Thread: Life in General

I am not the best at journaling, but I am going to give it a try. I have also been very negative lately as well. So I thought this might be a way to work that out. We shall see.

Well I have started on my glucophage yet again. It is kicking my ***. The nausea has set in. It takes everything I can muster to force food down me. Where as before, I did not have a little one to take care of, I now do. So I have to eat something so I have the strength to be here for her. I also have not been sleeping the greatest and I have been so cold!!! I just cannot get warm!

Martha has been such a great baby as of late. She has been napping when she should. Doh she just woke up. I need to go check on her. I will write more lately!

13 April 2005

Well, I am scared. I was reading on the boards today and one of the ladies is afraid she might be miscarring. And it got me thinking. I want to have another child. I want to be pregnant again. But I don't want it to be difficult to concieve. I don't want to miscarry again. I don't know how I will deal with it this time. Last time, it did not even dawn on me that I could miscarry.

The glucophage is beginning to have its side effects on me. I feel horrible and I don't want to eat. I am starting to spot, but my OB/GYN said that I would start to bleed again. Great! Only been bleeding since Easter with the exception of one day.

On a good note, I guess. I might have a teaching position. I don't want to say much more than that, we just have to see how things play out. And it might be a mute point. DH is apply for a job back in Alabama. And I really hope he gets it. It would move us back closer to our family! And closer to our friends!

Well I am off to take a shower before Martha wakes up!