Last night I went to l&d when I wasn't totally convinced things were fine. The contractions had been a bit better (not too painful or more then 4-5 an hour) but I was still having them and if I was up and about it was worse. My itching/ICP has been more prominent too and while he's still passing kick counts by ACOG standards (10 per 2 hours) he's taking longer to do them most days then normal.
At l&d my BP was a little high though I felt relaxed. He looked good on the monitors and I was just having mild contractions every 10-14 minutes. Nurse checked my cervix and we were both surprised at how posterior it was (she had to REALLY reach and kept apologizing) for how much pressure I was having with contractions. The on call OB wanted me to follow up with my mw because she knows my case best (I am keeping my appointment for that today) and to have another NST tomorrow so I'll have them every other day this week.
I know every day they bake is important and helpful (so long as the ICP isn't worsening) but I can't help but feel like he's better off being born soon. I am really hoping they'll agree to induce me right at 37 weeks on Thurs or Friday as every day past 37 puts them more at risk.
I wish I could be enjoying this last bit of time being pregnant and enjoying the time with DD more. I feel awful that she has to deal with a zombie mode sickly preggo mama.