Thanks Kim - I was thinking about you yesterday.
I think that I'm going to go ahead and close this one and make a new one. That's what feels right to me.
Thank you, everyone who has read this and taken the time to reach out to me and let me know that you were thinking about me and share your own experiences with me. It really helped me through it to know that people cared and that I wasn't alone, and that many of you have gone on from a loss to have perfect beautiful children.