Things I can't say to DH cuz he don't want to hear.......
First of all I will introduce myself. My name is Christina and My DH is Steven. I am 34 and he is 38. We have a DS - Peter age 7. We have 3 Fur Babies Pup age 12, Kitty Age 12 also, and Sherbert age 11. We have been married 12 years. Some very good and some not so good. That is all for now on the introduction.
All my life I thought that I would get married and have children. Well now I am 2/3's of the way there. I am married and I have 1 child. Now for the subject here is why I wrote it. I would like another child, but I can not talk about it to my DH cuz I have a strong suspicion that he does not want any more and he feels like I am nagging at him if I bring it up. I can not speak about my concerns cuz he does not and will not understand. It is like talking to a wall. He stands firm and does not hear. It is his way or the highway on this matter. It has gotten so bat at times all I want to do is ask for a divorce so that I can find a man who will share in my beliefs. I love him with all my heart and soul, but I think I would get farther with a smilie face. I am either ovulating or very close and do not know how to say hey honey lets get naked and TTC without pissing him off. Talk to you later.
Well Dh and I had a 2 hour talk last night about children and our marriage. Well our marriage is really shakey to the point we discussed the possibility of divorce. I had told him that I had thought of moving out and he said he was thinking of throwing me out, but that he wanted to make it work. He told me that he still loved me and he wanted our marriage work for us and our son.
I had asked him to listen to me carefully because I had something important to ask him. I had told him that I wanted another baby (at the beginning of discussion) and that I did not want to face another period during the winter. Winter periods for me are a living nightmare. I am in so much pain that you cannot imagine it. If he did not want one ever I was thinking of gettting the problem taken care of permanently. So baby number 2 is on hold indef, unless we cannot make it work. So if you could say a prayer for us I would greatly appreciate it.