beautiful, m'dear. I learned in Psych that it takes a woman's body at least four years to recover from a full term pregnancy. So even being pregnant for three months at a time, you've got to be okay with your body recovering entirely. But I also know that ache you're feeling... so all I can do there is give you big hugs there.
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    Jina - I sooo understand the feeling that your body has changed and that it's just not working properly anymore. I felt that way too - seeing how my cycles changed after my m/c and just feeling like I was broken. But Rachael is right, I think that it just takes some time for our bodies to heal and get back to normal. Most of all though, please don't feel like you are hurting or letting down your husband. Nothing that has happened is your fault, and it's not something that you have any control over, so please don't feel responsible. Knowing how much you love your husband and how strong your relationship seems to be, I know that no matter what happens on the baby front, you guys are going to be fine.

    PS - Love that picture - where was it taken???
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    Thanks Rachael and Alissa. You guys are the best. I truly appreciate the hugs and encouraging words. I'm trying very hard to be positive but sometimes negative thoughts creep in...



    The picture was emailed to me by hubs. Faroe Islands...I want to go...soon.

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    Default Not a lot to say....

    I guess I don’t have much to talk about these days.

    My life has been pretty dull lately. Hubby is incredibly busy with school and I’ve been sick. Blah. I’m starting to feel better so I guess that’s a plus.

    Hubby is one of those weird people who goes on interviews for fun….I mean, who does that?! lol...Anywho, he decided to go interview with this company because, well, it’s a HUGE company and I guess it was a challenge for him. They had over 200 candidates and they chose him to be one of a very select few to extend an offer to. Now we just have to see if they are willing to give him what he asked for. He asked for a ridiculously high salary just to see if they will give it to him since he has nothing to lose (he likes his current job very much). I guess we’ll see what happens by the end of the day. Either way I think he’s just happy that they chose him and I’m very proud of him.


    Rachael, thanks for the chicken recipe. I made it last night and it was really good. I wasn’t really sure about all the ranch I had to use because it’s not very good for you but, YUM! Who cares? It was a nice treat. I will for sure make it again!!




    TTC news: My opks are starting get darker so I think I might O sooner rather than later. I'm glad....it means my cycles are getting shorter….I hope! Fingers crossed!
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