A little progress i guess.
Alright... an update! Still a negative OPK, but my CM was definitely more abundant today, so that is promising. So I know this is going to sound dumb, but I got my Cheri prediction today and it totally put my mind at ease. I don't know if it's for real or whatever, but I figure $8 for peace of mind is perfect! She sent me a confirmation of payment this morning with a general prediction of a BOY that is associated with March. It's really funny if it works out that way because I always saw myself with two boys, and deep down... I felt December was my month (I think I even wrote it in a previous post). It makes me feel better because I guess I DO believe in that sort of thing. If she's wrong, then maybe I'll get pregnant this cycle. If she's right, I might STILL get pregnant this cycle (late O), next cycle, or at the longest... a few more. I must admit, when she said she saw boy I was a little disappointed... I LOVE my little boy to death, but I still feel like I want a girl. But now, I am just in love with the idea of having another baby, and if it's a boy, then Jaxon will hopefully be really close with his brother. I just feel a lot of pressure because BOTH grandma's want a grand-daughter. I also asked her if I would have any more miscarriages. She didn't specify if I would have another loss in between now and the next baby. I guess I'll just wait and see what she says, and then see what happens! She said by Feb. 20th she'll have a more detailed prediction, and I saw someone else's prediction where the gender had changed... so I guess we'll see. I had a dream last night that I got a positive pregnancy test. I'm sure it's just because it's been on my mind, but the only other time I've had those dreams was when I was pregnant. I hope no one minds that I am posting about TTC but not on that specific journal board. Eventually I'll have more to write about.