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    Jim's eye thing is being rescheduled to next month. We don't have the $35 for the co-pay.

    I feel like crap. Been coughing alot and sneezing. *M*'s bus driver told me that alot of the other kids moms have been coming down with pnemunia(sp?) . *oh joy*. I can't afford to be seriously sick right now.

    I have jury duty at the end of this month. That should be fun. I'm hoping they won't call my group #. I'll know the day before if i have to show up.

    We had *J*'s IEP meeting last wk. Went good. We are going to start working on moving him to a regular bus.

    Jim drove the van for the first time today. I was nervous.


    hmmm,

    I'm going to be applying to a few different jobs. Macy's is getting impossible to deal with. I was back and forth on the phone with HR services and my Dr's office on friday. Finally, i had to put Jim on the phone to talk cause i was so frustrated with the whole damn process.

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    Why can't Macy's just ****ing get there act together?

    Seriously, my Dr already faxed HR the form on April 3rd. And it's almost a flippin wk later and MY HR person from instore hasn't called me? WTF??

    I'm still waiting on *B* (my manger) to call me back. I know she's probably busy with "walking the store"....but...just freaking get back to me. I NEED SOME INCOME!

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    well, well....


    Now this makes sense.

    Apparently they "phased out" MY hours. But, now they opened "some" back up....but they aren't going to be the same as i was working before (usually Fri-Mon). I told *B* that it didn't matter now because until Jim gets the clearance (if he does) i can work days or nights. They are supposed to call me tomorrow.


    So now, my plan?

    Stay with Macy's until Jim's echo at the end of april. Depending on the results of that.,,,if he can't go back to work then i'll either try for a management position there or find somewhere else that pays better to do full-time. If he can go back...the max hr's a wk he's going to be able to do (and still be considered full-time) is 32. So...i can work around that.

    Also, depending on *M*'s IEP results. *crosses fingers*. I can start somewhere as a home health aid (already talked with the company several times) and get tuition reimbursment for the MA program (more $$$ then the LPN one).

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    My first offical day/night back will be Monday April 14th. yay!

    I'm gonna get 24 hrs next wk (as of now).

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    Here.

    Work was good lastnight. My nerves were a little "on edge" when i got there cause i was nervous how i was going to react. Last time i was behind that counter i was in severe pain and i was scared i would have a anxiety attack being there again. It was very reassureing to have people welcome me back. I have to work again tonight.

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    *sigh*


    Ain't it great to feel guilty when it's something you shouldn't even feel guilty about?















    well, aint it?


    Stupid flippin people.

    *B* (my manager) waited till SUNDAY to tell the people who were covering MY hours that i was coming back. She knew on Thursday! Now, (big surprise ) i have a bunch of people pissed at me. They were flipping temp people for over the holidays and knew they were going to get switched back to there normal dept PLUS, they knew I was coming back to work sooner or later. It's so stupid for me to even feel guilty about this. It's not even something that i can control.

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    God, has it really been 13 yrs?


    Tonight marks the annvi of Zachary passing away. This would be why my emotions are all over the place today. I guess it's good thing there is no wine (cept a bottle we've been saving, it's worth about $1,000 right now) in this house.

    I do wonder if Mike thinks about it all on these dates.





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    ~ Sara -

    ~ DH - Jim -

    ~ Zachary - 4/19/95 ~ stillborn @ 33 wks

    ~ *J* - 16yr old

    ~ *M* 11yr old

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    Happy Birthday Sweet Angel Boy.

    It still amazes me.






    I almost broke down at work today. It seemed like everything people said had something to do with you. I had several people ask me what the date was. Yeah, thanks just another reminder. My near breaking point was a guy looking for heart-shaped (my uterus) diamond earings. I had to stand there a few mins after they left and just keep myself calm and collected when all i wanted to do was leave the store.


    You should be here. You should be in the other room watching a movie with your brothers.


    Love you,
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    ~ DH - Jim -

    ~ Zachary - 4/19/95 ~ stillborn @ 33 wks

    ~ *J* - 16yr old

    ~ *M* 11yr old

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    I have jury duty tomorrow. I called the "standby #" and everyone has to show up. This is going to suck.


    Jim goes to the cardiolgist on Monday. Heres hoping it goes well.

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    pissy mood....




    really really pissy mood.



    I should just stop while i'm ahead, right?


    damn flippin emotions.
    ~ Sara -

    ~ DH - Jim -

    ~ Zachary - 4/19/95 ~ stillborn @ 33 wks

    ~ *J* - 16yr old

    ~ *M* 11yr old

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