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    Now, don't just walk away
    pretending everything's okay
    and you don't care about me
    I know it's just no use
    when all your lies become your truths
    and I don't care

    (Chorus)
    could you look me in the eye
    and tell me that you're happy now?
    would you tell it to my face?
    or have I been erased
    are you happy now?

    you took all there was to take
    and left me with an empty plate
    and you don't care about it, yeah
    and I am giving up this game
    and leaving you with all the blame
    'cause I don't care

    could you look me in the eye
    and tell me that you're happy now? yeah
    come on tell it to my face
    or have I been replaced
    are you happy now? yeah
    do you really have everything you want?
    you can't ever give something you ain't got
    you can't run away from yourself

    Chorus

    would you look me in the eye?
    could you look me in the eye?
    I've had all that I can take
    I'm not about to break
    'cause I'm happy now
    are you happy now?

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    Memories are just where you laid them
    Drag the waters
    Till the depths give up their dead
    What did you expect to find?
    Was it something you left behind?
    Dont you remember anything I said when i said

    Dont fall away
    And leave me to myself
    Dont fall away
    And leave love bleeding
    In my hands
    In my hands again
    And leave love bleeding
    In my hands
    In my hands
    Love lies bleeding

    Oh hold me now
    I feel contagious
    Am I the only place
    That you' ve left to go
    She cries her life is like
    Some movie black and white
    Dead actors faking lines
    Over and over and over again she cries

    Dont fall away
    And leave me to myself
    Dont fall away
    And leave love bleeding
    In my hands
    In my hands again
    Leave love bleeding
    In my hands
    In my hands
    Love lies bleeding

    And I wanted
    You turned away
    You dont remember
    But I do
    You never even tried

    Dont fall away
    And leave me to myself
    Dont fall away
    And leave love bleeding
    In my hands
    In my hands again
    Leave love bleeding
    In my hands
    In my hands again
    Leave love bleeding
    In my hands
    In my hands again

    ohhhhhhh

    ohhhhhhh

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    Had a bad day again
    She said I would not understand
    She left a note and said, "I'm sorry I
    had a bad day again"

    She spilled her coffee, broke her shoelace
    Smeared the lipstick on her face
    Slammed the door and said, "I'm sorry I
    had a bad day again"

    And she swears there's nothing wrong
    I hear her playing that same old song
    She puts me off and puts me on

    And had a bad day again
    She said I would not understand
    Left a note and said, "I'm sorry I
    had a bad day again"

    No...

    And she swears there's nothing wrong
    I hear her playing that same old song
    She puts me off and puts me on

    Oh and had a bad day again
    She said I would not understand
    She left a note and said, "I'm sorry I
    had a bad day...again"

    She left a note and said, "I'm sorry I
    had a bad day..."

    Ahh...ah ah...ahh...ah ah...alright
    Oooh...ooh ooh
    Ohhh...oh ohh...

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    Well, its been a while since I wrote. So much is going on, I just don't have the time. Between moving in and the inlaws moving out, job hunting, church, etc...time is non existant to me. The house is a wreck, with all this moving it is bound to be. I am a wreck. So tired, just feeling like nothing is being accomplished. I know it's because I am such a neat freak and not liking this mess.

    I am hoping I hear from the real estate office about the job. I would LOVE to learn the business and even get my real estate license. I think that would be great!

    Tonight we are having a suprise party for my MIL. It will be fun. Micheal, Kelly and the kids will be there. I am glad, I don't want my kids to miss out time with their cousins. Family is so important, and with all this going on, we all need each other.

    Mom should get to come home today. This is all so stressful, and I just don't know what to say to her anymore. She keeps saying her grandkids are what keep her going. I am glad, but that puts so much stress on me. I think she will be much more comfortable at home.

    I really hope my friends get their arguements straightned out. Its hard to sit back and watch them argue like this. And it's really not even worth it.

    Well, I need to go get some stuff done while Zack naps. I really need to start writing in this more often!

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    Well, Mom came home today, I talked to her when we got home. She sounded so much happier. After 52 straight days in the hospital, I would be too! We went to the birthday dinner at Larry's aunts and it was fun. Then we went to Tanger Outlets and I hit the clearance racks! I got Zack 3 outfits at Carters for 13.00 and a black skirt and some khaki linen pants at Old Navy for 17.00, and a skirt and top at Dress Barn that was marked down from 59.99 to 23.99. I was so proud of myself!

    I am going to spend the day with mom tomorrow, she wants to see the kids so bad. Zack is cutting ANOTHER tooth, so that will make 3. Boy once they started coming in, that's all it took! Thank God he has not been as cranky. Tomorrow night Kel and Michael and the kids are coming over for dinner. Burritos..Yum! Larry was being a grump to his parents tonight. I HATE it when they argue in front of me. I hate it period when he argues with them. They are keeping our butts from being in the streets. He should be grateful!

    Well thats enough for tonight. Going to go to bed and read my book.
    Melessa, Proud Single Mommy to Zackary Bryson 12/11/02~~Missing all my buds on Pg. Org!!

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    Well today was a pretty good day. I got up and moped around the house for a little bit, then went down to my moms. It did her SO much good to see Promise and Zackary. We came back home and Kelly and Michael were here. We had dinner, it was so good. And lots of leftover birthday cake.

    Promise and Aaric played so hard all afternoon, they stayed here while Kel and I went to Walmart with the babies. I wish she still lived here, we would get to have so much fun with the kids. Darn Army! So needless to say Promise went to sleep real quick tonight. Zack did too. We had to go to Kroger to get stuff for fellowship in the morning b/c they forgot to tell us until tonight! So MIL let us leave the kids and go alone, which was nice.

    Tomorrow I have to wash stupid clothes all afternoon. I swear it looks like we must change clothes 10 times a day! There are dirty clothes everywhere! I don't know why I hate it so bad. And then I found out today Larry has to work Monday! That sucks that he has to work Labor Day. Well at least he has a job.... ...maybe next week I will have one too! And he sold his first home today! YEAHHHH! $$$$$$$$

    OK, well time to get to bed. Gotta be up pretty early tomorrow.

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    If you're not the one then why does my soul feel glad today?
    If you're not the one then why does my hand fit yours this way?
    If you are not mine then why does your heart return my call
    If you are not mine would I have the strength to stand at all

    I never know what the future brings
    But I know you are here with me now
    We'll make it through
    And I hope you are the one I share my life with

    I don't want to run away but I can't take it, I don't understand
    If I'm not made for you then why does my heart tell me that I am?
    Is there any way that I can stay in your arms?

    If I don't need you then why am I crying on my bed?
    If I don't need you then why does your name resound in my head?
    If you're not for me then why does this distance maim my life?
    If you're not for me then why do I dream of you as my wife?

    I don't know why you're so far away

    But I know that this much is true
    We'll make it through
    And I hope you are the one I share my life with
    And I wish that you could be the one I die with
    And I pray in you're the one I build my home with
    I hope I love you all my life

    I don't want to run away but I can't take it, I don't understand
    If I'm not made for you then why does my heart tell me that I am
    Is there any way that I can stay in your arms?

    'Cause I miss you, body and soul so strong that it takes my breath away
    And I breathe you into my heart and pray for the strength to stand today
    'Cause I love you, whether it's wrong or right
    And though I can't be with you tonight
    And know my heart is by your side

    I don't want to run away but I can't take it, I don't understand
    If I'm not made for you then why does my heart tell me that I am
    Is there any way that I

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    la la lla la la la la
    la la
    la la la la la la
    la la lla la la la la
    la la
    la la la la la la
    You say you've seen too many things,
    that turn out to be too good to be true.
    Against your better judgment, opened up your heart,
    'til you found the joke was on you.
    Looking out on the rest of our lives,
    If we're gonna be together or apart
    About the only way I know how to come,
    is right straight from my heart.
    I want you now,
    I'll show you how
    I can be the man you need me to be
    I've been around,
    but now I've found
    that you're the only one for me.
    Say you'll never fall again
    You won't subject yourself to such pain
    If you give me half a chance I will
    Never leave you standing out in the rain
    But if you think that I could look you in your face and lie right
    through my teeth
    then turn around and walk away
    Cross my heart, girl I care for you and when I look into your eyes i
    must say...
    I need you now
    I'll show you how
    I can be the man you need me to be
    I've been around
    but now I've found
    that you're the only one for me
    I need you so
    I can't let go
    Gonna be all that I can be
    I want you still
    I always will
    cause you're the only one for me
    la la lla la la la la
    la la
    la la la la la la
    la la lla la la la la
    la la
    la la la la la la
    I want you now
    I'll show you how
    I can be the man you need me to be
    I've been around
    but now I've found
    that you're the only one for me
    I need you so
    I can't let go
    Gonna be all that I can be
    I want you still
    I always will
    cause you're the only one for me

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    OK, going back to the day...LOLHow can I just let you walk away, just let you leave without a trace
    When I stand here taking every breath with you, ooh
    You're the only one who really knew me at all

    How can you just walk away from me,
    when all I can do is watch you leave
    Cos we've shared the laughter and the pain and even shared the tears
    You're the only one who really knew me at all

    So take a look at me now, oh there's just an empty space
    And there's nothing left here to remind me,
    just the memory of your face
    Ooh take a look at me now, well there's just an empty space
    And you coming back to me is against all odds and that's what I've got to face

    I wish I could just make you turn around,
    turn around and see me cry
    There's so much I need to say to you,
    so many reasons why
    You're the only one who really knew me at all

    So take a look at me now, well there's just an empty space
    And there's nothing left here to remind me, just the memory of your face
    Now take a look at me now, cos there's just an empty space

    But to wait for you, is all I can do and that's what I've got to face
    Take a good look at me now, cos I'll still be standing here
    And you coming back to me is against all odds
    It's the chance I've gotta take

    Take a look at me now

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    Boy...seeing all these songs sure do bring back some serious memories. Some I thought were long gone. Dang it thats what I get for reminising!



    Sittin' there, sittin' there, sittin' there, all alone
    I been feeling kinda strange lately
    I don't know what's going on, baby
    Ever since I came back from out of town
    Something's telling me some bull**** is going down

    Boy is there someone else you're seeking
    Is it someone else
    My vital's telling me you're creeping
    Finding numbers in your jeans
    You're talking in your sleep
    Faded letters written by me

    No more sittin' at home alone
    While you're out with somebody else
    No more staring at the phone

    Cuz I can do bad all by myself
    Yeah, it's obvious how things have changed within a year
    Just give me half of the rent and get outta here
    No more talking save your lines for somebody else
    Keep on walking cuz I can do better by myself

    I gave you all, all of my time
    But you would not know a good thing
    If it stares you in your face
    Oh oh oh oh
    Hey ey ey ey
    Oh oh oh oh

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