Today was an overall good day. Playgroup this morning was a blast. The kids had fun & Tanner didn't get jealous of me holding another baby, but he was jealous when Nathan played with other kids. LOL
Of course there was more board drama but what else is new. It sucks but what can you do. Thank you Dr. Phil.
Life is good. Mark's birthday is Saturday. I am giving him a composite hockey stick, worth like $300 I get it for free! Sweeeeeeeeeeeet! He is gonna be stoked! I just need to get a card & we will do cake on Sunday & M&D will pay for that so it's all good! He's off all weekend, I guess I have to give him some huh? I'll even shave my legs! LMAO Saturday he doesn't get to sleep in b/c Nathan has practice at 7am! I'll be sleeping! LOL Maybe I'll have breakfast waiting for him when he gets home. I'll have to hide the breakfast stuff but I'll make him his eggs, bacon & homefries and let him relax all day. Maybe we will take the kids to the pool. We'll see.
You know what I have sat by and let you people **** on my head and I can't do it anymore. You go around this board with your private little jokes and blatant member bashing. Who the hell do you think you are that you can just go around here bashing people and saying as you please?? Just who the hell do you think you are? You don't own this site. You have no right to ruin it for others. Everyone is entitled to their opinions and if you don't agree there are ways of dealing with that. DEBATE IT! Don't slam them! If you have issues with someone, LEAVE THEM THE HELL ALONE, ignore them and move on. Act like a grown up. I have tried to be mature about things and in the process have allowed myself to be stepped on and treated badly for never even doing anything wrong. I have never done anything wrong to any of you besides disagreeing with you in a debate. B hates me because I was talking about her off site and she found out about it. Want to know what I said about her? That I was only being friendly with her so that she would not unleash her wrath upon me, looks like I was right. As for K, she broke the trust of many of us who trusted her, then proceeded to bombard the board instead of trying to come to a mature understanding. The others just follow suit. Mob mentality I guess. I also say shame on management for allowing this to continue. If you post a disclaimer then you should bloody well enforce it. Why is it that management will say one thing to me then do something completely different? Tell me they agree with me, bash the ones I am complaining about then do nothing about it? I think that the drive to keep the boards uncensored have in fact ruined it in a way. People are scared to disagree with others b/c they will get bashed, called names and be branded an outcast. I am now done with this. I needed to put these feelings out there and let it be known. I wash my hands of this matter.
I have edited my journal as much as I am willing to. It is interesting how when I do something worng it gets addresses but when others do it gets looked over. Very interesting. Management favorites? Maybe. I will continue to be a meember of this community because I have been to hell and back for my right to be here. If management wants to play sides then so be it. I know that I can no longer turn to them for support. But I will not let someone who is abused in their own life and is therefore miserable come here and abuse me because she feels so little about herself. I am just pissed off that after all is said and done The CC (some of you know what this stands for) can treat people as such and get away scott free. Oh well. I guess that is what management wants this place to be, so be it.
I should be happy. I got my thoughts out in the open. Am I happy now? No. I feel like I have made things worse. I never wanted to be a martyr, I just wanted to help make things better. Does this mean "they" win? No. But neither do I. Is that what I expected? Maybe.
Wow, it has been so long since I have written, not much interesting happening. Had my OB appt. All is terrific
Now about this war bull****. I am so sick of it. I am Anti-war and nothing anyone will say will change my mind. Call me what you will but I am the only person who knows how I feel about things. Also for a site that is so uncensored the whole war thing got shut down awfully quick. Bull **** if you ask me. IMO if you can't handle reading it then don't! I do it all the time. This is a faceless site. say your peace and move on. Don't take personal offence to what others say. I don't know you and I probably don't want to.
"I DO support the American troops, it isn't their fault" - Me
I have decided to hang on to this journal, I was going to just allow it to be deleted but I have grown and learned so much from my experiences here that I want to hang on to it. I can't say for certain that I will keep it up regularly but it is nice to know it's here.