As i child i always used to keep a journal but as i got older i didnt have the time to. i really wish i did during my pregnancy as that was the most special time in my life and now my baby is growing fast already he will be 10months old at the end of this month and i dont know where the time goes! we was hoping to ttc again when he turned 1 but now it seems hes still to young to want another one but i do want my children to be close in age im thinking maybe waiting til hes 16-18months old. its mad to think 3 years ago i was grieving for a baby i never had with some1 thinking back i never really loved. i think everything happens for a reason if i never lost that baby i wouldnt have met my now dbf, be engaged and have a beautiful son together i honestly feel blessed to have a life that some people can only dream of.