I was looking at finances today and realized I have a serious spending issue. I didn't realize it was that bad. I used to be so good at not spending. I'm so tempted to shred my debit card that it's not even funny. I'm so mad at myself right now! Because of my stupid spending we are going to go under in our account once again. Sad thing is is no matter how many financial plans I make for the month I still do it. It's a serious problem that i'm so tempted to tell DH to take away my car keys so I can't go anywhere, unless I have a play date for the boys. I'm seriously so pissed at myself right now. I'm such an idiot. I'm not a credit card user thank goodness but still my spending is causing stress on our checking account which is affecting DH's credit. I feel like the worst wife ever right now.
Sorry about the pitty party. I just needed to go to someone that wont chew me out or tell DH. I can't tell DH that it's my fault. I just need to stop spending that's that. You don't have to respond I just needed to vent about it somewhere.