Life.........what is it all for?
Okay so since I will be able to be home more now I will try this again.
I enjoy doing my journal here.
Today has been the worst day ever. You know you have bad days and think "oh, man there could never be anything worse than this" and I mean serious ****.... not just when your boss pisses you off and you can't strangle them because you are thousand miles away, I mean **** that just is unbelievable.
I've realized that we, Mr. Perfect and I, are getting older.... but are we old enough to be dealt the hand we were given today??? I don't know but it surely does suck. I will edit any typos tomorrow. But right now I have had 2 shots out of my own bottle of Petrone and 4 or 5 at the bar. So please forgive me.
This morning we received the news that no parent ever wants to hear. Nobody can even imagine.......and god I pray that I never have to go through this. Our beloved friend, one of the best parents ever, lost his dd in an accident yesterday. What a blow. I picked Em up early today (as we all had our flu shot appointment). When I saw her walking down the hall, book bag in tow, glasses on, I fell to the floor hysterical. I picked her up and fell back down and held her. She said "who died Mommy". I guess she (unlike the other parents at that school) realized mommy wasn't the drunken crack head. I told her. And held her. Hold your kids. You don't know if you will get to tomorrow.