So idk how all of you feel out there or what would be considered "normal" when it comes to how your feel about your little fetus.
This has been an extremely stressful pregnancy for me emotionally, support-wise from family (we've been & still are hiding it from people), money-wise, etc. There was a number of times I thought abortion would've just been the easier road, but as someone that is adopted it made me feel that I would be a hypocrite.
Anyways, I just wanted to share w/ everyone that today I had my moment. THE MOMENT! I got this crazy feeling around 9:30 this morning. I was sitting at my desk looking at my u/s picture & a huge, gushing wave of warmth & love came over me. Tears came to my eyes as I realized the extent of love for this child. It has come! I am so happy & relieved!! There have been times when I have wondered if all I would feel is resentment for this baby & now I know the answer is NO! I will NEVER resent this sweet child.
I am so happy. I texted my boyfriend right when I felt it.....HE is happy. SCREW EVERYONE! WE ARE HAPPY!!
Thank you for listening. I would love to hear other stories of how you feel now, whether you have reached this moment or not.....stories of the past....anything you want to share.