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    Some days I just want to sit and cry
    and slowly watch as the days pass me by
    Why is it that some refuse to see
    That when I lost you
    I lost a huge piece of me.



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    My boys shunt replacement went great....He was taken back to the OR at 6:00 am and was back in recovery by 7:30 am. His neurologist said he was soooo full of questions when then took him back into the OR.....he wanted to know what everything was and what everything was for....lol....Thats my boy curious about everything...I stayed until he was back and resting comfortably in his own room again at which time T told me to come back home and attempt to get some sleep....I had no sleep last night....My nerves were to shot to even stop tossing and turning long enough to doze off.....So here I am cooking myself a little lunch and then I'm gonna lay down and try and get some rest....I feel soo much more calm now that it's over and everything went perfectly.......They were able to put in enough extra that this shunt should easily take him into adulthood as long as there aren't any probs with this shunt. Well I'm off to check just a couple more things....then eat...and finally and hopefully at few ZZZ's



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    Casey went back to school today after his surgery....came home with an award for tying his shoes all by himself for the very first time...Who's kid rocks?? THAT WOULD BE MY KID He's already over come so much in his short 6 yrs...and still daily presses on to over come more!! What a completely awesome little man he is...He makes his mommy very proud.

    Still no AF but thats all I'm going to say about that...well other then I went into the doc this afternoon....and thats why I don't want to say anymore about it right now.

    Kids have a 4 day wk'end coming up....friday is parent teacher conferences and Monday is Native American day...So I'm gonna plan some fun stuff for us to do together.

    My living room is completely empty other then my tooter....I've gotten the walls partially painted....They are gonna need atleast 2 coats of paint if not 3.....I'm going for the light and airy look....and the living room will blend well with my 50 style kitchen when I get it done...since the only thing that splits the two rooms is a short half wall...that I'm going to be turning into a breakfast bar type thing...styled after the old 50's style soda shops....I sooo can't wait until everything is finished.....We've lived in this house for almost 6 yrs now it's about time I claim it 100% mine.
    I was out helping T this morning.....Moved around a few tractors and 2 of the combines...I love driving the combines....everyone moves outa the way and gives ya alot of room....makes me a tad nervous though at the same time....because they are sooo expensive $250,000.00 by far the most expensive thing I've ever driven....Then I drove the semi truck into town it had to be safety inspected for the highway....has to be done every yr....just another way for the state to suck up more of your $$ Took the bus to my Dr.'s appt....then took the bus back to the semi and brought it home....The girls love riding in the truck....Shelby loves to blow the air horn when I pulled it back into the field and got her out of her carseat the first thing she went for was the air horn....she just kept blasting over and over again...lol....scared the crap outa T the first time she pulled it....He was dumping one of our other Semi's into a grain bin so didn't hear or notice us pull up until shelby blew the horn at him.....Amy loves the option of being able to watch cartoons on the TV in the back of the sleeper when we are driving...she was giggling up a storm in her carseat watching her spongebob video ended up falling asleep about half way home though....which was a good thing she was up a few different times during the night to nurse....no real reason why....and there is no telling her no...she's very opinionated about her nursing....and God help ya if ya try and deny her....cause ya aren't gonna win the argument....LMAO...She cracks me up....if having an attitude doesn't get her way then she's full of hugs and kisses saying "I love you mommy...boobie now??"

    Was kinda sad yesterday....My oldest who is 11 came home from school and asked if instead of going trick or treating on Halloween if she could instead go to a Halloween party at a friends house....I grew up with her friends mother and have complete trust in her So I told her that she could go....But dang my baby is growing up sooo fast....seems like only yesterday it was her first halloween and she was dressed up as a little pink bunny rabbit....For the party she wants to dress up as a pro-skater.....something she is totally into....Hmmm maybe this wk'end we'll hit the skate part. She'll love that....Any way I told her that she dresses like a pro skater every day...she's totally into the big baggy pants and over sized shirts....and is normally found anymore carrying her skateboard around...lol....she said well she could wear her pads and helmet and carry her board and it would just be the coolest...cause her best friend is gonna dress the same....lol....I guess I can atleast look at as me not having to buy her a halloween costume...lol.

    I will be taking the other 5 kidlettes into the small little town I grew up in to go trick-or-treating.....have all of their costumes figured out all ready....Troy is gonna go as a bull rider, taylor is going as a rodeo clown, Casey is going to be a dinosaur, Shelby is gonna be minnie mouse, and Amy is gonna be a precious moments lamb....Very cute!!

    Well thats all for now...gonna run and take a while all the kids are sleepin at once.



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    Those of my friends who I want to know about my Dr.'s appointment I will tell...when I'm ready to discuss it....Right now I'm not ready to disclose it publically....why ppl can't understand that is beyond me.



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    ya know what really irritates me?? When ppl yap at the jaw about things they have to clue what the real issues are about yet they think they aren't being rude!!



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    In the deep dark recesses of my mind is where today I will reside.

    Am having one of those days where ya just sit back and recap all that you can ever remember about your life.....I was talking to my dad early this morning and was telling him about certain things that stand out so vividly in my memory of my childhood....some of the things I remember go back to when I was right around 2 yrs old....All are happy memories of things that my father and I did together.....like when we were headed to the state fair and had to stop because the car was smoking from under the hood....Dad stopped at a gas station and opened the hood to where he discovered that there was an oil leak that had caused a fire on the exhaust manafold....lol....I remember my dad picking me up out of the car and sitting me down on top of one of the big covered garbage cans while he got the fire out and the problem fixed so that we could get back on the road..... I remember my dad taking me on the carosel and even riding on the pink horse cause I thought it was the prettiest one.....I remember holding his hand as we walked through the huge crowds of ppl.....I remember him taking me to the animal nursery so we could see all the little baby animals and spending hours in there so as not to miss anything.....That trip was very special to me...because it was just me and my dad.....My dad has always been my rock....maybe thats why my memories of things we'd done together go so far back to even my earliest childhood....If my children only think 1/2 of the way I feel about my dad about me....Then I've accomplished great things in raising them.....No one will ever come close to having as much of my respect as my father does....He's leaps and bounds above any others.
    I had so many memories that I shared with my Dad this morning....it was a good talk....A sort of cleansing the soul type of talk....and I know where I am today not only because of what I've done on my own...but also because my father took the time and effort to direct me and push me to accomplish things he knew I could......I broke into tears this morning when my dad told me how very proud he is of me......It felt sooo good to hear those words from him again.....even though I hear them often....sometimes a little reassurance can mean sooo much.
    I made plans with my dad to spend sometime at the park with the kids on Saturday...I can't wait....all time spent with my dad is great....He's truly one awesome father and humanbeing....all those who know him are very lucky to have him in their lives.



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    parent teacher conferences this afternoon....will be back to post about them later...I'm outie!!



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    One thing that I hate most in life is socially and morally ireprehensible ppl...T's mother has to come damn close to topping the list of these type of ppl....Her holier then thou better then everyone else attitude makes me want to I can't imagine being so unhappy in your own life that your feel the need to make everyone else around you miserable as well....with the pure hatred and down right disgusting things that she feels is her right to spew from her mouth.....It's these types of ppl who end up the loneliest in the world....because you can only talk smack behind ones back for so long before it comes back to bite you in the ***....and now she really has absolutely no idea what type of wonderful children her youngest grandchildren are because she doesn't even know them......but has it stopped her from being hateful and disrespectful NOPE....is she hurting my children by not being a part of their lives....NOPE....only person she is hurting is herself.....Knowing her own grandchildren and what wonderful, loving, careing children they are is a priviledge....and not one that she deserves....I highly doubt that she could even pick Amy out of a room full of other 2 yr olds...thats how little the woman has even seen her....if I am ever to have another child she will just have to sit back in her hate filled drunken stooper and wonder what that child even looks like....My children nor myself need to be around those type of ppl....They just bring you down....and since that is all they are looking to do I say why give them the satisfaction.....I can find humor in most everything.....I'm very sarcastic and T's mother hates that about me.....she thinks I'm the one who needs help because I can look her straight in the face and mock her behavior and words with a big grin on my face and a hint of giggle in my voice.....I'm the happier the person and I wouldn't want to change shoes with her for all the $$ in the world.....I like me and my very bestest of best friends like me.....what more could anyone ask for.



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    Ooh, Life is bigger
    It's bigger than you
    And you are not me
    The lengths that I will go to
    The distance in your eyes
    Oh no I've said too much, I set it up.

    That's me in the corner
    That's me in the spotlight
    Losing my religion
    Trying to keep a wiev
    And I don't know if I can do it
    Oh no I've said too much
    I haven't said enough
    I thought that I heard you laughing
    I thought that I heard you sing
    I think I thought I saw you try

    Every whisper
    Of every waking hour I'm
    Choosing my confessions
    Trying to keep an eye on you
    Like a hurt lost and blinded fool,
    fool
    Oh no I've said too much, I set it up

    Consider this, consider this
    The hint of the century
    Consider this
    The slip, it brought me
    to my knees, failed
    What if all these fantasies
    Come flailing aground
    Now I've said too much

    I thought that I heard you laughing
    I thought that I heard you sing
    I think I thought I saw you try

    But that was just a dream
    That was just a dream

    That's me in the corner
    That's me in the spotlight
    Losing my religion
    Trying to keep a view
    And I don't know if I can do it
    Oh no I've said too much
    I hadn't said enough
    I thought that I heard you laughing
    I thought that I heard you sing
    I think I thought I saw you try

    But that was just a dream
    To Try, Cry, Fly, Try
    That was just a dream
    Just a dream
    Just a dream, dream



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