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    Well I am really not sure why I am starting a new journal...I guess I am loosing interest in my private journal and have not thing really that private to put there...I will still use it but I will use it for the more *private* ramblings I have.

    I guess the details of my daily life don't need to be holed up in a private corner.

    Well not much happening...just work and trying to psych myself up for the holidays.
    Nicky Married to Dan on 2/28/08
    Mom to Sebastian, my lil guy who came 6 weeks early 8/27/11
    Mom to Samuel. my extra lil guy who came close to 14 weeks early 8/1/12
    and always in my heart forever s 1/23/03 &7/23/03
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    Rasing the Brothers Phttp://raisingthebrothersp.wordpress.com/

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    NICKELBACK LYRICS

    "Someday"

    How the hell did we wind up like this?
    Why weren't we able, to see the signs that we missed
    And try turn the tables

    I wish you'd unclench your fists, and unpack your suitcase
    Lately there's been too much of this
    But don't think it's too late

    Nothing's wrong, just as long as
    You know that someday I will

    Someday, somehow
    I'm gonna make it all right but not right now
    I know you're wondering when
    (You're the only one who knows that)
    Someday, somehow
    I'm gonna make it all right but not right now
    I know you're wondering when

    Well I'd hope that since we're here anyway
    That we could end up saying
    Things we've always needed to say
    So we could end up staying
    Now the story's played out like this
    Just like a paperback novel
    Let's rewrite an ending that fits
    Instead of a Hollywood horror

    Nothing's wrong, just as long as
    You know that someday I will

    Someday, somehow
    I'm gonna make it all right but not right now
    I know you're wondering when
    (You're the only one who knows that)
    Someday, somehow
    I'm gonna make it all right but not right now
    I know you're wondering when
    (You're the only one who knows that)

    [Solo]

    How the hell did we wind up like this?
    Why weren't we able, to see the signs that we missed
    And try to turn the tables
    Now the story's played out like this
    Just like a paperback novel
    Let's rewrite an ending that fits
    Instead of a Hollywood horror

    Nothing's wrong, just as long as
    You know that someday I will

    Someday, somehow
    I'm gonna make it all right but not right now
    I know you're wondering when
    (You're the only one who knows that)
    Someday, somehow
    I'm gonna make it all right but not right now
    I know you're wondering when
    (You're the only one who knows that)
    I know you're wondering when
    (You're the only one who knows that)
    I know you're wondering when


    I guess you could say that everytime I hear this song it just makes me think of E
    Nicky Married to Dan on 2/28/08
    Mom to Sebastian, my lil guy who came 6 weeks early 8/27/11
    Mom to Samuel. my extra lil guy who came close to 14 weeks early 8/1/12
    and always in my heart forever s 1/23/03 &7/23/03
    Letters to Sebastian http://librababy.wordpress.com/
    Letters to Sam and also our NICU journey http://scorpiobaby.wordpress.com/
    Rasing the Brothers Phttp://raisingthebrothersp.wordpress.com/

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    Had a rough night last night.....

    UNCLE KRACKER LYRICS

    "Rescue"

    I stayed out late last night
    But I nothing could drink
    Could help me drink you off my mind
    Everywhere I looked, I saw your face
    And I wonder, and I wonder
    If there still might be
    A little space in your heart for me
    'Cause I'm so cold, I'm so alone
    And I miss you, babe

    So won't you come to my rescue
    Shake this pain from my soul
    And take this fool back in your heart baby
    I'll go crazy if you don't
    'Cause I'm a mess here without you
    Ain't no pill for this pain
    So please, please come to my rescue baby
    Make it right away

    I was a fool to leave
    Leave behind everything that meant everything to me
    Every day and night my heart pays the price
    And I'm out here, stranded out here
    On this lonely road, I'm so lost won't you lead me home
    I need you back, need one more chance
    And I miss you, babe

    So won't you come to my rescue
    Shake this pain from my soul
    And take this fool back in your heart baby
    I'll go crazy if you don't
    'Cause I'm a mess here without you
    Ain't no pill for this pain
    So please, please come to my rescue baby
    Make it right away

    I'm drowning baby
    I need you to save me, yeah
    Don't leave me like this
    Throw me a line, baby one more time

    Won't you come to my rescue
    Shake this pain from my soul
    And take this fool back in your heart baby
    I'll go crazy if you don't
    'Cause I'm a mess here without you
    Ain't no pill for this pain
    So please, please come to my rescue baby
    Make it right away

    Make it right away
    Nicky Married to Dan on 2/28/08
    Mom to Sebastian, my lil guy who came 6 weeks early 8/27/11
    Mom to Samuel. my extra lil guy who came close to 14 weeks early 8/1/12
    and always in my heart forever s 1/23/03 &7/23/03
    Letters to Sebastian http://librababy.wordpress.com/
    Letters to Sam and also our NICU journey http://scorpiobaby.wordpress.com/
    Rasing the Brothers Phttp://raisingthebrothersp.wordpress.com/

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    Wayne sent this to me.

    Thought it was a good little thing:

    http://i.euniverse.com/funpages/cms_...9/4candles.swf
    Nicky Married to Dan on 2/28/08
    Mom to Sebastian, my lil guy who came 6 weeks early 8/27/11
    Mom to Samuel. my extra lil guy who came close to 14 weeks early 8/1/12
    and always in my heart forever s 1/23/03 &7/23/03
    Letters to Sebastian http://librababy.wordpress.com/
    Letters to Sam and also our NICU journey http://scorpiobaby.wordpress.com/
    Rasing the Brothers Phttp://raisingthebrothersp.wordpress.com/

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    Well I don't have much to say as I tried to get some work done...blah

    Well I hate some attorneys I work with who think they are special and we should drop everything for them...hello we have 600 attorneys throughout our offices!!!

    Otherwise I just want to wish everyone a wonderful holiday....and the best new year. I am SO ready for 2004 to be done and over with.
    Nicky Married to Dan on 2/28/08
    Mom to Sebastian, my lil guy who came 6 weeks early 8/27/11
    Mom to Samuel. my extra lil guy who came close to 14 weeks early 8/1/12
    and always in my heart forever s 1/23/03 &7/23/03
    Letters to Sebastian http://librababy.wordpress.com/
    Letters to Sam and also our NICU journey http://scorpiobaby.wordpress.com/
    Rasing the Brothers Phttp://raisingthebrothersp.wordpress.com/

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    Some words...that sum up some of my feelings

    I Hate Myself For Losing You
    Kelly Clarkson


    "I woke up today
    Woke up wide awake
    In an empty bed
    Staring at an empty roomI have myself to blame
    For the state I'm in today
    And now dying
    Doesn't seem so cruel
    And oh, I don't know what to say
    And I don't know anyway
    AnymoreI hate myself for losing you
    I'm seeing it all so clear
    I hate myself for losing you
    What do you do when you look in the mirror
    And staring at you is why he's not here?
    You got what you deserved
    Hope you're happy now'Cause everytime I think of her with you
    It's killing me
    Inside, andNow I dread each day
    Knowing that I can't be saved
    From the lonelinessOf living without you
    And, ohI don't know what to do
    Not sure that I'll pull throughI wish you knew
    I hate myself for losing you
    I'm seeing it all so clear
    I hate myself for losing you
    What do you do when you look in the mirror
    And staring at you is why he's not here?
    I hate myself for losing you
    And oh, I don't know what to do
    I wish you knew
    And oh, I don't know what to say
    And I don't know anyway
    Anymore
    No, noI hate myself for losing you(I'm seeing it all so clear)I'm seeing it all so clearI hate myself for losing youWhat do you do when you look in the mirrorAnd staring at you is why he's not here?What do you say when everything's said?Is the reason why he left you in the end?How do you cry when every tear you shedWon't ever bring him back again?I hate myself for loving you
    Nicky Married to Dan on 2/28/08
    Mom to Sebastian, my lil guy who came 6 weeks early 8/27/11
    Mom to Samuel. my extra lil guy who came close to 14 weeks early 8/1/12
    and always in my heart forever s 1/23/03 &7/23/03
    Letters to Sebastian http://librababy.wordpress.com/
    Letters to Sam and also our NICU journey http://scorpiobaby.wordpress.com/
    Rasing the Brothers Phttp://raisingthebrothersp.wordpress.com/

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    KELLY CLARKSON LYRICS

    "Hear Me"

    Hear me
    Hear me

    You gotta be out there
    You gotta be somewhere
    Wherever you are
    I'm waiting
    'Cause there are these nights when
    I sing myself to sleep
    And I'm hopin' my dreams
    Bring you close to me
    Are you listening?

    Hear me
    I'm cryin' out
    I'm ready now
    Turn my world upside down
    Find me
    I'm lost inside the crowd
    It's getting loud
    I need you to see
    I'm screaming for you to please
    Hear me
    Hear me

    Hear me
    Can you hear me?
    Hear me

    I used to be scared of
    Letting someone in
    But it gets so lonely
    Being on my own
    No one to talk to
    And no one to hold me
    I'm not always strong
    Oh, I need you here
    Are you listening?

    Hear me
    I'm cryin' out
    I'm ready now
    Turn my world upside down
    Find me
    I'm lost inside the crowd
    It's getting loud
    I need you to see
    I'm screaming for you to please
    Hear me

    I'm restless and wild
    I fall, but I try
    I need someone to understand
    Can you hear me?
    I'm lost in my thoughts
    And baby I'm far
    For all that I've got
    Can you hear me?

    Hear me
    I'm cryin' out
    I'm ready now
    Turn my world upside down
    Find me
    I'm lost inside the crowd
    It's getting loud
    I need you to see
    I'm screaming for you to please
    Hear me
    Hear me
    Hear me
    Hear me
    Can you hear me?
    Hear me
    Hear me
    Hear me
    Can you hear me?
    Oh, oh, oh, oh...
    Hear me
    Hear me
    Hear me
    Nicky Married to Dan on 2/28/08
    Mom to Sebastian, my lil guy who came 6 weeks early 8/27/11
    Mom to Samuel. my extra lil guy who came close to 14 weeks early 8/1/12
    and always in my heart forever s 1/23/03 &7/23/03
    Letters to Sebastian http://librababy.wordpress.com/
    Letters to Sam and also our NICU journey http://scorpiobaby.wordpress.com/
    Rasing the Brothers Phttp://raisingthebrothersp.wordpress.com/

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    Well Christmas has came and went here in my world.

    Spent the day basically watching movies (watched Miracle and went to Theater and saw Closer). Had Christmas lunch at the Chinese Buffet and ended the night playing some Final Fantasy X.

    Now lets get 2004 over with a start a bright, shiny, new year...
    Nicky Married to Dan on 2/28/08
    Mom to Sebastian, my lil guy who came 6 weeks early 8/27/11
    Mom to Samuel. my extra lil guy who came close to 14 weeks early 8/1/12
    and always in my heart forever s 1/23/03 &7/23/03
    Letters to Sebastian http://librababy.wordpress.com/
    Letters to Sam and also our NICU journey http://scorpiobaby.wordpress.com/
    Rasing the Brothers Phttp://raisingthebrothersp.wordpress.com/

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    UNCLE KRACKER LYRICS

    "Drift Away"

    Day after day I'm more confused
    Then I look for the light through the pourin' rain
    You know, that's a game, that I hate to lose
    I'm feelin' the strain, ain't it a shame

    [CHORUS:]
    Give me the beat boys and free my soul
    I wanna get lost in your rock and roll and drift away
    Give me the beat boys and free my soul
    I wanna get lost in your rock and roll and drift away

    Won't you take me away

    Beginin' to think, that I'm wastin' time
    And I don't understand the things I do
    The world outside looks so unkind
    And I'm countin' on you, you can carry me through

    Give me the beat boys and free my soul
    I wanna get lost in your rock and roll and drift away
    Give me the beat boys and free my soul
    I wanna get lost in your rock and roll and drift away

    Won't you take me away

    And when my mind is free
    You know your melody can move me
    And when I'm feelin' blue
    The guitars come through to soothe me

    Thanks for the joy you've given me
    I want you to know that I believe in your song
    And rhythm, and rhyme, and harmony
    You helped me along, you're makin' me strong

    Give me the beat boys and free my soul
    I wanna get lost in your rock and roll and drift away
    Give me the beat boys and free my soul
    I wanna get lost in your rock and roll and drift away

    Won't you take me away

    Give me the beat boys and free my soul
    I wanna get lost in your rock and roll and drift away
    Give me the beat boys and free my soul
    I wanna get lost in your rock and roll and drift away

    Won't you take me away

    Not sure why I looked for these lyrics. Guess i have always just liked the song...
    Nicky Married to Dan on 2/28/08
    Mom to Sebastian, my lil guy who came 6 weeks early 8/27/11
    Mom to Samuel. my extra lil guy who came close to 14 weeks early 8/1/12
    and always in my heart forever s 1/23/03 &7/23/03
    Letters to Sebastian http://librababy.wordpress.com/
    Letters to Sam and also our NICU journey http://scorpiobaby.wordpress.com/
    Rasing the Brothers Phttp://raisingthebrothersp.wordpress.com/

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    SARAH McLACHLAN LYRICS

    "Fallen"

    Heaven bend to take my hand
    And lead me through the fire
    Be the long awaited answer
    To a long and painful fight

    Truth be told I've tried my best
    But somewhere along the way
    I got caught up in all there was to offer
    And the cost was so much more than I could bear

    Though I've tried, I've fallen...
    I have sunk so low
    I have messed up
    Better I should know
    So don't come round here
    And tell me I told you so...

    We all begin with good intent
    Love was raw and young
    We believed that we could change ourselves
    THe past could be undone
    But we carry on our backs the burden
    Time always reveals
    The lonely light of morning
    The wound that would not heal
    It's the bitter taste of losing everything
    That I have held so dear.

    I've fallen...
    I have sunk so low
    I have messed up
    Better I should know
    So don't come round here
    And tell me I told you so...

    Heaven bend to take my hand
    Nowhere left to turn
    I'm lost to those I thought were friends
    To everyone I know
    Oh they turn their heads embarassed
    Pretend that they don't see
    But it's one missed step
    One slip before you know it
    And there doesn't seem a way to be redeemed

    Though I've tried, I've fallen...
    I have sunk so low
    I have messed up
    Better I should know
    So don't come round here
    And tell me I told you so...
    [2X]

    sums up some feelings I have had lately...
    Nicky Married to Dan on 2/28/08
    Mom to Sebastian, my lil guy who came 6 weeks early 8/27/11
    Mom to Samuel. my extra lil guy who came close to 14 weeks early 8/1/12
    and always in my heart forever s 1/23/03 &7/23/03
    Letters to Sebastian http://librababy.wordpress.com/
    Letters to Sam and also our NICU journey http://scorpiobaby.wordpress.com/
    Rasing the Brothers Phttp://raisingthebrothersp.wordpress.com/

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