So about me...I am in college right now. Done in October. I just started dating one of my best friends, Mike, on July 11, 2006. Before that we had been friends...it is coming up on a year now actually...Well..somehow we ended up getting together...He has always liked me but I only wanted to be friends with him. Turned out different lol. My best friend has now decided to basically leave me because of my choice to be with him. It is upsetting but I guess thats how it goes. Hopefully things will work out as she has been my best friend for 12 years. Just when I thought I would never find anyone, I found him. We had sex for the first time on July 6...I was very uncomfortable for a couple days afterwards but then it wasnt so bad...I got my period the day after though so we werent intimate for that period of time...well...After I got off my period...a couple days after...we had sex again and we use the pull and pray method because well he doesnt believe in condoms and I just dont take birth control or anything. It works but anyway we had sex and I accidentally got up in the pitch black, moved forward a bit, and sat right in it. I jumped up right away but still an ample amount could have gone in. This is some of the drama in my life right now but its not drama to me, just everyone else. Its hard to explain...I am just wondering now if I got pregnant. It would be a really bad thing right now because we are all poor as can be in the apartment...I am due to get my period on the 7th and I hope it comes...I wouldnt mind having a baby at all right now and neither would he but money is the issue. We are planning on getting married in may of 2007 hopefully. I hope everything works out right now but we both have horrible luck so it probably wont...lol I just needed to vent so I decided to make my very own journal. Ahh...I feel better.