The other day I was having a little bit of a "slump" day bcause it didnt look like I was going to O at all this month. I got lots of encouragement from so many ppl on here and even some from one of my RL (Real Life) friends.
Her name is Karin and she is one of my friends that I can say that she will stick things out with you until the end. She has heard many of stories about pg.org, so I thought that I would post the email that she sent to me to be an encouragement to those who are TTC or those who are just trying to achieve something.
All things are POSSIBLE. Just keep believing and trusting. He'll do it.
You know He will. And out of love...don't let this be your focus. I
know it's a desire, but take Chadae out and let God do it. We already
made the request so just keep going knowing that He is Faithful and Able
to do what he said he would. Its' coming. I believe it with all my
heart. I'm not being insensitive (I hope you don't feel that I am cause
I def keep you and your eggs lifted up in prayer). But I don't want
it to consume you cause then you'll start getting frustrated.
And thats why I love her.
She is straight to the point, but graceful about it. Thats my lovely friend.
While I Wait On You
Last night was off to a great start. I had extra time to spend with my sister. We ate snacks. I caught up on some convos with my friends.
Then, I got a call from DH that our friends son died... It was the worst phone call that I have ever gotten. My heart dropped when DH utter the words "His son died".
I was just talking to my friend on the phone, whom I actually put on hold to take DHs call, about how I am doing this "Positive Thinking" agenda to prepare myself for our baby.
Then, I thought that we can attempt to prepare a life for our babies, but we dont think of preparing for our child's death. At the moment that they r given life, they are presented with death sooo many times. This may sound crude, but this is my journal and this IS how I feel about it.
The world doesnt give us a manual on death, but luckily God does. His Word gives us so much hope that its so unbelievable what he is capable of.
God u are Sovereign...thats all that I can say.
It looks like I might be moving onto next month afterall.
I had big plans for DH and I tonight a-hem!, if ya know what I mean, but they were quickly snatched away from me when I got home. I just thought I was going in to do a number 1 and I had a surprise. Luckily, its just spotting so its just 95% over.
On the good side, DH told me that he is ready to start TTC again! It just came out of no where and I am really stoked about that. This month will b a lot of fun TTC with DH on board. He even asked questions about whens the best timing and crap. So, I have to school him, but Im def cool wit dat. He even took the time to figure out that we would have a Christmas baby if we got preggo this cycle.
Well, Im done rambling. Onto next month it looks like. But DH is def gonna b funny trying to make a baby. So many questions to answer, so much *fun* to take advantage of too!
While I Wait
Its been awhile since Ive posted here...just wanted to do a quick update.
Im doing greeeeaaaat! Nope not preggo yet, but still being hopeful. God blessed me with a raise at my job, more working hours available for OT, and I get to work in between 2 stores. Which means even more hours available and I get to stay in contact with the ppl I work with now Gosh I love some of them
As for my Auntie who has cancer...she is always in my prayers. I cannot stop thinking about her when my mind wanders to what she used to b. She has decided that she is going to go with what her doctor recommended, going into hospice care. They are gonna have her drugged like 24/7, and they are doing this so when she goes on to b with God it wont b oh so much pain O love her and it sucks to see her the way she is. She onli weighs like 90 lbs and she barely can eat anything...just too tired. BUT...Im not giving up on hope and faith. If its in Gods will to heal her, I will b happy. If its in Gods will to take her home to Him, I will b happy. I love u Auntie
Well I got my BFP! I will post pics of it later when I get home! Im sooooooooooooo excited
God definitely answered my prayers on this one! I will cherish EVERYTHING with this pregnancy, since I only had a few wks last time
Its Dae' Dae', please let this one stick. Pretty Pretty please?!?!
Congratulations hon!!!! That is wonderful!!!
Ryan and Rachael
Parents to Chase, Abby, Hunter, Rachel, Caleb, Hannah & Nate
~Remembering sweet baby Oliver, born to Heaven October 20, 2009, & keeping Carole in our prayers~