the Sleepy Sheepless Shepard

I do really like my avatar...too cool...even sorta looks like me! dont' ya think? ok, the hair is wishful thinking, but still...thanks to the girls for that site!

GEEZ KYM!! you didn't post today! naughty naughty

that isn't allowed ya know :nono:

damn this isn't going to be a good day....at least Brian isn't in a nasty mood...somethign good I guess....I feel...pretty damned depressed...and strung out...and worried...wish I had SOMETHING to help out...alcohol would be an option (no not wasted) if I didn't have Brian to contend with...I truely don't believe we are going home but I want too so very very bad...there is a chance Mark won't have a job to go back too but he has such a nonchelant attitude towards it I am going to kill him if he "forgets" to talk to the boss(s) about it...our housesitter is having problems (health still) and I can't help her...my house needs some tlc but I have no drive to give it anything...I am trying to not think about the HUGE laundry list of things I need to organize or do IF we have to go home this weekend with a load of stuff...oh yeah, and the kicker...I am crying at the drop of a hat...that ***** af is just around the corner and I know it...she is due tomorrow or Fri and I am not handling it at all

God, I liked my "boring" life so much, why on earth did you have to shake it up? yeah, I wanted to move, but could you make my life a LITTLE easier please? the moodiness could go away and that would so help! PLEASE, do SOMETHING! (ZAP ME IF YOU MUST!)

things aren't any better today...damn near had a panic attack while I was driving around...not a good thing ESP with Brian in the car :nono: is still threatening...chest is so tight, I feel I have such a tenuous grasp on reality right now...I just want to go home...let Mom take care of Brian and bawl my exsistance away...damn, drink here I come...the boy can just take his nap....can't sleep either...feel like ****...maybe I should tell Mark to come home...I feel like such a wimp...what a looser!

oi, I ended up loosing it...I did bawl my brains out...of course, it was cuz I may have lost my fav cat and (DRUMROLL) MARK CALLED

we go home FOR GOOD in two weeks...we are packing up a load for the weekend and heading home today or tomorrow (depending on how fast we pack)...I am happy and I am stressed...TWO WEEKS! :shock:

guess I won't be around as much...will see! :party:

WE ARE GOING HOME!!!!!!!!!

HI KYM! my my my, you aren't very nosey today are you?!?!

will have to tell you all about it later tho, am headed out

oh will ya lookie there...I seem to have changed my siggy

well, Liz (our housesitter) came up to help me out...she took a smallish load back with her and helped me pack some things up...kept telling her that I wanted her here more for the company, but she is convinced if she isn't working I will be disappointed...NAH...was great having company here...and being able to do a few things for her as well....and I think she enjoyed her time here for the most part

wouldn't mind burning another test either...gotta say, now that I see two lines I LIKE IT! is a fun game to play!

and got most of the downstairs packed, and started in on some of the kitchen...got a couple loads of laundry to do but for the most part thigns are starting to look BARE...we are GOING HOME!! :party:

and I realized something...the house in WA is most too small for 4 of us! will just have to go take a look I guess :wink:

oh yeah, and edd according to the preg.org calander is May 8...expect lil Alex to be late tho

oh yeah, and for the record, we are chewing on Alexander or Alexandra (or maybe Alexis or Alexa) and so it is Alex either way (I like that!)

still thinking pink, still jus thrilled to be preg!

I had to post this here! If that is your EDD, you better go a day later, my birthday is on the 9th! ;)

I am quite found of the name Alexis myself! :)

well, THAT you will have to take up with Alex! Mom's babies were ALL late by at least a week, but I supposed I could go in for induction this time JUST FOR YOU!