Amanda.....do not put *lurker* at the top of your posts silly! You can read and post anything you like, whenever you want. we have known eachother for too long to have at least that.
Natalie is looking gorgeous as always!
Rachael- I think just drinking a ton of water, really has been helping. I feel way less annoyed by 'the happenings" of the possible UTI. I'm just really nervous about meds right now. I am feeling so much better but thank you so much for letting me know there are things out there that I can take.
oh weight loss related...I'm out of the 140's, YAY!!! 139.2.....I have 4.2 lbs till pre pregnancy weight! I'm excited.
This may mean nothing but my chart is kind of ugly right now BUT if I take my super high "fighting off infection" temp and my low "only got about an hour of sleep" temp out, look how much better it looks.
I realize it means nearly nothing since what's happened has happened and what's meant to be will be BUT, still nice to see a better looking chart I suppose.
Be on tomorrow. I'll be 8DPO. 3 more days till due date and testing.
I wish you could just look inside your body.
I am absolutely an emtional wreck.
On Monday will be the day my little girl should be coming into the world and instead I feel full of despair.
I REALLY AM usually an upbeat person with lots of positive vibes to go around. Now I'm on an up and down pattern throughout each day. I can cry, be angry and then carry on a happy conversation in the span of 8 minutes.
I have nothing else to add. I can't say for certain why I even wrote this much
hun everything will be ok and i really hope you get a BFP this month you deserve it.
about your possible UTI you really should get it checked out just in case, all it takes is a quick pee in a cup. if you are pregnant UTI can cause major problems and i REALLY wouldnt want you to have something go wrong because of a UTI.
DS-Daniel 02-14-09 My Valentine
LOL....I love all the concern about my UTI, thanks for all the good tips and everything and suggestions.
It's gone away on its own though. Lots of water and some pure cranberry juice (which by the way is NOT very good *gag*). It was really only a day ot two later.
I will get it checked out if I come back.
So we're getting close to testing. I hate reading into symptoms but realized that had I not written my symptoms down with Kylie I wouldn't have known to look for sooo.....
my face is breaking out, and I fell asleep at 8:00 last night. My back kind of hurts this morning and I had a smidge of creamy CM. That's all I'm going to say, clearly these are all the same signs that an impending AF has also....so I'm not reading into it, not even a little, seriously I'm not.
If my temps were looking awesome.....maybe...but they aren't they've been real flat for the last 3 days....so as said before, I did everything I could when it was my time to try and now it's out of my hands, all I can do is stay positive and pray for it!
Tomorrow will be 10 DPO, then its DUH DUH DUH Monday. I'm really emotional but time wil not stop for me, the world will continue on and so will I.
GOOD LUCK tomorrow! I'm rooting for you
good luck this month again! I've really been praying for you. when I went to the hospital sanctuary to pray before I had my c-section on valentines day for Daniel I was also praying for you and that once I got back online that you'd have a bfp to share. I'm praying for it, you deserve it so much.
DS-Daniel 02-14-09 My Valentine
I want you to know I'm thinking of you and Kylie today. I sent up a balloon and a note for her on Friday night, right along with Jude's. Just didn't want her to feel left out...
I'm praying for you today, and have been thinking about you since I woke up this morning.
Today is Kylie's day. Today is my angels due date.
I feel the last few weeks have lead me up to this day so that I can be at peace. I was on a roller coaster, an emotional storm fell on my heart and has allowed me to cry, rant, rave and smile looking back at the time spent with my daughter.
I have remembered her.
I've read time and time again that the days leading up to an anniversary like this are often worse than the day itself. Having woken up this morning, saying a prayer for my family and my little girl, I know this to be true.
I felt at peace this morning. I feel blessed. I am blessed for the people in my life and for the experiences, for my triumphs and tribulations. I feel blessed to have had the time with Kylie that I did and to be able to remember so vividly our time spent together, like it was yesterday.
Kylie, you gave mommy something nobody else ever could have. You gave me knowledge, you gave me, myself. To learn more about me and daddy and to learn how to grieve and mourn, to learn about god. How to love with every ounce in my soul. Only you my sweet baby girl could have done that.
I wish every day you were here with us on earth, but I know you are with God and you will never experience anything but love, joy, pure happiness and overwhelming peace there, something I never could have given you here. You are my angel, forever. You are always with me, in my heart. with every word spoken, every thought, every step....you are with me.
I love you my precious.
Today I have a lit a candle in remembrance of her day.
It will burn all day, providing a light, through darkness.
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