Random thoughts of a screwed up mind...........

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Random thoughts of a screwed up mind...........

Thought I would start just letting my thoughts on to virtual paper and perhaps clear up this crazy stressed out mind of mine.
May be just a thought I am having or it could be a rant and rave session or a huge vent. I guess even I wont know till I get here.

Cazz

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Why is it when I want something done it takes hours of nagging but when he wants something it has to be done right NOW!!!

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Ugh. been trying to do something for the last half an hour only to have it repeatedly fail. Its a huge pain in the ah bum!!!
Its driving me crazy.

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My MIL lives with us and she is driving me nuts. she just thinks she can walk into our bedroom any time she wants too. Generally she is great and we got on like houses on fire but this is one area I am getting annoyed at. I mean we could be in there going at it like rabbits and she may walk in. I am not looking forward to that.
the thing is if we say something about it we are going to be the worst people in the world!!!
UGH!!!

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OMG I cant believe the taste of this herbal medicine I am drinking to help me get pregnant and stay pregnant.
It makes me want to throw up every time I drink it. In fact I am writing this and putting off taking tonights dose lol.
Its horrible. I told somone the other day that I would drink liquified dog poop if it would help me get pregnant and this stuff makes me wish i was drinking liquified dog poop................ its that bad.

ugh!!!

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OMG!

I have had O pain for days and days and then yesterday my lowest temp and now today my temp shot up and no more pain.
We are going to keep covering it just in case but If I have O'd CD11 I am going to be screaming for JOY.....you guys will hear me all the way from Australia

link to my chart

www.fertilityfriend.com/home/26bc0

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When we were out yesterday I saw a hugely pregnant woman smoking!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I was seething. I know I know I have no rights to judge others or tell them what to do but after almost 8.5 years TTC I just get so MAD that people don't know what they have ya know to keep smoking and put their baby's health at risk.....

Did you know that female children of women who smoked in pregnancy have a 50% chance of having fertility problems not to mention low birth weights, breathing problems etc GRRRR

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Is there ever going to be a day where something is going to go completly right for us?
I really think I am being punished for something!!

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Ugh Dentists,

root canals.

need I say more.

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Why is it that people who know you very very well and know all about the personal stuff you have been through or are going through still can, on occasion, be incredibly insensative towards you?