Im doing better. Lots of swelling. but able to stand up a little more straight. Milk has arrived. I started knowing it was coming because it felt like i had little pebbles under my skin and i got nervous and called the lactation consultant and she came to my room and worked with him all day. Cash is doing good. He is back in the incubator but shouldnt be in there too long. His temp dropped but they also just had him in a damn tshirt so i brought him like 10 outfits i had in my hospital bad dh brought me. Breathing is still good. He is EATING now. His weight is 5lbs 5 ounces but i dont think that will be for long. every two hours he nurses on each side for 15 minutes. Nicu calls me in my room and i go over there to feeed. Im so proud of him. He goes straight to the nipple before i can even get comfortable. i did get a rude comment today that i should be walking around a public place so exposed.... i was wearing a tank top... not my fault my boobs are needing a size F and my dh cant find where to get one. So today the lactation consultant said she will get one for me. so sweeet.