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    well looks as if we will be moving soon .. its not really that bad. i found a few apartments .. i hate apartments lol . weve been in a house so long i dont know how its going to be going backwards.

    i cant really do this right now nikks up and floating around

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    by mid june i will be free of mal. i smile when i say that lol i cant wait to just be a person again

    of course ill be the alex nik and lorys mom person, but i dont mind that at all. i dont want to go out and act foolish or anything but i o want to have that option .. i mean i cant do anything right now, i havent been able to do anything for the last 5 years and im ready to make my choices for myself.

    and tomorrow is friday .. and ya know what that means! J will be back .. at least for the day but then hes off to alabama .. with a banjo on his knee? hes my friend .. my very good friend .. theres no sex involved .. so everone can now stop wondering. we just have a lot in common and i like talking to him .. plus hes really nice .. and it doesnt bother me a bit that hes ****in hot bwahahahahahaha

    we are going to date though .. eventually .. when im ready to really do that sort of thing.

    his son is a few months older then alex .. so i think thats going to be good. alex likes making new friends .. and they both have this speech thing going on so i wont feel like the ****ty mom at the park .. you have to be in the situation to really know,.

    ok so michelle broke up with her dude so i need to focus on her for a little bit .. listern to her talk about this blow hard is so great .. hes just like mal though .. i just want to shake the piss out of her

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    So many people are reading .. i hope yall arent enjoying it .. thats my only thought .. if you are, youre pretty ****ed in your head.

    anyway playtex makes pacifiers for breast fed babies, the nipples are shaped like nipples. i didnt want to use a pacifier, but my nipples are getting really sore again because the latch is bad. and a lot of the time she is not on to nurse just to suck .. so i bought a pack of the playtex comfort flex. i gave it to her and she was sucking on it for about 15 minutes then i decided to feed, for the first time on my own i got a painless latch she nursed for about 35 minutes and was happy.

    she slept all night last night .. from about 10 pm til 7 am .. then she nursed and i still had to pump because i had so much milk .. thats a long time to not nurse let me tell ya i had some tightly stuffed ducts lol

    so thats my exciting post for the day

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    If I could tell the world just one thing
    It would be that we're all OK
    And not to worry 'cause worry is wasteful
    And useless in times like these
    I won't be made useless
    I won't be idle with despair
    I will gather myself around my faith
    For light does the darkness most fear
    My hands are small, I know
    But they're not yours, they are my own
    But they're not yours, they are my own
    And I am never broken
    Poverty stole your golden shoes
    It didn't steal your laughter
    And heartache came to visit me
    But I knew it wasn't ever after
    We'll fight, not out of spite
    For someone must stand up for what's right
    'Cause where there's a man who has no voice
    There ours shall go singing
    My hands are small I know
    But they're not yours, they are my own
    But they're not yours, they are my own
    I am never broken
    In the end only kindness matters
    In the end only kindness matters
    I will get down on my knees, and I will pray
    I will get down on my knees, and I will pray
    I will get down on my knees, and I will pray
    My hands are small I know
    But they're not yours, they are my own
    But they're not yours, they are my own
    And I am never broken
    My hands are small I know
    But they're not yours, they are my own
    But they're not yours, they are my own
    And I am never broken
    We are never broken
    We are God's eyes
    God's hands
    God's mind
    We are God's eyes
    God's hands
    God's heart
    We are God's eyes
    God's hands
    God's eyes
    We are God's hands
    We are God's hands

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    Default The Kids May 19, 2004
















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    im getting so excited about moving. not that i want to be divorced and so on but i want to finally know what its like to live on my own. ive never done that, ive always lived with someone .. my mom, mal, my auntie .. but finally its going to be me! of course the kids will be there but thats ok.

  7. #57
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    i am so glad that so many people have been supportive and help me through the last 5 weeks with all the breast feeding stuff .. and to sit there and listen to me whine about the sore nipples. but now i really dont know if iwant to keep doing it. i cant really explain what happened because it was sent to me though private message and you know mo has rules about not posting those things

    i guess i knew there were people that would shame me for breast feeding, that pretty much kept me from doing it with my first 2.

    i didnt mean to bother anyone, i made sure my nipple wasnt showing and i kept out as much of the boob as i could. i wont be sharing again thats for sure.

    i think ill just keep it to myself, cant offend anyone this way. thanks to everyone thats been supportive to me though this

  8. #58
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    Default ive learned a few things

    on this site breast feeding is no longer supported. sure it maybe by a few members, but it is not supported by the admin.

    case and point? breast feeding my child was compared to someones PUBIC HAIR AND *** CHEEKS .. no big by admin

    so i compared those pubic hair and *** cheeks to my boob AND I WAS THE BAD ONE!

    no one can deny that fact .. i have it all in email pm and message archive .. not that i can send pms .. they were turned off due to my comparing

    i remember a time when breast feeding was a big deal and the site was very pro breastfeeding .. but not anymore .. ive been a member here for 2 years and finally i do something that the site did support and they stop.

    well ya know what i will never stop defending my choice to breast feed and i will never sit back and let anybody compare feeding my child to something so vile as pubic hair or a nut sac or a ball of **** or anything that it most certainly is not. and if that means that i wont be permitted to send pms, or i wont be permitted to be a member of this site THEN SO BE IT!

    MY CHILDREN AND MY PARENTING CHOICES ARE MORE IMPORTANT THEN YOUR POS OPINION ANYWAY.



    CAN YOU SEE IT NOW? GOOD!

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    if anyone needs to reach me i can be emailed at mommysweet98@sbcglobal.net

    do not send attachments i will delete the email without reading all together

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