Tuesday, September 4th 2007
Still pregnant! It still hasn't sunk in yet. I wasn't sick until 6 weeks with Will and Joseph, so I'm still waiting for the m/s to kick in. With both pregnancies, I struggled to eat during pregnancy and then gain a ton of weight AFTER I deliver. I'm still 50 lbs up (YES FIFTY) from Joseph's birth. But I reserve the right to still have baby weight, it was 7 months ago and a very difficult situation, so eating was my coping mechanism. I'm sad though that I'll be ashamed of my belly, and not want to take pictures. After the huge fluid issues I had with Joseph, my stomach is a mess. Tons and tons of stretch marks. Saggy baggy skin. It's just gross. I want a cute pregnant stomach I can show off. Now I'll just have to have another another baby, just so I can do that. It's really vain, isn't it?