My annual check up was very odd. My doc was having a heck of a time with the pap...and then after I told her about how I have been bleeding she insisted on a pg test. I KNOW it's going to come out negative but it doesn't....the test is positive BUT, for some reason instead of the line reading horizonally it reads vertically, something she's never seen before. I was wondering if the test was defective?? Either way I had some blood drawn. I was told will know in three days....gosh it's going to be the longest three days of my life!
I would LOVE more children but DH says no and this would have put a huge strane our relationship. I still have to get a u/s since my doctor just isn't convinced. I know I am. I just knew I wasn't. Now, I hope there isn't anything going on with my reproductive organs....even if I am not having anymore children I still want things to be A-OK.
Well, I am off to visit my folks and brothers. I had DJ draw some pics for Uncle Zach and he did an amazing job on them....brother will be happy to see the kids. I know he will smile and try his best to talk
I think we will have a great weekend!!
*My Handsome Boy*
Visit went good. Just so sad to see my brother in that state. He is so helpless.
I got a wild hair and decided to dye my own hair. I did one of those highlighting kits. I would recommend someone helping you. I did it by myself. This morning I got my hair cut and my stylist was saying I did fine job. Looked good to her. I said now don't lie to me. Behonest. She said she was and that she has and would say something if it was bad. She was telling me all the bad crap she has done to her hair. It did make me feel better I have only gotten compliment on my hair but I am my worst critic
Well, De'Juan has been gone for over 10 days so far. He should be home tonight. Probably after the kids are in bed. Is it bad to say that I didn't miss him?? Well, I don't! LOL! The house is so peaceful and calm the way it SHOULD be!!
*My Handsome Boy*
I am so annoyed right now...being 800 miles away and he's still an ***! He's asking me to wear specific clothing when he gets home. I say NO! Why because several years ago I bought all of this sexy undies and matching tops...and he would look at me and tell me later OR I would have just a guarder on and he would ask me to wait until after his show was over. I was like HUH???!! So, four years later I refuse to wear that **** anymore. It really has had a lasting affect on me and now he pissed off at me. You know what...I don't give a ****!! Kiss my A**!!! I can be this way for the rest of my dang life if I want! He has NO clue what it took for me to do that and then in one second he distroyed it by his non-action and words. I was so embarassed and hurt.
Now, he's being very disrespectful and mean to me. Like that's going to make me want to do it. You know what why doesn't HE wear a thong or something sexy?? Why does it have to be me?? He's an *** and sometimes I wish I NEVER married him! Yep, that's right I wish I NEVER married him!
Ouch, my last post was mean....but I can be meaner! My DH isn't so dear and I am mad at him again. He can be such a male pig!
Kids are doing well. Getting excited about Halloween I know Da'rel would like to be something like Blue Clues and DJ is saying a vampire. I was hoping something much, much different. I told him if I do get him that costume I won't paint his face...but he can have fake teeth.
The weather has been nasty. Rain, Wind and more rain! Last week it was thunder/lightening and hale and the sky was dark and crazy looking. All my life I have lived here and never seen anything like it.
Well, I have some to finish up before my friend comes over to help me jump start the car we never drive and help me fix the light bulb at the front door. Dh is off again this week for Spokane. He wasn't in the best of moods to do these things so my friends husband who is off for vacation volunteered to help me. THANK goodness! I am not helpless but I have NO clue how to jump the car!
Well, I feel like I have accomplished a lot the last few days. Did most of my xmas shopping, have kept on top of laundry and dishes and the house is nice and clean
I suppose if was home he would still say I was lazy!
It's been nearly a month since I have wrote in my journal.....crazy doesn't feel like a month.
Well, the last part of September and most of October DH was away on business. So it was just me taking care of everything. It can get super stressful after awhile. He came home the week of Halloween and we took the kids trick or treating at the UofP student dorms. Way cool. We weren't out in the cold and the kids got LOADS of candy! Da'rel's bucket was so full candy was falling out the top but he insisted on carrying it
Now, back in October DS's teacher told me that DS was too hyper in class. She thought he was classic ADHD. My heart sank. I was in constant contact with her and she never mentioned this before. So, I took him to our doctor and she refered us to a therapist. DJ has seen him twice and I have seen him once. DJ has one more session with the doctor and then we sit down as a family and he tells us what he think is going on this is on the 26th. I am nervous because his doctor was telling me that DJ does a great job in the sessions. The doctor sees the daily reports DJ gets from school and one day he has a great day the next is just horrible!!! He asks me what are the triggers....I have no idea! I am not in his class daily! I just hate picking him up from school. I never know what she will say. He's not violent, he doesn't put his hands on anyone, he's not disrespectful, He just can't seem to sit still. We cut lots of unecessary sugar out of his diet for breakfast, lunch so at school he won't be so jittery but the teacher will give the kids candy for behaving and I swear a tiny tootie roll will send him in sugar high and he runs all over the dang place. I have spoken with her and asked her not to but she continues to do it.
Then on top of all of that we caught this terrible flu. The baby is on antibiotics and after two days he's not responding. He sleeps with me and his up every few minutes crying. My poor baby My throat is hurting and my nose is running MISERABLE!!!
I hope DH comes home early from his trip tomorrow...I need a break!!
My heavens it's been AGES! I don't come here as much anymore
Well, when I last posted we were taking DJ to the therapist to find out if it was possible that he had ADHD. Well, it took about 7 weeks of visits to the therapist and DH and I along with DJ's teacher and teachers aid all had to fill out this five page form. Asking us questions about him. Mid December he told us that he believed that DJ was infact ADHD. It didn't shock me because I had started reading book after book and realizing that DJ started showing signs back around the age of four. I figured it was the age.
So, he is on meds. A time released pill that he takes in the am and it lasts until about 6pm. He's doing terrific. No side affects. I didn't tell his teacher the first week he was on it and she came up to me saying how wonderful DJ is doing. Now he's able to focus and his school work has improved 100% it really is awesome. I know so many people have issues with children taking meds but for my son it's helping. We still have to help him with his emotions and give him constructive ways for him deal with his problems.
Now, it's time for me to take something out for dinner.....I wonder what?