I keep looking at the calendar and I feel like there's no way I will make it to January.
Every movement feels like a struggle these days. I'm out of breath constantly and just now starting to get sore in my joints. I tried to do some cleaning yesterday and I barely got my bedroom clean and one bathroom (plus made dinner for our house of craziness). I ended up watching 4 episodes of "Orange is the new Black" on Netflix all afternoon instead (I had yesterday off).
My commute is a struggle, as is my shift work. Having to take transit with several stairways and long walks is making me not want to get out of bed in the morning.... This week I'm working 7-3 which means getting up by 4:15AM. It's frigging cold in the mornings too which I already have problems with, and I can't even wear my big super insanely warm arctic coat! Next week I'm on 4PM-12AM. I get to work from home, but as you know my house is crazy right now so the prospect of working from home is depressing because it means I have to be around all those people all week long! And I already have problems staying awake past 8PM!
And getting out of bed, that's a whole other story! We have a king and most nights I get cocooned into the middle with DH on one side and the dog on the other. I feel like I need a pull bar from the ceiling just to sit up and crawl out from between them! Not fun when I have to pee multiple times a night!
I keep telling myself - just need to make it 7 more weeks of work, then I can relax. At bare minimum I need to make it to December 23, because I need to be an active employee on that date (not on sick or mat leave) to receive my bonus and I NEED that to pay for baby things!!