Well It's been a long time since I've write. So much has happened, for one I'm now 21 years old. My birthday was good I spend time with family, since I live 3 hours aways now I don't get to see them much. My Dh did remember to call, which was wonderful, we talked and everything was well.
After getting back home from visiting family for 2weeks...I started helping Dh get ready to leave for Iraq again. He's gone now, been gone for 30 days tomorrow. It's hard, I miss him so much, we haven't had a really good year since he came home the last time, but I still to this day love him with all my heart. I just pary everyday that god bring him home safely and soon, and that he will bless our married and love and family this time around. Dh is going to be gone for a year again, this will be our second deployment.
I've also after coming back home started talking to my wonder friend again ALN we had, had a falling out and I'm so glad we were about to get things in order and talking about before our Dh's left. We been spend time together again, just hanging out, and letting the kids play togehter.
I baby Ryan turned 2 years old on the 1st of August 2005 and my little boy will be 5 on the 23rd 2005. It shocks me everyday that he's getting bigger right before my eyes.
I've also been able to get in touch with an old friend from school while I was back home. It's been really great to get to talk to get again....We stopped talking to each other after I moved and she had her daughter, we start talking again and her little girl is 18months old. I love that we both have the internet now and can keep in touch that way until we can get together.
Other then all that I just try to fill my days with things to keep busy, so that this year of delopyment will go by as fast as it can. It's really good that I've been able to hear from Dh often.
But I will try to keep up with this journal, so I will write again later.
WOW let me just say that first. It's been 2 years since the last time i wrote. I'm not going to sit here and take the time to catch up on every...the past is the past. I've let some friends go....made new ones....had a job working at a daycare....didn't work out...I quit! Now I'm starting to work from home. Justin is 7 years old now and Ryan is 4 years old. They are growing up so fast. My husband is doing his 3rd tour in Iraq...this time for 15month. That's about all for now I just really wanted to get my journal up and running again...and like I said the past is the past and I'm moving forward. :)