Only three days left till I have a day off! We get to go to the DMV to change my licsence and we are gonna start a layaway for Christmas, before all the good stuff is gone. Work is okay, long and making me sore, but it is going quickly. I have been doing some of the older things that I did before I left, its a good thing that I know it, it makes the day go by a lot faster. Steve and Alex came to visit me for lunch today. I got to show off Alex a bit and than he was starting to get wild. In other news, I stopped taking my pill today, dh didn't know it but I came home from work tonight and there was a pink baby bib on the bed that said "I love my mommy" it is just like the one that he bought for me before I had Alex. I guess we are now officially TTC #2, Steve wants a girl so badly, right now I am not sure I prefer one or the other, I am just gonna wait and see what happens. I don't want to find out what this one is, it may or may not be our last but I dont' want to spoil the surprise this time. I am mainly concerned with making sure my sis gets a boy,lol she needs to know what I am going through, she has a tame little girl and I think a rambunctous little boy is exactly what she needs. I will get to see her a little be tomorrow at work. I accidentally let it slip today, but hopefully they don't let it slip. I bought some more Christmas crafts to work on, now I just need my table which should be coming next weekend, than I can work on my crafts without the baby and the cat walking through them. Life is busy, but quiet these days not much else to say.
What do you do when you are working and you are tempted to just walk out the door? IT was so bad today, we where short cashiers and I was stuck on a big register all by myself. I was an hour late to lunch but at least I didn't have to run register anymore, I went back to layaway till I left work tonight. I get to go in and pick up my check tomorrow and hopefully we will go to the DMV and do the layaway tomorrow, who knows? Alex has a funny rash on his chest, hopefully its just from the mulch he was rolling around in yesterday. We need to take him to the peds so that he can get that checked out too. I have decided that I really hate working there at Walmart, it sucks and the people are just plain old mean and miserable, thats what happens when your manager is an *** and fires too many people and they can't get enough replacements.I have a feeling he won't be there much longer if he keeps that stuff up. I am hoping that this ttc thing isn't too hard, I don't have a preference or anything, just want a baby, but do I want it now?
Gotta love technology, it has been weeks since I have been able to write, our modem died and we decided that we may as well purchase a new computer, so we have a Dell now, its much nicer and quicker than my old crank model.
Work is going okay, they have asked me to be a back up manager and I guess I am gonna do it,it means less time on the registers, but is it really a good idea right now with the management team right now?
On the ttc front, we have decided that if I am not pregnant, than we aren't gonna try anymore and just wait till Alex is a lot older or he may possibly be an only child, only time will tell and right now I am not sure what I want
Awwww Christmas shopping started today, we have Alex and my niece done, not too shabby, now I just have to get her a birthday present so it will probably be clothes for her. We where trying to decided what to get ourselves for the holidays, maybe a new tv or a new desk? I start my wacky schedule tomorrow, working till 1am should be interesting. I have a hard enough time now staying up past midnight let alone working and having to drive home, so now I have to try and stay up later tonight to prepare myself.
Alexander had his pics done today, he is getting into his shy stage, he hated getting his pics done today, who knows, maybe he just didn't like the photographer? He also has a lovely bump on his head from the dive he took from out bed this morning. It looks really nice in the pics, lol. I have some serious cleaning to do tomorrow, the floors need to be mopped after the chocolate chip muffin incidnent this morning, if dh gives Alex his breakfast he doesn't clean it up and while I was in the shower he got his tray which dh left on the table and I came out to a very messy baby chugging a cherry coke! I did have him all dressed to go and than I had to change him again, the poor kid doesn't have any cool weather clothes, which is part of the reason he got so many today, he is gonna be warm now. I just have to buy him a hat and mittens and hopefully keep them on his head.
I am gonna go insane, I am having bloody noses again, its getting really annoying, I have had 3 of them today. I am offically a backup manager now, I really don't want to be a permanent manager, so this is fine with me. My 25th birthday is coming in just a few days and if I haven't gotten AF yet than I will be testing on my birthday if I can hold out that long...My head is killing me and I wonder what in the hell is going on with me? I get to have a vacation soon, only three days but at least I have one right? One more day of work and than I can rest for one whole day, yippee friggin skippy
Well more nosebleeds tonight at work and this time they sent me home, tomorrow I try to see if I can get into the dr's about it, it seems like everytime I get them I have an horrendous headache afterwards. I am glad I rechecked my schedule, I was supposed to work tomorrow/today, but I don't have to know, I have to work Tuesday instead, which isn't a big deal, I thought I was anyways. Nothing else exciting here, I have to do the grocery shopping tomorrow, and it is raining like cats and dogs right now. gotta go
Its two days past my 25th birthday, what a day that was, my sister was in a automobile accident, but she was okay, I was worried for her, she is two months pregnant and she had her daughter with her. THey where only a few car lengths from us but we where stuck behind a mini van that was going really slow, good thing now I guess, but we came upon the accident and from what a witness said the man pulled into my sisters path and that is how she hit him. I feel so bad for her, she has had her fair share of accidents, she really didn't need this one.
She called me that morning to ask me what we where doing that day , she invited us over for cake and ice cream for my birthday. We still went, she was insistent upon it, but I made sure that I checked up on her today, she said she is a little stiff, but okay non the less.
I have a new toy, I got my printer, scanner, copier the other day, what fun, now that I actually have something I can print out, now I just have to control myself and not use up a whole thing of ink in a weekend,lol. There are so many more things that I can do know that I have it. Other than that besides the rain,I am afraid we will float away, it has been pouring all day, not that we didn't need it,but man is my driveway a mess now.
Alex is getting more teeth and was miserable today and that caused me to call in because he would have driven dh crazy.AHh back to work tomorrow and three more days before I have a day off, YUCK!!!!
Its been a fun few weeks, first of all, I am not pregnant We just came back from a four day visit with mil and fil and it feels like we never even left. We are gonna be moving back down there after Steves' first semester is over, he got a letter today, that isn't good news for us, he needs to go back to the comp dr for an eval. This means that his comp will be cut and he will have to go back to work, right now it was okay, Steve was at home with Alex during the day, and I was home at night, so who knows whats gonna happen? We may end up moving back in with mil and fil till we find a house together, we think we have found one, but have to look at it first. The good thing is that rent is paid up till March and we just have to pay the regular bills but, now we have to tighten the belts more, and this comes right before Christmas, how sucky is that? I hope all goes well with the IME and that maybe it will be decreased just a little because Dh is still doing PT from the surgery, and I think he has a few more months left, he is still having a lot of pain too. I just rememembered that he will probably go back to what it was before the surgery, which wouldn't be too bad, we are expecting a settlement in January, so maybe it will be sooner. I hope so!
Alex is getting two more teeth and was happy as a clam this weekend to be with his Nana and Poppy. The did lots of things and spent a lot of time together. I do hope we can go back down in Novemeber, if not maybe they can come here? This is really upsetting me and I know that dh was gonna go back to work eventually, but...........this just really sucks we have only been out on our own for two months and I regret ever leaving, will I ever know what I want????
Well I decided to change the title of my journal, this seems to fit me today. The whole song is my life. Our furnace is fixed at least that is a good thing, they came this morning and let me tell ya it was cold in here, they fixed it and the door has to be shut for it to work and it kept popping open. I had to fight with it for almost an hour after they left, I didn't want to have to call them back so soon. Steve called the garbage company this morning, it seems that they decided not to pick up our garbage this morning, wth?? We have a small motor from the furnace, but its just the guts and it only weighs a 2 lbs, Steve told the woman and she said she doesn't know why they didn't pick it up, they should have and someone will be out today to pick it up no matter what. To think its not even noon yet and we are having fun today, at least I got my housework done last night, can't wait for the mail today, ugh NOT. I need to pick up the babys pics today too. I have to work at 5 and I know that there is something else that I need to do, just wonder what it is???
What another day in paradise. I went grocery shopping in record time, Yaaaaaaaa Me. I guess a shopping list really works. We went and visited my sister for awhile and than I came home and made dinner. I was getting ready to go to work when I couldn't locate my purse. I looked all over my car and in the house, no go, than it hit me, I left it in the cart at the grocery store, STUPID STIKES AGAIN, news at 11. This is the second time that I have done this at the same store, Its a good thing that I live in a small town or I may not of gotten it back. I can't believe I left it there, I never did that when I lived in the city, it must be because I have let my guard down living here. I called the store and sure enough, they had it, too bad me and my oatmeal brain didn't miss if for four hours! I ran into the store on the way to work and the girl knew that I was there for my purse, she said that she tried to call but the phone was busy, but I knew her from high school so that was a bonus. I made it to work two minutes late. I had my evaluation tonight, not too bad, still working my exceeds expectations, but I thought it was a good review nontheless. I have some manager shifts coming up and it looks like there will be a bunch more. I am also looking forward to our move.....yes again, but this time it will be a house, YAA, what a busy day for a Monday, tomorrow I have off and I have this intense urge to wash the wall, hope it passes.
I swear there is a magic button on my keyboard that sends me into outter internet space! Anywho, the urge to clean walls disappeared, but I did mop and clean all my floors today. I did some of my painting that I finally had energy to do today and looked for a few houses too. I think I found the perfect one and now I just have to mail them out to mil. It has been pretty cold here nights and we may buy some new flannel sheets, these ones that we have are terrible, I think I know what ones we will buy, they are red with penguins, very cute. It was pretty much an uneventful day. I made a pumpkin pie and homemade mac and cheese for dinner, that came out good, too bad the pie didn't, wonder what I did wrong? Not much else going on, work tomorrow and for the next five days, oh what fun.
Just a quick post before I go to work today, what a freaking day! Alex has been on overdrive today and I am actually looking forward to going to work, he threw my glasses in the shower while I was in it, I almost stepped on them because I had soap in my eyes, I need to hang on to those glasses for a few more weeks till I can get new ones. I also remembered that I have to do my health insurance before the 18th too! Dinner is almost ready and I have to finish my hair and makeup before I go to work, at least its a short night tonight.