Thread: My journey to a new career.

Well, had an interesting session on the 5th June.

I did a PLR session on *M*. As per normal did three regressions, he went fairly easily, although afterwards he did point out a few flaws in my script. I am writing up a whole new one though so it's not really an issue anymore.

The first life we went through he said he could see a ships masts and that he was a man, He said it was a sunny day and that the sails were down. He said he was a "Bowson"??? It may be spelt differently but that's what it sounded like he said. When out of trance he said he'd never heard such a word and didn't know what it was, so that's a bit confusing. He said he was 28 years old and the year was 1642. He said he had a wife and children at home. When asked where he was sailing from he said he didn't know, and they had basically put sails down to try and work out where they were and that they were trying to chart the "waters" properly. He said he was originally from the South coast of England because there was lots of work on the docks there, and it was good money, even if it was hard work. He said it was a nice day, fluffy clouds, sun shining, calm water. He also said the ship wasn't privately owned, it was from His Majesty's fleet.

The second life he said he could see the sun on the horizon first of all, and there were lots of planes. He said he was male, aged 19, he didn't know his name but he said it began with M. He said he was flying to the Far East and he was flying a fighter plane and that he was at war with the "bloody Japs". He spoke a bit about the plane in particular saying "planes are more menuverable". He said he was originally from Canada and that he was engaged to a girl called Carolyn. He said "everyone always calls her Caraline, but it's Carolyn". On the war effort he said "they'll never get me!" "they couldn't shoot me down if I was right in front of them!".

On the third regression he said he could see a windmill surrounded by people harvesting. He said he was a woman in her mid 40s called "Evie". He didn't really say much about her just that her husband was a labourer and that she was helping with the harvest. That she liked harvesting as everyone worked together. She said they had 2 boys and they lived in Kent in the South of England. About 20miles from London and that she'd been there and it was very crowded and that she wouldn't want to live there.

Afterwards *M* was convinced he could hpnotise me so I told him to go ahead as I was convinced he couldn't. He went through the induction and the deepner with no problems at all. If anything I was trying not to giggle. Then we got to the beginning of the PLR parts and zonk! I was gone! I remember NOTHING from the staircase to the minute he told me to nod my head when I saw a picture I didn't recognise! And although I felt awake I had no idea what I was doing or saying and I felt almost like it was involuntary! Very kewl! He regressed me 3 times as per normal. I was surprised as I know a few of my past lives and I didn't talk about any of those!

But anyway on my first regression I said I was a huge fat man, I laughed at myself because I couldn't even fit my hand round my wrist. It was really strange because all of a sudden I felt really HUGE! Anyway, I was a man called David, aged 32. I said I was tied to a chair in a dark and damp room, which I thought was a cellar. I said my legs felt funny almost as if they weren't there anymore. I said I'd been accussed of something, I wasn't sure what, but that I hadn't done whatever it was. I said the year was 1782 the day September 14th. I said I was in London, although I wasn't from London - I'd just been brought here. I said I was going to die, and I knew it. For a split second I just knew my time was almost over. He asked me why I thought I was going to die and I said because they needed someone to blame and I'd been in the wrong place at the wrong time.

The second life I said I was a young girl standing on a hill looking out across hills and fields. I said my name was Mary and I was 7 years old. I said the year was 165? and it was Spring time, which strangely I said was the beginning of the year???? I said I had a Mother and Father and 2 brothers who were both older... Jonathon by 3 years and William by 4 years. I said I'd wandered too far away from home and I wasn't suposed to be whereever I was. I said it was a nice warm day but I my head felt cold and I felt shivery. Other then that I just said I was wearing a dirty brown dress.

On my third regression I said I was sat in a "public house" in London watching the women. I said it was 18?? and that I was a man called Robert aged 22. I said I was supposed to be at work but had come here and had too much to drink. I remember a fight broke out across the bar from me and at first I wasn't too bothered but suddenly it seemed like the fight had come to close to me. The next thing I knew was someone had fallen into me and knocked me almost to the ground and when I looked down at myself I had a knife coming out my side and my blood was pouring onto the floor and I actually remember wondering how that'd got there!!!! LOL But knowing that I was going to die at the same time...

Very strange. Very interesting though!

Have almost sorted out my insurance, just waiting for the stuff in the post!

Love,

Sarah-Jean

Sigh

Got so much paperwork to do today as I've been putting it off for ages...

Got that bloody CBR thingie to refill in and send off to NHSP... Really HAVE to do that...
Got a form I have to fill in and send off with £50 for the HCA Training Course as well today.

Then there's the Hypnotherapist stuff...

For the Hypnotherapy Society I have a membership form to become a Associate (with upgrade option to Licentiate (LHS) in one year) to fill in and send off with £40.
I also have my Insurance forms to fill in and send off for Public Liability, Product Liability, Professional Indemnity and Libel or Slander cover to £2,000,000... Which is gonna cost me £41 for cover until December.

For the General Hypnotherapy Register I have a membership form to become a member (not sure at what level though) to fill in and send off with £70 fee plus £15 for the certificate...

For the National Council of Hypnotherapists I have an "exam" to complete, plus a membership form to fill in and £65/£70 fee depending how I plan to pay them...

I don't have ANY money at all... And now I have to somehow find £281 at the least.... ****. I'm screwed....

I also need to register my new business and stuff as well plus set up accounts and websites etc etc... I had no idea this'd be so expensive... Well I did, but I didn't realise I'd need to pay it all out in one go....

****e....

Sarah-Jean

God forbid I should get some support from him on all of this. But as time goes on it's becoming more and more obvious that he is only "in it" at all for the money.

Oh well, at least I have my Mum and my friends.

Why the **** is he being so damned difficult. If it was something he wanted to do we'd have done it by now, no matter about the cost or time needed.

But no, we're going to **** about for weeks just on the insurance. So I have clients waiting who want sessions ASAP but nooooo.... Cos he says so they'll have to wait for weeks until they give up and go elsewhere. IF they haven't already.

I am so sick and tired of this. I'll be so happy when I no longer have to rely on someone to help me with this stuff... At least then I can do what I want, how I want without forever having the false promise of help that I desperately need. I'll be my own person. I mean, that was the reason I've done all this, so I can be my own person rather then having to depend on people who try to control my life.

I'd better go. Am ranting and raving and am on the verge of saying things that'll a/. make me look very unprofessional and b/. be thrown back in my face when this is read.

Love,

Sarah-Jean

Well, I have now sent off my payment for my Insurance, effective as of June 1st! So as soon as they recieve the payment and process it I can work! Yippee!

I also applied for and paid for my membership to the Hynpotherapy Society as well today.

I also got my website re-registered after I got rid of it cos I coudn't afford it and had no reason to have it... I now have http://www.sarahhosier.com back, although there's nothing on it yet and won't be until I have a few spare moment to see to it!

I am going to send a letter out to every Gym with a spa in the area offering my "services" as an alternative therapist. I am also going to hire a hall and start doing weekly group relaxation sessions for £10-£15 per person.

I am just working out my price list now, have got a few clients to get in touch with and book appointments with and then hey presto! I'm off.

I also have a group PLR session to do sometime in July which I'm a bit nervous about. Relaxation is one thing, Smoking Cessation is another thing... But PLR? I have never heard of group PLR sessions before, so am going to write up my own special script for it and prey it works! It will work though. I know it will. I am a natural when it comes to PLR!

Anyway, I guess I'd better be off and get things sorted out!

Love,

Sarah-Jean

Woohoo!!! My insurance certificate came today. Plus the details of my membership as an Associate of the Hypnotherapy Society. Also found out they have a seminar going on in October. It's £170 but they have a guest speaker going that I particularly want to see/hear - a Mr. John Butler, "an expert in the art of hypno-anaesthesia for surgical procedures"...

Due to some sad family news as well today I am making a script for Cancer patients at the moment.

This means I have to call that client who wanted a PLR session for her and her sister.

I worked on my new website yesterday as well, which is coming along nicely... I have two designs... One is fairly professional looking and the other is slightly more out there. I can't decide which to use but I think I'll go for professional in the end.

I also have to improve my PLR scripts... I want to take people deeper and I need to also spend more time on the actual deepners etc... Especially as I have a group PLR coming up soon... Eek! There's going to be about 9 people there...

Better get on...

Sarah-Jean

I've got my first paying client coming today at 4pm... I'm a bit surprised actually as I had no warning whatsoever. Infact I spoke to her at the weekend and she said she'd call me back yesterday to arrange an appointment today, but she didn't so I figured she'd decided against it. Then at 7:55am I got a call from her asking what time I could "fit" her in..



It's all a bit last minute seeing as she wants it done at our house... The place is a tip, I have no babysitter, I haven't had a chance to really sort my script out with the new improvements.... Argh!!!! I won't have time to spruce myself up any because I'll be so busy trying to sort the rest of it out.

I'm soooo nervous... I want to be able to take her deeper and I have faith in my new script (which I haven't even finished writing!) but I haven't had a chance to test run it yet... What if it doesn't work??? What if I take her too deep and she has a abreaction?

No. She wont. The script will work. And it'll go smoothly...

Fingers crossed eh!

And damn! It's not even cash - she's paying with cheque... Damn, damn, damn!

Love,

Sarah-Jean

Argh! Session from Hell!!!!

She came at 4:30pm after I asked her to put it off by 30mins so I could get the kids to a babysitter. We got started, although we only just found out she doesn't have a VCR so I had to put the session onto a DV/Digital tape and will give it to her as a CD tomorrow.

Anyway, she went under fairly easily and quickly. We regressed *E* to the first life she found where she saw a man with a 50s style haircut who she thought was in his early 30s. He was smiling at her, and she was a woman in her late 20s with a flowery skirt on. They were in the countryside (she didn't know where) and were walking hand in hand... Both ecstatically happy.

Anyway we tried to move onto the next one but she must have put a mental block up because she was enjoying the first one so much, and after that she just couldn't find any others.

I tried several different methods but they just didn't work against this block, and my thoughts are that the next life she was to see would not have been very pleasant so not only was she clinging to this lovely life she'd just seen were she was very much in love and happy, but she was blocking out this nasty one she was about to see...

She did however come out easily and wake up... She said how relaxed and wonderful she felt, and how she could still see this man when she closed her eyes, and she felt like she knew him. Paid her money by cheque, said she'd tell her friend how good it was and inclinated that she'd be back to work through this block to see if she could find anything more.

So not too bad considering it was my first fully paying client. But damn hard work!

Love,

Sarah-Jean

Well not much has really happened recently.

I sent off a cheque special delivery to NHSP for my training course, I sent off my CBR forms as well.

I was supposed to go to my interview at the college yesterday for that Access course but I decided not to. There's no point spending £400 on a course that I am not 100% sure I want to take.

I am going to make up a load of business cards and start distributing them. I also need to make up some business cards specifically for PLR as my Mum said her clients would probably be interested in that kind of thing.

Love,

Sarah-Jean

Argh! My training starts on Monday... I am so nervous!!!! It'll be fine though, because I know this HCA stuff will be OK.

I have no idea what to wear though. And no idea what I'm supposed to take. I have no idea what the best route to Oxford is either from here or how long it'll take. They sent me a load of paperwork, which doesn't look like it's for me, so I assume I'm supposed to take that.

You'd have thought they'd have told me something about this all... Grrrr....

Getting nervous now.... Very nervous. I need to look presentable, smart but fashionable... What am I going to wear? I don't have any plain black trousers. I don't have any plain black shoes. I don't have any nice tops. I'm screwed.

Argh!

Well, last night I was so nervous that I didn't get to sleep until between 1-2am... I stayed up watching Day After Tomorrow, then UKGold... Even saw to Raistlin when he woke up and took him with me for a cuddle.

Woke up around 5am this morning, pretended I was sleeping until around 6:30am when I figured I couldn't stay asleep for any longer and got up and had a bath. Put on the most presentable clothes I could find and headed off to Oxford at 7:30am.

Got lost on the way which was stressful, but got there in plenty of time so not too bad!

The morning was OK, we did a lot of talking about the role and working in groups. I am one in a group of 16. Five of whom don't speak English, a few of whom don't seem interested, 4/5 of whom are teenagers looking for "extra money for the summer"... All in all, there's only a few of us who are seriousely interested.

Having said that though it was good fun, a good laugh and I felt really confident, making friends easily, talking to people and the group as a whole and being fairly outspoken (cracking jokes etc), which is unusual for me as I'm normally really shy in these situations.

The afternoon we again split into two groups... Our group had a demonstration for bed bathing patients. We had to partner up and "wash" each others hands and arms and were shown how to do the more "intimate" area's (without obviousely doing them there and then!)... Our group then went on to learning how to make hospital beds up, which was amusing seeing as I never really make beds and when I do I use the fitted sheets! LOL... Anyway, I seemed to do it alright and am going to practice a bit this week if I can find a suitable sheet. We also learnt how to change the beds two different ways whilst the patient was still lying in it.

All in all a good day.

I'm not supposed to be going tomorrow as MKGH have decided they no longer recognise the training they're doing tomorrow and now require all applicants to do an extra two days instead, but I asked if I could go along anyway seeing as I've got a free day and all that! They had to go and ask as they thought maybe the space had been given out to someone else but the bloke doing tomorrow said he was happy for me to go along too!

We also had to write down our preferances for the 2 unpaid shifts we have to work - I had a choice of doing Surgical, Medical, Orthopeadics, Mental Health or Old People... I chose Medical although I did make sure that at a later date I could choose to change to Surgical - the others I'm not remotely interested in. I am the only person in my group from Milton Keynes, and the only one going to be working at Milton Keynes... Everyone else is from Oxford, working in the hospitals in Oxford.

I am now absolutely shattered, my legs ache, my head hurts and I feel very stressed out!!! LOL

Can't wait for tomorrow!!!!

Sarah-Jean