Ugh... the oppses continue.
Well just when I was getting used to the idea of not being pregnant for a little while, and getting excited about not having to stress about any of that stuff... it happened. We had a bad OOPS! Well, I think it was good, but I was sooooo drunk. We were spending the night at the in laws and we all had too much wine, but somehow I had WAY too much. I think its just because I haven't had anything to drink in a couple months, but yeah. I asked DH in the morning if we had been irresponsible, and he said yes. Now the sketchy part... I'm ovulating. I just took an OPK and it wasn't positive, but there's a dark line (it's 11 am with diluted pee). Generally I get an OPK that looks like that the day before my positive, but that is when I take it in the evening. I always ovulate on the day of my positive OPK, so I'm guessing it will happen tonight or tomorrow. If it's tonight, that's really close to the danger zone, but if it's tomorrow I'll relax a little. I am NOT ready to be pregnant again... as much as I know I want it, I just can't imagine jumping back into it so soon. I'm starting the prenatals, baby aspirin, and also vitamin B6/B12 probably today... just in case and then will continue until I have a baby in my arms :D So I'm going to not really think about it too much. I have a follow up with the dr. in a couple weeks, so I guess I'll get some answers at that point. Anyways... i'm sure I'll be updating on the situation if I ovulate later, or sooner.
I think I'm in the clear.
So besides that OPK, I haven't really had any indication of ovulation. My "snot like" CM went away after the next day, and I didn't feel any O pains whatsoever, which is really unheard of for me. They even wake me up from sleep if it happens overnight. The only thing that has me a little on edge is that I kinda feel pregnant. I really haven't been obsessing or anything, just taking things as they come. I had a terrible hot flash yesterday, followed by nausea, which is consistent with my last pregnancy. I also have been dead tired, but that could be from me staying up until 11:30 or 12 every night... and having a glass of wine or two. I also have been feeling really PMS-y the last few days... like really *****y and really weepy and depressed :( All these things can be easily explained by other situations though, so I really don't think anything has happened. Oh yeah, I've also had an increase in my CM, like more than my normal "nothing happening in the uterus" time, but it hasn't increased, so that also is making me think something is up. But on that same note, I could also be gearing up to O, so we'll see. I'm just going to wait for the results of my preggo test at the dr.'s on the 29th to get my answer. HAHA... I say that now... I'm sure I'll cave next weekend if I still haven't felt any noticeable ovulation pain or anything like that. So yeah, that's about all... just a little nervous, but not really believing I ovulated so not TOO bad.