December 8, 2011
The pressure is becoming overwhelming, and I don't know how much longer I can resist baby fever!?! I have thought of nothing for the past two weeks except TTC. I know now is not the right time, but I can't help it. To be honest, it all started because I missed a few birth control pills, and I thought for sure we'd had an oops. I had all of the common early pregnancy symptoms, and truth be told, I got my hopes up. I know my husband isn't ready yet, and financially, we're so not ready, but I. cannot. help. it.
I've decided to start this journal as a way to cope with my baby fever. It will also give me an opportunity to write down and document the daily happenings in my hectic life I'm currently the mama of three wild, rambunctious kids, and they make me so happy. Sure, at times, I want to run and hide, but they're the light of my world and I cannot imagine my life without them. That's all for now, but here's a ticker to keep me on track.