Well, I have been telling myself for awhile now that I should start this General Journal. I have one of Liam & my TTC one. Thing is, I don't have one for ME.
My name is Diane & I am 25. I got married in '99, but James & I haven't been together for a year & a half. We have a DS, Liam who will be three October 11th. We did try hard to work things out a few times, but we never could really get along after I came home in 2001 for my surgery :cry: .
Sometimes we still talk, aside from Liam issues, but we usually just end up fighting big time. I've been seeing someone that I care alot about since the beginning of January. Up until about a week ago things were great. For the past little while, my job was in the way. We never got to see each other (I worked 6 nights a week). One of my so called friends from work was drunk one night on shift while I wasn't working, & he was there & she proceeded to tell him a whole bunch of stuff about me...some true & some exaggerated.
Anyhow, she didn't want to go home after her shift, she had gotten him mad as hell at me & so a whole bunch of staff & friends went to his place at like 6am. He called me up & told me he wanted to end it.
He called me back the following day & we talked a bit and he said that he still loves me and such. We talk every day & manage to see each other when we can since then. I told my work (OK, I work in a "Gentlemen's Club"~~~AT THE DOOR !!!) that I needed to cut my shifts back to either part time or just on call. It was really stressing me out in many ways. Plus, I am trying to go back to school for September.
Now we are kinda in a jam. The end of February, we had a mc (we are pretty sure of it) & now dispite all the problems we are going through, my AF should have been here yesterday morning (April 19th). He knows I am late but we are going to wait until the 24th, when I see my family Dr. for a test. I know that I have been VERY stressed lately & that is pretty much what I am thinking is going on.
Here are some of my signs that I could be PG~*~
Moodiness (cry for no reason)
BUT~this could be due to stress or just a late AF...
Hummm, but I will let you know each day if I get AF or not & then what happens on the 24th.
Thanks for reading if you've gotten this far!!