I am starting a journal so I have a place to go and vent without being judged.
Well today has brought me ot the point I am just going to go and hide under a rock and never come out again. I hate the advice that people give. When one person says something everyone is like oh lol. But when I say it they balk at me. I cant stand that. I wish my hormones would go away. Grrr. I guess according to everyone Im not ready for a baby. Sorry for being so emotional and having dealt with so much. Ahhhh. Stop this insanity.
So after talking it over with myself a cigarette sounds quite nice. Note to self dont talk to anyone except to say congrats or im sorry. You will get blasted because of it.
I forgot to add that you are not supposed ot have bad days and think bad thoughts about your relationship. Stress is not for humans. Your relationship is supposed to be perfect. Stupid Stupid Stupid me. (hits head on door)