I'm being really honest here... I want more kids so bad but I am on the fence in a way..... I want a baby, like, yesterday. My daughters are even extremely excited about the prospect and know there may be a little baby coming someday. But I feel scared and worried and I don't remember feeling that when TTC#2 at all. Does that mean I shouldn't be TTC? Maybe I should just go about my life and LIH.... but then I remember life is so short and family is what's important. I want to lose weight and we want to vacation and enjoy our life together but I definitely feel incomplete (but don't want to take away from the kids I have now.)
So who feels the same or who has felt this way and what are your thoughts?