Ok, I'm going to start trying to cut and paste.
27/03/03 I wrote an entry in a diary the other day but decided that I wanted to move it to here.
Well, here I am. After many months of thinking about starting a diary, I have finally done it. Why I started today, I don't really know. I guess that I just have alot going on in my life right now.
Firstly, It's my husbands birthday today, he's 33. I don't know why, but I kept thinking that it was his birthday was tomorrow. All I can say is that I'm glad that I caught a glance of a newspaper last night, otherwise I would have forgeotten and I'm pretty sure that I would not have been a very popular wife!! It's a shame for him really as he is off work today and I am at work and Connor is with the childminder. It would have been nice if we could have all spent the day together.
As for Connor, he is such a cutie pie. He is the absolute light of my life. He is growing up so fast that it makes me excited and sad all at the same time. He turned 22 months yesterday. He is also 100% better to how he was on Tuesday. I can't even begin to say how glad I was that he was better, I never, ever want to have to witness him in that much pain, ever again. His urine sample results are due back tomorrow, but I have a gut feeling that they will find nothing wrong. The way he was yesterday to the day before, I don't think that he has a urinary tract infection. I think, that being a boy, he hurt his groin which made it painful for him to pass urine, my poor little man.
Also, I bumped into Debbie and Mia yesterday morning. Mia looked well but tired. I guess that's not unexpected considering what her little body has been put through. As for Debbie, I thought that she looked tired too and that she has lost loads of weight, but to be honest, I would probably look the same had Connor been diagnosed with Cancer. While I was talking to Debbie, she seemed really upbeat, mainly due to being told the day before by Mia's conslutant that the tumor has been reduced considerably in size after just one chemo treatment.
As for me, my training for my new job is getting more complicated, but at least it is going well. Personally, I can't wait till monday as it's PAYDAY!!! Mark and I are still set about the month that we want to start trying for another baby. We are going to wait until I've had af in June and then go for it. We are not planning on telling the family about this as who know's how long it will take us to get pregnant. I am still charting. I strted charting when my cycles got to ridiculous lenghts of 38 + days, but they seem to be getting shorter again for the last 2 months. My last cycle was 36 days and if fertility friend got 'O' day right this month, my cycle should be 32 days. I keep trying to work out when af will be due in June, but it is impossible with having differnt cycle lenghts every single month. At least I've ha enough practice charting to have got my head arounf it, plus I have taken other measures to prepare myself, folic acid, eating healthily, trying to lose a few pounds and a bit more exersice. Now.......ROLL ON JUNE!! :sillywink: