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this is me...

*sigh* Just found out dh may not be back for May. I don't know when he will be back. :cry: He hasn't called much but he tries to email me every day. I should be thankful for that. He is doing ok, but is kinda sick right now. I think it's from that damn smallpox shot. Sad

Krista is eating lunch and Maddie is sitting on my lap. If I put her down she cries. She is soooo spoiled. She is just fine playing with Krista until she sees me. After she sees me that's it, she cries until I pick her up.

It's such a pretty day today. I think I might try to bring the girls to the park. We just went yesterday but they had so much fun! Smile

gonna go feed her now, be back later.

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Well, I was feeling great about my diet and exercise program. (I lost 6lbs so far on it) until I got this in my email from one of my friends ! Ugh!! Nothing like looking at beautiful skinny woment to make you feel so FAT! At least I get to see what I would look like if lost twenty pounds!!! :x
If anyone reads my journal, please vote for Carla! the skinny pretty bitch! UGH!!!! gonna go work out now.....

http://www.maximonline.com/hometown_hotties/voting.html
Subject: Fw: Maxim
> Hey guys sorry for the forward, but my girlfriend Carla is up for maxim
> hometown hottie....(i know) please vote for her!!! CARLA!! Sacramento, CA

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UGH! the airforce sucks sometimes!!!!! They are talking about letting the guys, that just went up there two weeks ago, come back home!!! and making my dh who has been there a lot longer than two weeks, stay until October! They are also not letting my friends dh (who has been up there since Jan.) come back until October! Not to mention all the wives of the guys on dh's crew who are pregnant right now! There are about 4 of them. Some due with their second and some with their first. It's just not fair. They have plenty of people here who aren't doing a damn thing that they could send up there. :evil: :angry5: :angry5: :evil: I am just so angry right now. They kept telling us that the guys would be back for May and like a fool I believed them! I need to learn not to ever listen to the airforce. they keep changing their minds! ugh!!!

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Girls are taking late naps which means it's gonna be hell to get them to go to bed tonight! Oh well, I am used to getting no sleep anyway. :roll:

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I was wrong, it was pretty easy getting the girls to bed...

*Sigh*

another night alone :cry:

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Cleaning up today. My mom and dad are going to be here Friday or Saturday. We have an Easter Egg hunt on Sat. and are going to view dh's plane on MOnday. That's about all I have planned so far. I have no idea what we are going to do for Easter. It's hard when you don't have any family that live around you. My mom and dad are going to be so bored. :roll:
Wish Chris could be here for Easter :cry:

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My god some people are so MEAN :evil: !

Anyway, I don't know what is going on now. First I hear that they won't be back until Oct. NOw I hear that isn't true and they still could be back May first. I am not going to believe anything until I get the call that dh is on the plane on his way back!!!
Another boring night. Most of my friends went home for Easter so I have no one to bullshit with tonight, unless the whine with wine group is on, I hope they are! Lol

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Chris called this morning and it was so good to hear his voice!! He still thinks they will be back soon, no matter what we are hearing down here. He thinks the people over here don't know what they are talking about. I hope he is right! but I am not going to get my hopes up anymore.
Gonna go clean up my house a little more, parents will be here in the morning.
Beth

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good thing I cleaned my house! my parents just called and said they will be here in three hours. They were supposed to come up Saturday not today. ack!
as soon as maddie wakes up we are going outside. the weather was crappy this morning but it's so pretty now.
be back later........

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I am pissed! :evil: My parents are driving me crazy, Chris emailed me and said they are not making any plans to be back any time soon and life just sucks right now. I miss my husband and I want my house back.

My parents are keep telling me what to do just like they did when I lived at home. They aren't leaving until Tuesday or Wednesday!
At least I might get a break one day from the kids. I think they offered to watch them while I go shopping one day.

I want Chris back and I am so sick of seeing everyone else with their husbands! Church is going to be the worst, seeing all of the families together. IT's just not FAIR!

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Chris is sick. Sad He is going back to the doctor for the second time today (I hope)
He sounded so bad when I talked to him yesterday. He called me again with only a few min. on his phone card. Why would you call your wife with only five min on your phone card? makes no sense to me.

parents are still here. I think we are going for a tour of chris's plane today. Hope I can find out something about when they will come home while I am on base.

be back later...

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Well,
Chris says he will be back by May 1st. I am not getting my hopes up though.
He has been fighting with T and I am kinda friends with T 's wife so now things are a littel tense between his wife and I. She thinks Chris was in the wrong and I think T was in the wrong.
Oh well, that's the good thing about mlitary life, you never have to stay in one place too long. When we leave we will never see any of these people again. I can't wait to get out of Ga.

There is a big snake somewhere in my yard :x I saw it's head pop out of a hole, it looked at me then went back in the hole. Of course I screamed for my daddy! lol I don't know what I would have done if I was alone. By the time he got there the snake was gone. Ick! I don't know what to do about it now.

baby is up gotta go...

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I am very tired. Krista decided she wanted to play at three am this morning. Sad
Maddie is finally asleep and my mom just put Krista down.

My parents are leaving in the morning. I really hope Krista lets them sleep all night. They have a long drive back to LA.

Chris still seems to think he will be back soon. I talked to him for a little while today. He is still sick. I hope he gets better before he gets back home I don't want the girls to be sick. I bought tons of stuff for our deck and backyard today. I think we will have a welcome home party when Chris gets home.

ok,really tired.. nite..

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Well Chris is pushing the dates back again. Now he says he should be home by next Tuesday. I bet the airforce will change their minds so I am NOT getting my hopes up yet.

My mom and dad are gone now and the living room is a wreck! Toys are everywhere. I need to clean the house today. I want a maid! lol I hate clenaing! :evil:

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I am amazed at how ignorant some people are on this site. Some people really deserve to have their freedoms taken away just so they can start to appreciate it again.

Anyway, Maddie is crawling!! yeah!! She is really just scooting, but she is doing it on her hands and feet! IT's so funny!!

be back later..

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I quit~ How can you debate with someone who is not educated on the subject being debated? I am so glad I don' t know some of these people in real life.

kids are in bed early!! they are so cute when they are asleep! Smile

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ugh! I am sick! I feel so bad. I hope the girls don't get it but I am sure they will Sad
Maddie must be getting sick too because she slept until 8 this morning! Krista somehow kicked her gate open adn crawled under it. I found her playing in the living room. :roll:
I need to crawl back in bed and sleep for a week but I can't :cry:

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ok, so Chris just called and said he should be back this weekend. Normally I would be jumping up and down but since I am sick and the airforce changes their minds so much I am still not going to get my hopes up until I hear offically that he is on the plane!!!!!!!! but at least he has the orders to come back now!! Biggrin

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HE's not gonna be back this weekend. They are pushing it back again. I knew that would happen. I hate the airforce.

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Do you ever wish you could just reach throught the computer screen and just slap someone? that is how I feel right now. Thanks for proving that Darwin's theory of evolution is wrong, because if it were right you wouldn't be here.

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ugh! we are stuck inside because the weather is so crappy and everyone is sick. Maddie won't play with me Sad she just wants to play with her book. If I try to play with her she pushed my hand away lol, she is getting so big so fast! Krista isn't feeling well and is just sitting here on my lap about to fall asleep. Poor baby. I hope we get over what ever we have soon.

I know I said that I wouldn't get my hopes up about Chris being here Saturday, but really I did. I went out and got a welcome home banner and some other stuff. Now they are saying they might not leave until the end of next week. No one really knows for sure yet. When you get into a routine it is easy to get through each day but I still really really miss him. The hardest part is not having my best friend here to talk to or hold me or play with the girls. I know he is missing them so much.

His grandmother broke her hip and is in the hospital so that's another thing for us to deal with. Also his sister is being a bitch again. I don't know the whole story with that but I'm sure I'll find out from MIL. I don't always get along with MIL but I really feel sorry for her right now. She has to deal with a lot.

Krista fell asleep, poor thing, I'm gonna go put her in her bed.

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So Chris should be back by Monday. I really hope this time it's true!

I need to get out of here and get a little break! The kids are driving me crazy!

Hey Em, I'll be up for some Mexican food and a margarita!! Biggrin

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Girls are sleeping! thank God! They have been extra fussy today. ugh! Dh can't get back fast enough.

Went and picked up all kinds of stuff to welcome him back, I am really expecting him to be here in the morning, so if they don't get back in the morning I am going to be very pissed!

was reading about that damn serial killer, they think he struck again in Alabama. http://www.wafb.com/Global/story.asp?S=1249956
I think he took most of the women from their homes there was only one who wasn't taken from her home. I really think he is stalking them first then waiting until they are alone to strike. I really HATE being here alone. I told dh if the killer comes in my house he'd better be ready for a fight. I have too much to live for.
God I hope they catch him soon. In the mean time I think I might take some defense classes or something. Can you tell I need to quit reading about it because it is freaking me out!! ugh!

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I don't know what I am going to do in the morning! We are supposed to meet an hour before they land and they usually land late. Then we will be bussed to the plane. I don't know how I am going to be able to control my 19 month old and my 7 month old by myself. Ack! Krista will want to run all around and Maddie usually takes a nap at the time we have to meet so she will be fussy. I don't know how I am going to be able to handle both of them on the bus either. This is going to suck. Last time we just met outside and didn't get bussed to the plane. Sad
I hope they are ready to hear my girls fuss because I know they will be doing it. :roll:

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Biggrin Yea!! Chris is back and we have been having a great time. He missed the girls so much. He is back at work right now. They made everyone go back in for a few hours. Sad

I am so gald he is back!!! Biggrin :D Biggrin

The girls are taking a nap, they aren't feeling too good, may have to take them to the doctor in the morning. Sad

Maddie just woke gotta go

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Still here just busy....

We are having a welcome home party for Chris on Saturday and we are so busy getting ready for it.
The girls are all better now and so glad to have their daddy back Smile

I'll try to be back later gotta go clean up.... :x

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I'm back!! Smile

We went to Louisiana for a week and I didn't have much time to post.

We had so much fun! Dh and I went to a concert and just had a blast! We saw the guy that sings Have you forgotten. We even got to meet him! As we were leaving the show dh saw his tour bus and then I saw him!! I made dh come with me and we went up and started talking to him. He was just so nice. Dh told him all about how they played that song before their missions and it helped to motivate them. He talked to us for a while, then a group of girls saw him and started running over so he had to get back on the tour bus Sad

The girls are doing great. Maddie is starting to crawl everywhere! I'm not sure I am ready for her to start crawling and getting into everything :?

Krista is getting so big! She is such a doll.

got to go Maddie needs a nap!! be back later....
Beth

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Sad I am so tired! Maddie didn't want to sleep last night Sad but she sure wants to sleep now!! :cry: :cry: :cry: :cry:
Today is crappy outside too so we can't go to the park. They are going to go crazy being in the house all day. Ugh! not a good day :x

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I am making plans to record this song on my demo, PM me and let me know if you like it Smile
yes it's country Blum 3

Amie Comeaux - The Other Woman lyrics
He may give you diamonds on your birthday
And send you flowers now and then
He may put a new car in your driveway
Take you places you ain't ever been

He'll make you think that you're his one and only
But there's a big surprise in store for you
'Cause that man has an eye for every woman
Except for the one he's married to

You're gonna wish you were still the other woman
You're the one who hears his alibis
And if you think you can keep him home
You got another thing comin'
'Cause there will always be
The other woman

You had best be watchin' every minute
'Cause someday he's gonna cross that line
It's been your game, but I'm about to win it
'Cause now the problems are yours instead of mine

So while you're livin' on all those promises he made you
I'll be havin' all the good times that you'll miss
And the day he don't come home and make love to ya
Is when you'll know he's had enough of wedding bliss

You're gonna wish you were still the other woman
You're the one who hears his alibis
And if you think you can keep him home
You got another thing comin'
'Cause there will always be
The other woman

You're gonna wish you were still the other woman
You're the one who hears his alibis
And if you think you can keep him home
You got another thing comin'
'Cause there will always be
The other woman

And if you think you can keep him home
You got another thing comin'
'Cause there will always be
The other woman
The other woman

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Here is the second song on my demo....

What I Need
(Marv Green)

I know if I just keep my distance
You will see what you are missing
And you will learn that no one can love you like I do
I look involved in conversation
But I'm strugglin' with temptation
So tonight as you walk into the room

What I want is to hold you
Cause my world without you is just another lonely place to be
But what I need is to hold out
Until you have no doubt
There's only one love for you and it's me
So I'll be strong 'til you can believe what I need

My impression of what love is comes and goes like your kisses
It's clear as day when I hold you in my arms
Though I'll admit that you're my weakness
I'm gonna fight these feelings
Until you can promise me your heart

What I need is to hold out
Until you have no doubt
There's only one love for you and it's me
So I'll be strong 'til you can believe what I need
What I need

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Can you tell dh is home today?? Smile
I've had kind of a break from the girls today so I've had more time to post and read and all that good stuff! Smile

Dh is going to some dumb re-enactment tonight thoug :evil: At least he will be back early in the morning. After hearing all the war stories I think he has earned the right to go to this re-enactment lol.... even if it is dumb Blum 3

The girls have been so good today. They are always good for their daddy and little :twisted: for me!
I had to move Maddie to her crib because I kept waking her up at night. Every single time I rolled over she would wake up and cry.
Today was a much better day for her than yesterday. Yesterday she cried and cried in her crib. It took me forever to clam her down and get her to sleep! but today she is much better. She went right off to sleep for all of her naps. Guess she was really tired from last night.

off to the store now, be back later....
Beth

I love my girls!

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My friend just called and wants me to sing back up to this song Silver Springs . I've never heard it before. I think it's classic rock and I don't really listen to that. Dh is laughing at me because I've never heard it. He is a butt.

He is about to leave to go on his little trip Sad
When do I get my vacation??:twisted:

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testing siggy

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My SIL is a total bitch!!! ugh!!!She has a drinking problem, she just got divorced because she was having an affair (her ex still loves her even though he knew about it the whole time and she treated him and continues to treat him like shit!) the guy she was having an affair with just broke it off with her so she is drinking more than ever. She just bought their 2(soon to be 3) year old a play drink mixing machine so she can learn to mix drinks for her. Her ex still loves her and will do what ever she says. He even admitted to having at least 30 people who would testify that she was sleeping in the street because she was so drunk. ugh!!!!!!!!!!!!! I hate her so much. If I ever see her we will get into a huge fight,because I want to kick her ass so bad. Everyone walks on eggshells around her because they are afraid if they piss her off she will take her two year old away from them. She's done it before with MIL, wouldn't let her see the baby for a few months. She uses her own child as a pawn. what a bitch! :evil: :evil: :evil: :evil: :x :x :x

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How can someone who has a degree from MIT, a masters from LSU and who is working on a PHD be so fricking STUPID!!!!

Dh is going to get his ass chewed out in the morning by his boss and he deserves every bit of it. I am so pissed right now it isn't even funny. :x

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Still here just busy. Sad gotta go clean up the house and get to the store. The girls have been driving me up the crazy. ugh! :shock:

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http://www.wafb.com/Global/story.asp?S=1294197

God this makes me sick. I've been following this story since the first murder. His DNA matches the DNA found on the girls. I hope they catch the BASTARD soon.

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The girls took late naps and were so hard to put to sleep! Maddie is finally sleeping and dh is still trying to get Krista to sleep Sad

We are taking a trip to TN next week. It will just be me dh and Krista. My mom is going to come up to keep Maddie. Krista needs some one on one mommy and daddy time. Maddie keeps us so busy we don't have as much time for her as we used to.
My mom also wants one on one time with Maddie. Every time she comes she mostly spends time with Krista while I look after Maddie. Maddie is just so spoiled by me it isn't funny. I felt bad about leaving her here at first but now I really think it will be good for her. I am really looking forward to our trip.
Gonna go take over from dh. Krista still isn't sleeping. He needs a break. Sad
see ya....

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http://www.wafb.com/Global/story.asp?S=1296426
http://www.cnn.com/2003/US/South/05/28/louisiana.killings/index.html

ooooh and dh said don't worry he is far away from here!! Right!!!! We went to a antique mall/ flea market right by where he was living last weekend!!!!!!!!!! Thank God he is off the streets now. It looks like they have the right guy adn if they do a lot of women can sleep eaiser at night now. Esp. around the LSU campus.

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ugh. All alone again! dh has to work until 2:00am!! this sucks so much.
At least the girls are alsleep. Hopefully Maddie will somehow sleep through the night. Keep your fingers, toes and anything else crossed! :?

Gonna go to sleep now, I am so tired. Maddie had me up all last night. Sad

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I am PISSED! So there is a squadron party on Sat. and a band made up of one military wife and some other guys in the squadron is playing. This is the same band that I was supposed to be in but they didn't want me because I was pregnant at the time that they were starting to get the band together. So they got another military wife with no band experience at all to be one of the lead singers..
Later on the military wife asked if I could do back up with her because she couldn't hit some of the notes on a particular song. I said yes, she then calls and says that they need to have a band meeting to see if I can be "let in" This is an hour before practice and she already asked me to come to practice, I already made plans for the girls and was all ready to go.
Well, they never had the band meeting and she never got back to me. But, I've heard though the grape vine that they don't want me because I have kids. WTF?? After that little incident I just said forget it and haven't thought about it until now.
I don't want to hear them play. The flyer said they would be playing all day and signing autographs. WTF? This is the first time they have ever played and they just got a brand new lead singer(male)two weeks ago!!!
They don't play the kind of music I like anyway. It doesn't help that dh got into a fight with her husband. Now all they do is gossip about us!
Ugh!!! I hate their band!! And yes you are right I am so jealous I can't see straight!
:x :x :x :x :x :x :x :x :x :x :x :x :x

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k, the band was ok BUT the lead (girl) singer wasn't too good. I think the sound system wasn't working right or she just wasn't projecting well but I couldn't hear anything she was singing! I felt bad for her. You would think I would be happy that she wasn't that good, but I wasn't. I've sang on stage when the sound sytem sucked and it was the worst I've ever sang. She sounded ok on the parts that I heard. Not the best singer but not bad either.
She looked like she was scared to death. When her husband told her that he couldn't hear her singing someone turned her sound up but it didn't help because they got all this feedback. She just looked like she wanted to die.
We didn't stay the whole time so I hope it got better for her.

Oh well, off to practice for my demo. I'm gonna try to get in the studio in about two weeks.
I need a band!!! :cry: :cry: :cry:

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It's a crapy day.
don't you hate people who pretend to be your friend just because the need something from you?
I really can't wait until we get the hell out of Georgia.

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I'm tired and I can't sleep! dh is working very very late tonight, I'm not sure what time he will be back! :cry:

Everything else is going ok, the girls are doing good. Madeleine is getting so big! Krista is learing new things every day. They are both getting so big. It kinda makes me want another baby!

I've gained back all the weight I lost, so I'm depressed about that, but I"ll loose it again and this time try to keep if off.
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Dh has to work all weekend! This after he been working 12 and 13 hours days all week, and had a night flight! It feels like he is "away" again because we've just been talking through email. By the time he gets home from work we are sleeping and he's been leaving so early in the morning that I've hardly been able to see him! it sucks

baby is up be back later....

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Boring day.
I"m just cleaning up around the house, dh is at work, the baby is taking a nap and Krista is trying to read her book. I've read it to her at least 10 times so I guess she is tired of me reading it and wants to read it her self. Smile
I'm gonna need to get out of the house later. Today is such a pretty day. I hope we can meet dh for lunch or someting.
uh oh, baby woke up, that wasn't a long nap Sad

I need a vacation!! Blum 3

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Well, this weekend was crappy. I have no one to talk to about it and I don't even want to think about it so I'll move on....

Maddie is finally sleeping and dh is putting Krista to bed. Long day! I have no idea what we are going to do this weekend. We were going to go to SC but now I think we are going to TX. It's just a long ass drive from Georgia to Texas :roll: and I'm not sure if I feel like taking the girls on such a long trip.
I'll talk to dh and see if we can just stay here or go to Savannah like last year.... Blum 3

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I am really scared of some people! :shock: Someone sent me this link http://www.kcm.org/ I called dh in to listen to one of the video links on the page and Krista came in with him. After about a min. he took Krista out and said she isn't listening to that crap.
I am Catholic, I go to church, I believe in God and I think all this stuff about HP is bullshit. Read up on the difference between reality and fantasy. IF you child can't tell the difference then you have bigger things to worry about than some book.
Oh and I just love the little part about if children are reading a book that thick, it must be the work of the devil :evil: :roll: :roll: :roll: :roll:

.................as I said before you people scare me.

Off to read the second Harry Potter book. Oh no!! looks like the devil sucked another one in! :roll:

oh and FYI, J. K. Rowling is a woman, not a man

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Started going to my kickboxing/fat burning classes again and now I'm sore! :cry: I am going to try to go to four a week but with dh leaving again I don't know how long that will last. I always start a workout routine but never get to finish it. Something always comes up, or I just quit. I am really trying to stick to it this time.

The girls are watching Blues Clues then we are going outside because the sun is finally out! My MIL got us a Disney Princess pool so I might put the girls in that and get some sun. I am so pale right now! I miss the days when I was lifeguarding!! That was teh BEST job! All had to do was sit in the sun and tan(and blow the whistle at little kids who were running)nothing ever happend there. It was a really small pool. ugh! I miss it!! Sad

They are getting so big! I can't believe that Krista is three months away from being 2 and Maddie is three months away from being 1!! :shock:

Be back later....

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You know, not one thread in particular, but a few on this site (on different boards) really really really pisses me off. Some people on here are very close minded and must have very sad and pathetic lives.

Anyway,
dh will be leaving for a while so I'm on my own again. He also might be deployed soon, so I guess i need to prepare myself for that as well.
Krista is trying to push the tent over on Maddie :roll: be back later....

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