My new journal.
Mmmm, will have to get used to writing here. Never had a journal before. Should be interesting.....
It's just after midnight and I am bored so I thought I'd start one. If I ramble it's because I've had too much caffeine!
I'm going to sleep now. Will post more tomorrow.
Another day another entry.
The weather here is so hot at the moment, gives new meaning to hell on earth. Thank goodness today is a little cooler than yesterday.
AF is finally over. I'm starting to consider going on a mini Pill or something, this 1 to 2 week long blood flow is getting me down. My mood swings are worse now with the IUD than they were when I wasn't taking anything! At least now dh and I can get some action!
Anyone reading this feel free to give advice! About the Pill and IUD situation of course!
Oh well, back to the grindstone. I have tons of work to get done with the kiddies sleep so off to work I go.
Been battling to get online most days. Last week was a bit of a disaster. The weekend was better but I had so little time to write anything.
Today's my 7th anniversary. Can't believe we have known each other for 16 years!
We were supposed to celebrate on Saturday night with dinner reservations but they had to be cancelled - I'm not impressed! Now he wants to make up for that and maybe take me out tonight for dinner. Mmmm will have to think on that one....OKAY!
Two weeks to go until sil and bil come to visit from Australia. It's going to be a great 2-month visit. We haven't seen each other since January 2002.
In the middle of April I'm supposed to vote in the general elections. I have no idea who to vote for. All the political parties standing for election have only proven that they are corrupt and out for whatever they can take from this country. I've yet to see one candidate that I like enough to vote for. If only Nelson was younger. I'd vote for him in a heartbeat. No-one compares to him.
Summer is still blazing down on us. It's currently 104F and getting hotter. No sign of cool weather in sight for days!
The kids are doing great. Still battling to get dd down at night on her own. She refuses to fall asleep in her crib. I have to rock her to sleep in my arms and then try and put her down without waking her. Gonna try some CIO next week.
Ds's almost fully potty trained as well. So glad we got him out of diapers during the day. It's just the night-time diaper now to get rid of.
Oh wow! Dh really surprised me! The restaurant I'd booked for dinner was soo busy that I could only rebook for the 1st of May but Dh managed to get us in last night! He really surprised me! We had such a great time!
Anyone interested in it - www.moyo.co.za - if anyone is ever in Cape Town please book! It's the ultimate African food experience! It's an open air restaurant that caters mainly for tourists, serves mainly North African dishes. Gorgeous!!!!
Gotta busy week ahead of me so I won't be online much and besides, my computer is still giving problems. Wish my ISP would get off their butts and actually fix the problem!
It's not as if I don't have work to do either!!!
Looks like my computer problems are over, for now.
The Debate board is boring. Just had a look over it and nothing interests me at the moment. Must be premenstrual. I'm actually longing for the day when everyone decides to debate properly, not like someone was attacking them for their lifestyles. Jeez!
Maybe I'm in this mood because my parents came round this morning for a visit. I hate my parents, really. No, it would be great to hate them. I should rather just say I feel less than nothing for them except huge amounts of constant irritation.
Dh says I should at least try and spend time with them even if it's for the sake of our two kids but I don't even want to make the effort these days. I avoid them at all costs and you'd think they would get the message seeing as how I never visit them.
My mom keeps moaning that I never let her babysit for us if we go out. How the heck can I after all the crap they've pulled the last 3 years?!? AGH! AGH! AGH! AGH! They are really getting to me today!
Definately premenstrual! Mood swings, irritation at everything and everyone, backache.
I've started an exercise routine. DS keeps me company and tries his best to do them too! Too funny. I have about 25kg to lose. I am fat. I like food, it's better than sex.
I heard yesterday that someone I know is going to have a baby boy, she's due in September.
Made me so sad I cried. I miss my baby.
It just doesn't get any better. SIL is here for 2 months. She's pregnant again, kept it a secret surprise for us. She's also due end September. Man what is it about September this year??? So far 4 women I know are due then!
I so badly want another baby.
I changed the name of my journal. It's a nut house at the best of times.
AF showed up the *****!
Saturday when we went to fetch sil and family at the airport, we lost ds. One minute he was there, the next he was gone! There were 7 adults, he was with one and still managed to slip away. My heart stopped beating and all I could think of was that my baby was dead. Thank GOD someone had stopped him from running in front of the cars coming in to collect ppl at the drop off / pick up point! This very kind man kept him at the pre paid parking machine thinking that we'd come back there to fetch him.
I still feel like crap for not noticing that he had slipped off the baggage trolley.
I've not really slept since Sunday night. DD is teething at the moment and wakes up every hour. Nothing is working for her pain at the moment so we'll just have to wait it out.
Sounds like she's finally asleep. Thank goodness because it's already after 11.30pm. I HAVE TO SLEEP!
A lot has happened since last Friday. We're probably relocating in 4 months. Will know more tomorrow.