Thread: this is me...

*sigh* Just found out dh may not be back for May. I don't know when he will be back. He hasn't called much but he tries to email me every day. I should be thankful for that. He is doing ok, but is kinda sick right now. I think it's from that damn smallpox shot.

Krista is eating lunch and Maddie is sitting on my lap. If I put her down she cries. She is soooo spoiled. She is just fine playing with Krista until she sees me. After she sees me that's it, she cries until I pick her up.

It's such a pretty day today. I think I might try to bring the girls to the park. We just went yesterday but they had so much fun!

gonna go feed her now, be back later.

Well, I was feeling great about my diet and exercise program. (I lost 6lbs so far on it) until I got this in my email from one of my friends ! Ugh!! Nothing like looking at beautiful skinny woment to make you feel so FAT! At least I get to see what I would look like if lost twenty pounds!!!
If anyone reads my journal, please vote for Carla! the skinny pretty *****! UGH!!!! gonna go work out now.....

http://www.maximonline.com/hometown_hotties/voting.html
Subject: Fw: Maxim
> Hey guys sorry for the forward, but my girlfriend Carla is up for maxim
> hometown hottie....(i know) please vote for her!!! CARLA!! Sacramento, CA

UGH! the airforce sucks sometimes!!!!! They are talking about letting the guys, that just went up there two weeks ago, come back home!!! and making my dh who has been there a lot longer than two weeks, stay until October! They are also not letting my friends dh (who has been up there since Jan.) come back until October! Not to mention all the wives of the guys on dh's crew who are pregnant right now! There are about 4 of them. Some due with their second and some with their first. It's just not fair. They have plenty of people here who aren't doing a damn thing that they could send up there. I am just so angry right now. They kept telling us that the guys would be back for May and like a fool I believed them! I need to learn not to ever listen to the airforce. they keep changing their minds! ugh!!!

Girls are taking late naps which means it's gonna be hell to get them to go to bed tonight! Oh well, I am used to getting no sleep anyway.

I was wrong, it was pretty easy getting the girls to bed...

*Sigh*

another night alone

Cleaning up today. My mom and dad are going to be here Friday or Saturday. We have an Easter Egg hunt on Sat. and are going to view dh's plane on MOnday. That's about all I have planned so far. I have no idea what we are going to do for Easter. It's hard when you don't have any family that live around you. My mom and dad are going to be so bored.
Wish Chris could be here for Easter

My god some people are so MEAN !

Anyway, I don't know what is going on now. First I hear that they won't be back until Oct. NOw I hear that isn't true and they still could be back May first. I am not going to believe anything until I get the call that dh is on the plane on his way back!!!
Another boring night. Most of my friends went home for Easter so I have no one to bull**** with tonight, unless the whine with wine group is on, I hope they are!

Chris called this morning and it was so good to hear his voice!! He still thinks they will be back soon, no matter what we are hearing down here. He thinks the people over here don't know what they are talking about. I hope he is right! but I am not going to get my hopes up anymore.
Gonna go clean up my house a little more, parents will be here in the morning.
Beth

good thing I cleaned my house! my parents just called and said they will be here in three hours. They were supposed to come up Saturday not today. ack!
as soon as maddie wakes up we are going outside. the weather was crappy this morning but it's so pretty now.
be back later........

I am pissed! My parents are driving me crazy, Chris emailed me and said they are not making any plans to be back any time soon and life just sucks right now. I miss my husband and I want my house back.

My parents are keep telling me what to do just like they did when I lived at home. They aren't leaving until Tuesday or Wednesday!
At least I might get a break one day from the kids. I think they offered to watch them while I go shopping one day.

I want Chris back and I am so sick of seeing everyone else with their husbands! Church is going to be the worst, seeing all of the families together. IT's just not FAIR!